Stillmarried

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Gender: Straight Male
Age: 34
Relationship Status : With someone
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Just Kept Going

I'm a petite woman who has always worked in male-driven fields. I was a paramedic initially and then started working in disaster management for a government agency. I had my only child when I was 17 and worked full-time while attending school full-time through an associates degree and bachelor degree, which are how I got into my two career fields.

I got married when I was 23 and I miscarried 4 times with my husband before giving up on having more children. Around the time that I gave up on having more children, I started having an affair with a married co-worker. I almost never had sex with my husband anymore at this point, but I let my co-worker have me whenever he wanted and in any way he wanted. My husband eventually found out and was devastated. He asked me to stop seeing my co-worker and told him I would. My co-worker's wife also found out and she left him. I didn't stop, though I told my husband that I did.

That was at least 5 years ago and my husband hasn't even asked about it in probably 4. Even when he would ask, I would just reassure him that I was done seeing him and not to worry. I have moved on to a much higher paying job and am respected in my field, and even at my church. I can't help myself. To this day, at least once a week (usually more), I let that same do whatever he wants to me. Blowjobs during my lunch hour. Anal sex right after work before I go home to my family. Whatever he wants. I don't even think I want it to end. I love it so much, but had to tell someone because the lie is the only part that bothers me a tiny bit.

Just Kept Going - Specifics Pt. 1

This is an extension of my earlier confession that I made under the title "Just Kept Going". In the hour or two since I posted that I have literally had to change my panties while doing housework becuase I'm so horny thinking about it.

I think I will do a variety of specific stories about my ongoing affair that I have been lying to my husband about for the past 5+ years.

Right after my husband found out about my affair he was furious with me for about a week. Eventually he calmed down enough to tell me that I had to tell my lover that I couldn't see him or talk to him anymore. I agreed to do this, but only if I could do it in person, which he very reluctantly agreed to.

I honestly did intend to completely break things off that day. I had no intention of ever seeing him again. We both cried because we had a great relationship and would miss each other. I hugged him when I went to leave, near the entrance of his house. While we were hugging I just flooded with emotion and could not walk out the door. I started kissing him hard. That led to me taking my shirt off. That led to me kissing him back to his couch and getting on my knees and sucking his dick. He nearly came in my mouth, but I couldn't let that happen. I got up and slowly took my pants and thong off so it gave him a minute to recover. Then I rode him hard until he came inside me. I orgasmed at the same time as him because the naughtiness of it sent me over the edge. After that I kissed him and told him that it can't be over, and then I left for home.

When I got home I hugged and kissed my husband. I told him that it was over with the other man and promised him that I would never even speak to him again. I said and did all of this while I could feel my other man's cum leaking out of me into my panties.