I never had the courage of telling anyone about my date rape. I thought about it many times, but embarrassment always stopped me. No one knows who I am here, so here's my story.

I went to a party when I was 17 years old with a couple friends. I made the mistake of staying in the party after my friends had all gone home. There was a group of four boys and two girls left and didn't think anything of it at the time. I know now that something was mixed into my drink, because I began to feel drawsy. I must have fallen asleep or passed out. I don't even remember being taken into a room and having my clothes taken off. I latter woke up laying on a bed and realized my clothes had been taken off, my hands tied in back with a boy between my legs sucking my pussy. The strange thing was, I could see what was happening but could hardly move. It was like I didn't have any strengh to move my body. I laid there watching each one of them taking turns going down on me and latter was forced to perform oral sex on two of them. I couldn't belief the two girls were standing in the door watching, and didn't do anything to stop them. They were just leading them on, laughing and having fun. I finally felt well enough to get dressed and go home and told that I got drunk and willingly lead them into having sex with me. It wasn't true but I just left without saying anything. I was so humiliated about the whole incident, I have kept it to myself and don't want to talk about it.