- My Family -
Straight Female / 27
First and foremost as a disclaimer I must admit when this started I was getting high. My running partner was my brother. We basically spent every day together using or figuring out how to use. I ended up getting clean, went to rehab and he didn't. He is constantly relapsing left and right. During our run together, we started acting out in different ways. Ways we never should have, near blackout states we ended up having sex, multiple times throughout our drug use. On one occasion I even let him film some of it. Worst/best mistake of my life, now clean for almost a year and a half I know how horrible it was to be having sex with my brother. At the same time it's something that absolutely takes me somewhere I don't know how else to get. He tried blackmailing me by saying he'd show my current boyfriend the video and our friends if I don't keep giving him money to use or sleep with him again. Unbeknownst to him that gave me an excuse to act out on something I can never rid from my thoughts even sober now. So a few weeks ago when he threatened to show my boyfriend if I didn't give him the cash to get high or have sex with him I gave in. I told him I didn't get paid until Thursday and that our parents were home that we weren't having sex, that I'd think about what I could do and let him know. He kept texting me like crazy and I was stalling by giving short evasive responses. Finally he must've realized and came in my room. He said well mom and dad are asleep now, so unless you want "John" to see the video I have you can give me the $125 or we can fuck. I saw in his eyes he was high as can be. I said I really don't have the money and this isn't the best idea, I dunno how I can live with myself if we do this. (I just didn't want him to know I replay our sexual experiences together in my head with enjoyment all the time) He said well I don't know how you're gonna live with yourself when I text "John" the video then and began to fumble with his phone saying he was gonna send it to him. I shot out of bed and grabbed it from him and said fine, but this isn't gonna keep happening where you keep trying to blackmail me for something that happened when we were using together. Without hesitation he kissed me, we started hooking up. I pretended to pull away but really just wanted him to pull me back in so it seemed as if I really didn't want this. I let him slide down my bootie shorts and start grabbing at my ass. He was hard as a rock, so again I try to pretend to pull away and he pushed me on the bed and said if you aren't gonna do this your boyfriend is gonna have a nice surprise text when he wakes up tomorrow. I try to act as if I'm paranoid and told him that if he ever found out he could possibly tell our parents out of anger and spite. He just looked at me and said that wasn't his problem as he pushed himself between my legs as I'm sitting on the bed he pushed me on. I said I can't believe you're making me do this, as I was saying that I started to pull down his boxers. By this point I'm dripping wet trying to hide how badly I wanted this to happen again. I slowly stated to kiss his dick, licking it up and down till he grabbed my head and if I didn't want it so badly you could say forced himself in my mouth. Still trying to play it off as if I didn't want it, I'd stop and look up and ask him if this is really what he wanted. Meanwhile I probably wanted it more than him. I started to blow him again and couldn't help it anymore and said are you going to fuck me or not? I laid down and he got on top of me, I guided him into my now soaked pussy. Oh my God was it amazing, at this point I didn't even care to try and hide that it's what I wanted. My breathing and moans were out of control. Clearly I'd been having sex with my boyfriend but this is something totally different. When you're using as a male especially sometimes you can't stay fully hard, so after awhile when I felt he'd be getting a little soft I'd start to suck his dick again and talk dirty to him till it was good enough to please me. I'm not gonna gloat I'm not perfect by any means but I have a really nice ass. I got on my hands and knees after blowing him hard again and told him to fuck me from behind, he wanted to cum but I told him not yet. So we stopped and I got on top, I rode him and the whole time looked him in the eyes, occasionally leaning down to kiss him. He finally said I'm about to cum, back when we were using I wasn't responsible and wasn't taking my birth control. So I guess he thought I was gonna make him pull out, without explained that I have been on it for over a year now I said OK but kept riding him wildly. He started to freak and told me to get off before he cums but it was too late as I felt him erupt inside me. When I tell you I've never been so fulfilled with pleasure before that's an understatement. After he finished I told him it was OK I've been on the pill, I also told him how much I missed that and haven't felt that good since I've been clean. Obviously this is our parents home so he couldn't stay in my room but I will definitely be trying to make this a regular occurrence. That night we hooked up a few more times, touching each other, fooling around some more and I can honestly say I have no regrets. Yeah maybe it's completely wrong, but I'm a recovering addict, I like things that make me feel good. I may not be using anymore but I'm not perfect and when we are together it's as close to amazing as it gets. I have never been fucked the way he can fuck me, I never had an orgasm like I do with him, it's an out of body experience.
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