i am man of 28 yrs old living abroad since two years..and i tried to abstain sex since i was in Nepal..i was brought up in medium family..and had a school drop out at my secondary school..tried porno with freinds..imagination..and did small acts....after that..i realized the mistake..and put myself abstain.but lot of bad..vulgaar mind.till i graduate..became teacher..wrked inproject. ....now here i am involved badyl abt sex through woman..now i am weekly goin sex parlor . almost gone fifty times..spent more than ten thousand dollar in this one and half year..its becoming rapid...and premature ejaculation..so much confused

i have two minds..which i couldnt get strength to overcome..like..i feel like i was one to show the children abt future..not to promote it..and other..is when i came here..found lonesome life..and the desire which i suppressed..increased more whenver i see the couples having some sex arousal activities..the body.figure...etc..

..thus..its my confession .that i am viscious ...and been satifying..goin to animity...selfish...where i have to do..lot..others expecting me to be good...do smthing..for career..and them.my poor.family...i just ignored the mariiage proposal..which i wasnt interstd..bcoz i need to finish one professional degree...so i ignore marriage for meanwhile..and the question is..how should i cope with this...like i feel like my desire cant be stop..and i havent got any girlfreind...since i am egaged often..till now..family is encourageing..but they undrestanding..that i am not gonna do unitll my intersted studies...how shoudl i get rid..and can i become a good man..how people knows about this..and they will tell me..coz i sharing this things with some freind here..they suggest me to be expreinced...write me at [email protected]