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Transfer

Five years ago I was transferred by my company to another city for a 2 year training stint that would advance my career and offered a big learning opportunity.

I was looking for accommodation when I saw an online ad of a very reasonable rent in the basement of a small bungalow. I met the landlord who was around 60 very down to earth nice guy bald with a bit of a belly. We agreed to terms and I moved in.

At the time I worked out a lot and had a tall,lean muscular frame. It was summer and I had been there several months. My landlord one weekend afternoon asked me for help with some yard work. I helped him out and was in my shorts and t shirt. I joined he was glancing at me admiring my physique and at first thought nothing of it. After a couple hours we were done and he ordered pizza for us and wanted to pay me for the help. I told him no worries I was happy to help him out and the pizza was enough.

We sat at a small table in his back yard having the pizza. His house was on a dead end street with no immediate neighbors so it was quite private. He opened a bottle of red wine and we had a couple glasses each. Being 23 the wine and my youth tapped into a feeling of relaxation that quickly turned into horniness. Erections happened frequently wine or not but the wine reduced the inhibitions. My landlord commented on my handsome body. I could tell he was fixated on it and on me. For whatever reason that intensified my horniness. He opened another bottle as the wine flowed. He asked me if I ever just posed naked just to enjoy the sight of my body. I admitted that yes sometimes after a gym workout I checked myself out at home with the full length mirror in the bathroom. He quietly asked me to pose for him as he had a mirror on his bedroom wall. My heart skipped a beat and my arousal had me nodding yes. We went inside and he instructed me to strip in front of the mirror. He gasped as I got naked and my cock stood proudly erect. I could hear him undressing behind me as I looked at my hard naked body in the mirror. He chubbier body pressed me from behind as his hands roamed all over me. He kissed my neck and started stroking my erection. It felt so good. He masturbated me vigorously and made my cock shoot its spunk all over the floor. Then he felt him jerk his fat little cock all over my tight ass. My ass covered in cum and my cum all over his wood floor. He whispered in my ear seductively how hot I was and how much he wanted me. He rubbed his softening cock all over my wet ass. Being young his ministrations made my cock stiffen again. This time he got on his knees in front of me and sucked my cock greedily as I watched his bald head bob on my manhood in the mirror. He soon had my second orgasm and this time swallowed my load.

After this encounter for the next 2 years J was in that mirrored bedroom many times for hot sex. I learned how to drain his fat little cock with my mouth and fuck his fat ass as well. When I was transferred out if the city he begged ne to stay with him but I needed to move on and go back to women. Truth be told though that when fuckingva woman I usually picture his face and body in order to orgasm.

Lending A Hand

Last year I moved into a comfy basement apartment on the outskirts of my city. The landlord and owner of the house is an elderly widower in his 70's who lives upstairs. He is a very friendly nice gentleman with some physical restrictions due to knee arthritis.

Being a young physically strong guy of 21 I have helped him out on weekends with yard work and gardening and he is very appreciative.This spring there was extra work with a fallen tree and brush to clear. Jack would be out there chatting with me and bringing sandwiches or drinks. He carries a bit of weight,a short grey crewcut and is taller than me. He played rugby years ago.

It was a Sunday a couple weeks ago and I was taking a break in the yard. Jack had brought me a soda and we were chatting. I was wearing shorts and a t-shirt as it was warm outside. Jack surprised me by commenting on how well my small round ass fit my shorts kind of like a young woman's. I did not know how to respond so just thanked him for the compliment. His mind must've been in a certain place because he then wondered what kind of action a young guy like me gets up to sexually. I blurted out that I had not dated a girl since high school as I was focused on building my career. He laughed and said you must have needs. I told him sure but I just satisfy myself you know what I mean. He nodded. He then repeated that I have a great ass. I started feeling a bit weird as the talk was making me feel like he was totally checking me out. Jack moved closer and said he would love just to press against my ass just once. For whatever reason I felt like letting him do it. I said okay and Jack immediately pressed his crotch into my ass from behind. Feeling his bulge tighten felt sexy so I pressed my ass against him. He began dry humping me slow and easy. We moved in rhythm. His body gradually started shaking and I realized he was going to cum in his pants. The thought of that excited me as I pressed desperately against him. Finally Jack cried out and said he was having his orgasm. He did a few final thrusts and he was done. He told me that was special. At this point my own cock was hard in my shorts from all the simulated fucking. Your turn he said. Jack reached around unzipped my shorts lowered my briefs and unleashed my hard cut cock. You have a great cock too he said as he began fondling me from behind. He masturbated me knowingly as I moaned. It felt so good. After less than 5 minutes he made me blast my load over the grass making sure he milked out every last drop. I relaxed and felt this sense of relief. Jack told me he loved making me orgasm. We went into the house together and he led me upstairs. We need a shower he said and took me to his bathroom. He took his clothes off then I did the same. In the shower naked together he washed me all over then I washed him. My cock was hard again. Jack wasted no time sitting in the shower so he could suck my cock. He used a rubber cushion to sit on so he could suck me easily. He sucked my cock expertly and I responded by filling his mouth with my second load. We slept together in his bed that night as he made me orgasm again. We have had sex in his bed regularly since then and I have learned how to suck his cock which I now love to do.

My Greatest Fetish - Update

So on March 20 I posted my confession here, that my greatest fetish would be to have my GF suck off my dad and letting him fuck her. The idea of it is my greatest fantasy and whenever he's sneaking looks at her cleavage - which is quite often when we meet up - the though of it pops into my head and makes me hard.

Anyway, after posting here, I got some responses from people who had been in similar situations and reasoned that they might have done it. So one night maybe 2-3 weeks ago, after a lot of wine, I told my GF about this fantasy of mine. Not really to get her to do it, but partly to see her reaction, and partly I guess to see if there was any chance of anything happening. Her reaction was to laugh at it and thinking that I was kidding around. I kinda shrugged it off after that.

The thing is - after a few days, she talked to me about it, kinda to test the waters, see what I had pictured. The questions started sort of "what do you think about, letting him see me naked", "is the turn-on thinking of me sucking him off, or is it about letting him fuck me?", "would this be a one-time thing or continous". So we talked a bit about it and not much more.

What blew my mind is that after this - she actually gave it some thought and she gradually opened up to it. She said that she's not going to hit on him - he would have to make the move. She also said that she refuses to fuck him - but if it does something for me she would be open to give him a BJ. One rule would be that I can't hold this against her later and I can't change my mind. So basically - there's not way back after it. This blew my mind. I happily agreed to this.

So the plan we came up with is this: She took a nude with her (quite amazing) tits out, laying on her back in bed, pushing them up with her arms while taking the pic. She then sent it to my dad, with the text "I can't wait for you to come home and fuck me". A few seconds after sending it, she send another text with "Shit, I'm so sorry, that was meant for (me), please remove my last message". The response she got was some standard "haha, yeah, I figured". But considering we both know he likes to stare at them, I think there's a good chance the text was appreciated.

So when we come over to his place next weekend, we're going to bring a few bottles of wine and the plan is to get us all tipsy. At some point in the evening I'm not going to feel good and I'm going to head off, leaving them by themselves. And if he makes a move, brings up the text or makes an attempt without behaving badly, there's a good chance she'll get on her knees in front of him.

Now, one of the things she pointed out was that she might suck his cock, but she won't fuck him. The thing about that is though that I know that sucking dick is a huge turn-on for her and I know she loves doing it. My guess is that is she starts sucking his cock - she's going to get into it and let him fuck her as well. At least that's what I'm hoping for.

So that's my update on what's going on. In one week I might get some more images in my head, we'll see. I can't wait to see what happens.

My Promotion

I’m twenty-seven and have been married for two years. I work at a corporate bank in London. My life was great until after the latest lockdown; I had been working from home which I loved.

When I returned to the office I was put into another team run by Peter a guy in his fifties. We got on really well and I started to learn new things and become better at my job. Due to the reorganizing of the company, I applied for a senior position, but still working for Peter. I knew the odds were against me but the salary was almost forty percent more than I was on; my hubby had been furloughed for most of the lockdown and we had run up some debts. Peter seemed favourable to my application, however, did tell me the competition for the new role was tough.

A colleague decided to leave the company, and the department went out for a few drinks after work; Peter was also there. We all got quite hammered and Peter, who is usually very professional, was drunk. He told me that the promotion was mine if I would show him my pussy. I was very pissed too, and so agreed to his request as long as he wrote the offer on a napkin; which he did. I then took him into the disabled toilet at the bar, and just leant against the wall as Peter lifted my dress and rolled my pantyhose and panties down. He looked for a minute or so before I felt his tongue licking at my pussy; I didn’t stop him. He was licking me for quite a while and I came. The next thing I know is he’s sitting on the loo with me straggled on his lap with his cock inside me. After he had finished we returned to the bar.

On Monday morning he called me into his office and apologized for his behaviour, but told me he would honour the deal if I promised to tell no one what had happened on the Friday night (no brainer!!) I said OK, and after a couple of internal interviews, I was given the job.

My confession is I really enjoyed being fucked by my boss, I loved the feel of his fat cock in me; I became very submissive, which I don’t with my husband. Peter’s cock was average but it belonged to my manager and I adored the feeling of my pussy filled with his cock. I allowed him to fuck me bareback as I’m on the pill. When he came and I came too which is a first!!! Feeling my boss pump my vagina full of his spunk sent me over the edge! I should have regretted that night but in truth I loved it!!! When my hubby makes love to me I’m dreaming it’s Peter again. Peter is not a good looking man and my husband is an incredibly hot young man, but Peter just does it for me. Sometimes when I’m in a one to one with him I can actually feel my pussy creaming remembering his cock filling me; sometimes it’s so bad I have to put a pad on or change panties. I want to fuck him again so bad but don’t want to risk losing my job or getting a reputation; what shall I do????

I'm now 30. When I was 3 my parents were divorced and mom got married a year later to another man. He didn't pay much attention to me at first like about till 7 years. About then, when I was 10 he started exposing himself to me, very subtle at first. Like I would come home from school and he would be there, mom was at her job as a nurse. I always went to the bathroom when I first got home and sometimes I would walk into the bathroom and see him standing there with his penis hanging out like he was gonna pee. He would always say he was sorry, like it was an accident. I know now that he was doing it on purpose and he wanted me to see it which I did, a lot. He was a salesman and worked his own hours so I think he timed it to where he was at home when he knew I was gonna be there.
Things went on like that for a while until one day when mom was out of town for some kind of nurse convention he walked out of the shower with just a towel wrapped around him. It was open in the front and he came into my room to ask me something, he said. He was standing there talking to me and I couldn't help but notice his dick hanging out through the opening in the towel. He noticed my eyes wandering down there and again said he was sorry but this time he held it out and shook it a little and said it was nothing for me to be embarrased about, just a part of a mans body, etc. He pulled the towel closed and walked out of the room. I was very confused. On the one hand I was very curious about it and on the other I knew I shouldn't be looking at his dick like that.
Dad and I (I was calling him that by now) used to like to stay up late and watch tv after mom was asleep. He would always be in his underwear. One night I noticed how he had his hand down the front of his underwear feeling himself. I paid no attention until I looked over and saw his underwear sticking up what looked like about a foot. I asked him what was wrong with it. He pulled the front of his underwear down and showed it to me and said that it just got that way sometimes. I was amazed, it was so BIG. At that point I was wondering why he would be showing me that so I asked him why. He said that he thought that I was old enough to know what that part of a man's body looked like. To be truthful I was facsinated by it and couldn't look away. He was rubbing it the whole time we talked. The head of it looked like it was swelling up. It had these big veins in it. I noticed every detail. I kept glancing at it while we talked until suddenly he started breathing hard and said "sorry". I looked at his dick and this stuff was squirting out of it. It went on the coffee table, the floor, everywhere. Of course now I know all about that but at the age of 10 I was clueless. Scared me to death I thought he had hurt himself and stood up and asked him if he was ok. He said yeah and that he didn't mean for that to happen. Of course, I was full of questions then and he explained everything to me. He even did it again for me about an hour later but this time he was a lot more obvious about it. He went and got some lotion and squirted it on his dick and stood there pumping on it while I watched. When he came, there wasn't as much as the first time naturally but his sperm still shot out about a few inches. The first time it was about 2 feet.
After that he would almost always be home when I got there from school. We would sit there on the couch and watch tv and talk. I guess he would catch me staring at his crotch which I guess I did because he would rub himself and ask me if I wanted to see it again and I would just giggle. He unzipped his pants and got it out and would shake it till it got hard. At first he just dry jacked himself but after a while he would tell me to go to the bathroom and get his lotion for him. After a while I would squirt some on his dick and watch him coat it all over before he jacked off for me. I liked to watch him stand in front of me while he did it. It became a little game for us. We would both guess if "a lot" was gonna come out. Sometimes he would cum in buckets, sometimes just a couple squirts. I guess over time it all had to do with how much he and mom were fucking combined with how much he would jack off for me. All I know is that over time I got to where I enjoyed watching it more each time he did it. I would run from the school bus at the end of the block to our house because I knew he was gonna be there to put on a show for me. Eventually he got to where he would be there with his dick already out of his pants and rubbing it when I walked in.
Looking back on all this I know that what he was doing was very wrong but the thing is, I loved it and I was never "damaged" because of it. I grew up, dated a number of guys, and am now married with a girl of my own, who's 4. With almost every guy I've had sex with, I've asked him to jack off for me. Some were willing, some weren't. My husband loves to do it in front of me and we often have mutual masturbation sessions. Of course it's obvious where my love of watching a man masturbate came from. If anyone is wondering if my stepdad ever touched me or tried to take advantage of my body, the answer is no. He was actually very loving and we did do other, more "normal" father/daughter things together. My mom never found out about our special time together and as for my stepdad, we talk on the phone occasionally. They were divorced when I was 12 and mom never re-married. He moved out of town with his job. Part of me feels guilty about enjoying what we did, like I was the one doing something wrong, but the fact is I loved it. I'm not ashamed to say it now, I did.

I Want To Be Violated

I'm a 23 years old girl. I come from a rich family and most of my friends are also from such families. Throughout my childhood, I have maintained my figure because of which, now I was able to become a model. Many guys have taken me to bed, thanks to my looks, but I've never been satisfied. I wanna do something extreme. Something dangerous. When I walk through some of the dirty areas in town, I see many delinquents staring at me, my small clothes and my body. It turns me on so much. When I look at all the filthy beggars and homeless men on the streets, I get nasty ideas about being violated by them. I dream of dirty slum dwellers, and random street bums ravaging me again and again while I lay helplessly. I imagine myself going to such seedy places at night, wearing next to nothing. I let them take a good look at me and then I start taking off my clothes one by one. All the men swarm around me, pulling to free me from my clothes. Wave after wave of men violate my body as much as they please. In the end they leave my limp body lying on the streets, covered in their semen. This encounter gets me pregnant.
Thinking about it gets me so wet that I soon need a cock inside me. But it's never enough for me.
I'm thinking of fulfilling this fantasy of mine. Should I do it?

How I Closed The Deal

work for a company that sells plastics; my job was to bring new business and orders into the company. I’d been very successful; however, there is one company I’d never managed to sign up. The client makes all manner of plastic goods; bin bags, packaging, agricultural plastic coverings, plus loads of other things. Harry owns the company; he was in his fifties, fat, bald and obnoxious. He’s the kind of man who you just know mentally undresses you as he is talking. I hate him.

Each year my company tenders for his business, the tender is worth millions of pounds and a bonus of around fifty thousand pounds to me. I’d been trying to get Harry to sign up for years; however, I failed each time. Each year the old bugger propositions me; the deal is mine if I’d sleep with him the contract would be mine. This is a line though; I wouldn’t cross.

The recent Kung Flu hit my company very hard; they had to lay off quite a few staff and put loads more on furlough. Harry, however, did well during the crisis as he makes packaging materials for a massive internet retail business. Getting his business this year would save my job and maybe even the company I work for. So my lovely boss Phil begged me to do my best with Harry as he needed his business this year.

The meeting with Harry went, as usual; I took him through our tender presentation, he said he was impressed. I tried to close the sale the usual way; our offer was a great one. However, Harry put the same clause in stating that he would sign a two-year contract with me if I slept with him. I’m twenty-seven years old have loads of self-respect, and didn’t want to go down that route. Harry knew I was desperate for the deal and finally offers a three year fixed deal. This was extraordinary; the deal would save my company and give me a life-changing bonus. To my shame, I agreed.

I met Harry that night at a local hotel, and he signed all the paperwork; however, he put the following day's date on it. Before he signed, he said I would have to agree to everything he wanted to do that night. I said yes as long as there was no physical abuse or pain and he had to wear a condom. He didn’t want to agree to the condom, but it was a deal-breaker, and I wouldn’t do it without him wearing one; he eventually agreed. The deal was I would stay the night, and the contract would come into force the following day. He had booked a suite which was quite magnificent; Harry was also very attentive, dare I say even respectful when I first arrived; things changed though later one. I’d had a couple of stiff drinks before I went for courage, and Harry had champagne on ice in the room.

The is no easy way to write this down. He first made me strip in front of him; I was shaking with nerves; he just sat in a hotel chair and watched. I initially covered my modesty, but he told me to put my hands and arms by my side. He said I was a natural beauty and then gets up and gives me a large box. Inside was sexy lingerie and some ‘toys’. I nearly ran out of the room, but a deal is a deal. So I put on a black Basque, which left my breasts exposed, black lacy and open crotched knickers.

He sucked both my breasts for the longest time. Finally, my body betrayed me, and I started to get aroused. He kept on touching my pussy to see how wet I was and kept commenting that I was getting wetter. He then stopped sucking my breasts and brought out two nipple clamps. I initially covered my breasts, but he promised not to hurt me. They felt extraordinary when Harry first put them on me; however, the sensation on my nipples made my clit tingle and my pussy cream?

He then asks me to go on all fours on the hotel bed. I thought, here we go, time to be a big girl and not cry!! However, he stands behind me and spends the next ten minutes playing with my pussy. With the nipple clamps on his fingers working on my clit drove me insane with pleasure. My body was now acting on its own; although I hated the man and what he was making me do, an orgasm began to build.

He continued working on my clit and pussy, then goes to his box again. He then puts a clamp onto my clit joining the two nipple clamps and the clit clamp with a three-way silver chain. So there I was, in a hotel room with this horrible man, dressed in the sluttiest lingerie I’ve ever seen, with nipple and clit clamps joined with a chain.

Harry then gently pulls on the chain a couple of times, and my tits and clit explode with pleasure. My body is now like somebody else’s, moaning and enjoying the humiliation! The bastard kept me on the verge of having an orgasm, touching parts of my body but stopping just before I went into an orgasmic cycle.

Harry then stands in front of me and drops his suit trouser, and releases his cock from his underpants. It’s true what they say about very successful men; his manhood was massive. I have no idea how long it was, but it must have been a good seven inches?; it was though the thickest penis I had ever seen. Even his large hand just about fit around it. “This, my dear is why I need you wet and randy,” he said.

He put onto a condom, although I recall having the thought that there was no way he would fit all that meat into so little rubber; he did. I’m still on all fours on the bed, and Harry walks to the rear of me. I feel his cock push against my opening. I felt its head breach my vaginal entrance. My head was screaming not to do this, and how disgusting the whole thing was, but my body was enjoying itself! I moaned as he started penetrating me further. He stretched me tighter than I thought was possible.

For the next half an hour, he fucked me senseless. I had numerous orgasms, and although I felt like a slut and a whore my body had a sensational time; the best? Afterwards, he allowed me to dress and ordered a meal into the suite. Over dinner, he was a gentleman telling me how he’d admired me the first time he had seen me. He even said it was a shame that this was the only way he could have me and wished it had been different. After dinner, I let him put me on the bed, raise my dress and enter me again. Due I think to the drink, and my general debauchery at the time I let the old fucker do my bareback. I loved every minute of it, spending in orgasm several times; it was bliss. The next day he honoured the contract, my boss Phil promoted me to be his right-hand lady and I’m due to get an enormous bonus and shares in the company. I suppose if you’re going to sell it, get as much as you can is the moral.

My confession, though, is this; I fucking enjoyed it! I’ve now visited Harry a couple of times to introduce our people to him, and after each meeting, I’ve stayed back, and he has taken me to a hotel and then pretty much fucked my brains out again. I sometimes go to see him without any business reason, just to get fucked. He sometimes rings me and asks me to come over to ‘our hotel’ if I’m available; I’m always available. I like Harry now, however, I love that wonderful cock of his more, and that he knows what to do with it and me.

Today, I needed to sign some NDA and copyright legal documents that Harry’s legal team had prepared. We sat in his office in the coffee break out area. Two leather sofas facing each other with a glass table in-between. I was looking over the documents when he casually asked me to open my legs and pull my panties to the side. It wasn’t a request but a command. I obeyed and he sat drinking coffee looking at my hairy pussy; of yes, he’s asked ..(continue confession)

The Junkman

When the pandemic started last spring I decided to renovate my house a bit and clear out the junk .I was 29 then, divorced and at loose ends working from home so lots of time on my hands .I cleared out a lot of stuff and needed someone to cart it all away .I found this fellow on the internet who had a truck and picked up junk locally and disposed of it.

He showed up one Saturday with his pick up and let me know it would take him several trips to get everything taken away .Bob was in his late 50's,balding of heavier set build, big belly and wearing loose fitting sweat pants with a big bulge in them. For some reason I could not take my eyes off his bulge as his junk swayed when he moved .I felt horny inside and when he left with the first load I went inside and played with myself thinking about his body .I had not often thought about men sexually and these thoughts were way too arousing for me.

When he returned for the second load I got another sight of his swaying bulge and another big wave of sexual lust went through me. He left again and I was consumed with lewd thoughts of checking out that bulge of his and even caressing his belly and what that would be like.

He came back for the final load and I noticed he was smiling a lot at me .He loaded everything up and when he was done slowly approached me .My house was on a dead end road with the nearest house being a mile or so away so no one around. Bob came up to me and asked me if there was anything else I was interested in .I felt embarrassed and realized he had noticed me checking him out .He stood there looking at me expectantly and I mumbled how I liked how his sweat pants looked on him .He smiled and then said "Maybe you would like what is inside of them".I looked down and noticed him pulling his sweats down .He had no underwear on and a big thick cut cock popped out. His cock stiffened and I reached out to caress it .I tenderly stroked it marveling at how sexy it looked and felt. He grunted and groaned as I stroked him with my hand .I had never sucked a cock before but knew now I wanted to feel his big cock in my mouth .I dropped down to my knees and took the big head of his cock into my wet eager mouth .It felt right in my mouth and I could taste some pre cum leaking from the tip .I began sucking as much of his cock as I could get into my mouth .Bob moaned and grabbed my head to guide me in my sucking .He pumped his cock into my mouth and I gagged sometimes but kept sucking .I felt like his whore and sucked with all of my need for him. His cock exploded in my mouth and he made sure I swallowed all of his creamy salty cum .I finished him off and his body relaxed after his orgasm .He pulled away slightly and said "Well that is all you need to pay me ".He then said "Next time I come over invite me into your house and take care of my needs after I have a beer or two" .I nodded as I felt this warm glow from sucking him with my belly filled with his cum.

Ever since then Bob drops by 2-3x a week for my oral service .I have learned to deepthroat his 7 inch thick cock and I swallow every time. We have a couple beers together then I suck him dry as he sits back on my couch .I love pleasing him and often masturbate thinking about looking after that big cock of his .I look forward to him coming over and feel I have lost interest in women and only want his cock now .I have also rubbed and kissed his belly.

My Uncle Wants To Fuck Me - Need Advice!?

Hi everyone,

So - I've gotten my self trapped between a rock and a hard place, so to speak. You know that stereotype of the overly sexual and inappropriate uncle everyone claims to have? My uncle on my moms side is the personification of that stereotype. He's 60 years old and the type of person who has always been a little bit too close for comfort after a few beers and keeps telling dirty jokes at the dinner table.

Anyway, I'm a 28 y.o. guy and bisexual, which my uncle knows. Ever since I came out he has been "joking", telling inappropriate jokes about me and what he supposes I like and do and he has smacked by butt when I walk past him. He has done this in the open in front of my parents and his own family (wife and kids) but everyone has kept shrugging it off as him being himself, even though I know that his family thinks it's embarrassing that he keeps acting like this.

Anyway, in the beginning of last year was my moms 60th birthday, and of course my uncle and his family was invited to her party, along with a bunch of other friends and people. Everyone present got pretty hammered, including yours truly. Here's where the trouble began - during the party my uncle did one of his usual remarks about how much I like dick and how he bet I'm good at blowjobs and this time I got kinda turned on. Throwing caution to the wind, I ended up leading my uncle to my bedroom and I sucked his cock at my moms party. He jerked me off a bit as I gave him head and when he came I swallowed his cum. The whole thing was incredibly erousing as it happened, but afterwards I just felt shameful, partly because he's my uncle and partly because he's married with a family.

I have taken a distance from him since, but he doesn't seem to care. When we meet he stills tells jokes as normally, but now he grabs my ass or rubs my cock on the outside of my pants when noone's looking, pressing his dick against my butt and telling me how much he wants to fuck me, make me feel like a girl, how he misses my mouth, etc etc and it has started getting to the point where it's making me really uncomfortable. I can't really tell anyone in my family and ask for help or advice - because duh! - and I don't know how to tackle it.

Any advice? Has anyone else been in this type of situation?

I hate my neighbor Hector not just because I hate his name, not because he is a peeping tom, not because he and his wife are very nice to me since my boyfriend left me last year, not because he smokes a stinky cigar and not because he's old and ugly. The reason I hate him is because of the way I have become a shameless exhibitionist. His house is about fifty yards in back of mine and his reason for coming in my yard at night is to make sure I am safe since I now live alone. That what he tells me and his wife when we are together. My house is a two bedroom ranch house and my master bath and bedroom are on the north side where he always enters my yard and where there are 5 bushes close to the house. Last year when my boyfriend took off I suspected Hector was peeking in my windows but wasn't sure until around this time last July when I saw him walking back to his house. The way the bushes line up on the side I was never worried about anyone being able to see into my bathroom or bedroom. A few days later when outside I saw a cigar butt almost directly under my bathroom window and thats when I was convince Hector was peeping in at me. I wasn't sure how long he had been doing it and began to wonder if he did when my boyfriend was still here. To my astonishment it did anger me to an extent but I also had mixed feeling about him seeing me naked or taking a shower. The thought of embarrassment was present but also a feeling I can't really explain except it was kind of stimulating trying to picture Hector seeing me naked and wondering how much it aroused him or if he masturbated watching me. I've been living here 3 years and Hector and his whole family have been friends and good neighbors. I know his grown children well, go shopping with his wife and have had them for dinner as well as being invited to there house for dinner and all the cookouts they have. I see and talk to him and his wife a few times a week and act the same as usual even though I am 100% sure Hector sees me naked on an average of twice a week or more. He is so convinced to himself I don't know about it he mentions things with his wife present like how he checked my yard last night or tells me I can feel safe since he checks my property for me some nights and even when I'm not home. Since last July I have become obsessed with exposing myself to Hector and any modesty I had is totally gone by now. I haven't changed the curtains on my windows but do make sure there is plenty of space for him to be able to see inside clearly and more often than ever have the window up slightly to enhance his view. For some reason it seems I can always count on Hector being out there on Tuesday and Thursday nights and know on Tuesday his wife always goes to bingo at the fire hall. I'm not sure why its always Thursdays but he also comes on other random nights when I'm not sure if he is outside. I sit in my mud room some times looking for him to come in my yard and its almost like clock work on the two nights I mentioned.

The first month or better that I knew he was watching me I would undress, shower and basically go around naked which each time caused more arousal than the previous time. I did masturbate a few times but admit that did embarrass me slightly knowing he could easily see me. Each time I knew he was watching me I would become more brazen of how I exposed myself to him. By September last year I began shaving my pubic hair with the feeling that I would be more naked without it. I also began masturbating with a dildo I have had for a long time and also in September bought a vibrator which I now use almost every time I masturbate even when Hector isn't outside. When I am sure Hector is watching me masturbate I become so aroused I orgasm many times. He not only sees me having them I'm sure he can hear me moaning since I have no shame left. I have also began to penetrate myself anally at times using either the vibrator or dildo and this is something I have never done before. Most of the time I masturbate in my bedroom but still do while in the shower sometimes. When I masturbate in the bedroom I am laying down most of the time but often am on my knees bent over giving Hector a view from the rear. Hector has seen me in ways and positions no other man in my life has seen me and I find it hard to believe that I have no remorse or humiliation for the way I behave knowing he is watching my every move. I have become so obnoxious and immoral that I have changed tampons knowing he is watching me and have also used the toilet knowing he is peering in. The most immodest thing I have done has been to give my self an enema. I have only done this 3 times so far and I bend over the toilet seat and insert it knowing he is right at the window. When I'm at work, especially on Tuesdays and Thursdays, I think to myself how I can expose myself more and what else I could possibly do to arouse what has turned out to be a fetish. For many months I have been shaving my pubic hair at the sink because it is closer to the window and Hector. I put my foot up on the sink or toilet seat only to expose my vagina more to him which is so arousing to me when I do that. I have become an exhibitionist slut since I've know Hector watches me but love every minute of it. There isn't much else I can do since he has witnessed every possible pleasure or abuse that I have done to my body. I am always aroused from start to finish and constantly think how Hector reacts to my nudity and the way I expose myself and masturbate for him. I would like to know if he masturbates when watching me but thats something I'll never know. His opinion of me must be bad and by now he must think I am a sex attic or worse. He doesn't treat me any differently than he did years ago and I still get along well with him, his wife and family. I haven't dated since my boyfriend left and so far my sexual needs have been satisfied by Hectors constant arrival at my windows. I not only look forward to it but plan for it having everything I'll need handy by the time he gets to my yard. I was never the timid type when it came to my body but I never exposed myself anywhere near the way I do for Hector and only remember two times that my boyfriend ever saw me masturbate. No one has ever seen me masturbate with sex toys, no one has ever watched me change tampons, and absolutely no one has ever seen me give myself an enema, except Hector.