I was never attractive or outgoing. My breasts were A-cup even in my 20's. I wasn't slender, I was skinny. I was plain and unattractive and didn't like parties or drinking. I never went on a date in my life and ended up living in an apartment by myself doing secretarial work at 35. And I was a virgin, but I wasn't sexually frustrated. I didn't even own a dildo or vibrator and masturbated maybe once every couple of weeks at most. That was three years ago and everything's changed since then.

A boy who lived in my building began sexually harassing me - comments and staring at first, then groping. He escalated to emails and even flashing. I didn't respond or tell anyone.

Finally one day he came to my apartment and began groping me. I asked him to please stop he said that I wanted him to. Then he asked me directly "Do you want me to rape you?" and I said "Yes" and I lost my virginity to a boy young enough to be my son and it was wonderful.

I've been his slave ever since. And I love it. I've had sex with men and women and toys at his command and I thoroughly enjoyed it. In a few weeks he'll be old enough to move in with me and can drop all pretenses. I've even considered wearing my collar and leash to work!