Well I've been with my girlfriend for over 2 years now, and since she got laid off at her job she hasn't been the same person. She pretty much has been blowing me off and not wanting to have sex. It had been close to a month so I figured at least I needed to get drunk to help ease the craving. Well I met up with an ex of mine at the bar while my GF was working. I ended up of course bringing her back to my place and having some of the loudest, nastiest sex I've ever had. As soon as it was done I felt so bad cause my GF and I agreed that if one of us every cheats it is all over. Some good has come from it as I realized how much afterwards I love my GF but I think the guilt will tear me apart. I don't want to tell her cause I really don't want to end this. I fucked up big time. I don't think I'll ever rid myself of this guilt.
