JohnnyDonny

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Gender: Straight Male
Age: 25
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Am I Alone In This?

I love my wife and I couldn't ask for better, and god knows I would never actually do this to her, but... I like the thought of her being a little sexual demon that thrives on anything and everything I would want to throw her way.

I want to lay her back and grab her ankles and spread her legs and watch as she's forced to let other guys fuck her, laying wood to her as if her pussy was some kind of sexual wood chipper.

I want to smack her tits and tell her she's a "good c**t" and see her get off on the degradation.

I want to see her on her hands and knees being no more than a mouth and pussy to be enjoyed, and I want her to love the thought of being so "simple" in her purpose.

I am extremely lucky that she chooses me and it's not even remotely the life we have or anything we've experimented with, but I love the thought of her being an absolutely depraved little fuck toy who is willing to accept anything with an excited eagerness to have it happen.

I Gave French Lessons But He Expected A Blowjob

This encounter was and is my dirty secret but sometimes I daydream about it so I will share it here. It started as a misunderstanding. He was in Montreal for a few days from the Caribbean, visiting family. I was tutoring French and English as a second language (ESL) at the time. I’d just received my degree in linguistics and was tutoring in my home office. I had lots of time for it when my husband was away on one of his many business trips. When I got a request in response to my on-line ad I was surprised when a black dude in tight red jeans showed up and asked if I was the one who did French. I confirmed I was and invited him into my office room in the basement. I took a seat but he chose to stand. I gave him my rate per session and he was surprised at how low it was. That was odd because it was the going market price for French lessons. I asked him if there was a particular topic of interest to him for the French words to use. He seemed quite interested in that. As we talked I noticed the bulge that appeared at his crotch. He said, “What’s this called in French?” and unzipped his jeans exposing his impressive black cock. I couldn’t help gasping and staring at it. He continued, and how do you say, “Suck my cock, in French?”

He held his cock in his hand and waved it. I was shocked and asked him what he thought he was doing. He realized the misunderstanding and explained that in his country a prostitute would advertise for French lessons if she specialized in blowjobs. He was just responding to my ad because he needed one and thought it was kinky when I talked about doing it in French. I had to laugh but I also kept staring at his cock. He told me how a blue eyed blonde like me would have a real good business in his country as a blowjob girl. Then he asked me if I had ever sucked a black cock. I confessed I had not. He suggested I try it and moved closer so his cock was in my face. I wrapped my hand around it and felt it stiffen.

He invited me to taste it so I licked the tip with my tongue then gave it a kiss. He knew I wanted it and as soon as I parted my lips he thrust his hips forward pushing his cock into my mouth. I could feel my pussy getting moist as he fucked my face. I kept one hand on his cock to prevent him from gagging me and lifted my dress with the other then pulled my panties aside to rub my aroused clit. He stopped fucking my face to delay his orgasm. He told me he enjoyed watching white women suck his cock and wanted it to last. I was so aroused at this point I begged him to let me suck it and leaned forward to do it. He moaned with pleasure and when I gave him some eye contact I saw him leering down at me with a satisfied smug look. It had obviously pleased him to hear me beg to suck his cock.

I used all my cock sucking experience to please him. My lips, tongue and throat all came into play. Soon he could not delay his orgasm any longer. He put a hand on my head to ensure his cock stayed firmly in my mouth as he filled it with a huge load of his warm, thick creamy cum. The taste of his cum as it covered my tongue and the feel of it as it slid down my throat triggered my orgasm and I moaned with pleasure as I swallowed it. He grunted with satisfaction and watched me intently as I continued sucking his cock until I felt it finally soften let it slide out of my mouth.

I sat back in the chair and saw him sneering at me as he said, “Whores get a good tip for swallowing the cum.” He tossed some bills on my desk and stuffed his cock back into his tight red jeans. I told him he didn’t have to pay me saying, “I'm not a whore, I asked you, even begged you to do it. I can’t take money for that. I enjoyed it as much as you”. Then I asked if he could return soon with a submissive pleading sound to my voice. He gave me that leering smirk again as he told me he would return the next day if I let him fuck me. I quickly agreed. I wanted his hard cock in my pussy more than I had wanted it in my mouth. As he left he slapped my butt and said, “Tomorrow I’m gonna fuck your white ass.” And he did, literally.

It's So Hard To Accept, To Understand, Why Are We Made Like This

Spending a little bit of time here I see that experiences are common place, even the ones that you think apply only to you. Me, I had to admit to myself that I was a gay woman, a lesbian, and that no matter how hard I tried I wasn't going to ever overcome this. And that I was, and am, in love with this other woman. Because we are still young, in our twenties, we don't call ourselves women, we just say girls.

She is what every boy dreams of, except she is a girl who like me is stuck in this world where you like other girls. Please understand, we never grew up thinking that one day we would be looking at another naked girl and saying "OH WOW". We grew up like all girls, thinking we would grow up and get married and have kids and go to Disney Land. But we grew and grew and grew and no boy ever were of interest to us, and we found that we kept wanting to be best friends with this or that girl, but she wanted to be the girlfriend of a boy. At least that was my experience.

I even faked a crush on this boy to be around his sister.

I remember the day I felt something for this girl. We were both in gym class, we both played soccer, we were both hot, we were fit, and one day we both had to change and she took her top off and just stood in front of me and asked me if I liked that. I was embarrassed really, I felt like I needed to go down the drain. "Look at me, you are always staring at me, is this what you want?" So may times before I had seen other girl's tits, but that day I saw something else, or felt something else. She slowly pulled her gym shorts down and her panties and stood totally naked in front of me and stood there and said "enjoy".

She had figured me out, she hadn't quite gotten the place where she figured herself out. Because that day she enjoyed showing me as much as I enjoyed looking at her. My pussy twitched, and I think hers did too. It wasn't that long before she stood like that naked in front of me, telling me to do it, and I leaned forward and kissed her bush (we weren't shaved then). If I told you that it took us three years to get to the point where we actually ate each other you wouldn't believe me, but it did. We did not want to be gay.

We didn't 'make love' for three more years, get in bed, and just make out, and let ourselves get hot and make love. You know, like two persons in love. Not that it took that long before we hugged and said I LOVE YOU, we said that a lot. We just didn't know what to do. I cried at night, and she did too.

We are 25, and yes we sleep together and we make love, and sometimes we just have sex. We live together like two sisters, an outsider would not say we are a couple. We haven't given up on the dream of meeting Mr. Right and getting married. But deep down inside we know that Mr. Right isn't coming. We know we are lesbians. And sometimes when we make love, we end up crying together. Why are we like this? We don't know, all we know is that we are like this together and we are not alone.

Hiking Fun On Vacation.

This happened back in May while my husband and I were on vacation down in the Caribbean for our anniversary.

My husband and I had a nice vacation back in May down in the Caribbean. We stayed on the beach every day and had sex every night. I wore some very revealing thong bikinis for him and also enjoyed the attention of the other men on the beach. I have a nice ass and many of the local black men enjoyed watching me which was flattering and a turn on for me.

Our last day there I wanted to go on a hike at a local park about 15 mins from our place. It had beautiful views and small monkeys on the trees to observe. My husband isn’t the active type and I figured he wouldn’t want to go. Especially with the humidity. I asked anyway and then drove to the park myself. I told him I was going to book a tour with a group and be back in a few hours. I got to the park and booked a 2 hour hike. I waited for a few mins and a very buff young black men came up to me and introduced himself as Phillip. He said he was going to be my tour guide and asked if I was ready to go. I asked where everyone else was and he told me Thursdays are usually slow so it would just be me and him. He seemed nice enough and I figured I’d be safe with him so we went on our way.

He was very chatty and knowledgeable. We walked many miles and he even let me feed a few monkeys which was fun. The hike was a fairly steep climb at the end to the highest point on the island and he stayed behind me to make sure I didn’t fall on any rocks as we made our way up. I looked back a few times and saw him staring directly at my ass before he noticed me looking at him. I figured typical guy and I guess he was enjoying the view haha. When we got to the top we were both drenched in sweat and At the top there was a small waterfall and I guess large pond that the waterfall flowed into. He asked if I wanted to cook off in the water before heading back down He told me he had swum there many times and not to worry about snakes or anything in the water. I told him I didn’t have a swimsuit. He said not to worry no one else would be coming up here for a long time and that he usually skinny dipped and he freely removed his clothes right in front of me and went swimming.

I was pretty shocked and fairly impressed with his body. He was quite ripped and very hung as well. I tried not to blush but he was teasing me and said I’d regret not cooling off before the long hike down and saying don’t be a prude and that it is fun to be free. I shrugged and gave in to the pressure and told him to turn around. I quickly stripped and got into the water but I did see him peek and smile obviously pleased with what I had under my clothes.

The water was fairly clear so he could see my naked body under the water regardless. The water did feel amazing and we swam around chatting casually. He asked if I had ever skinny dipped before and I said many years ago as a teenager with a few of my friends but it wasn’t as beautiful as these surroundings. He said he enjoyed coming up here but rarely got the opportunity to skinny dip with a beautiful woman by herself. I kinda giggled and said don’t try anything funny. He laughed and said why don’t I swim over to the water fall with him. There was a small cave behind it and it’s cool to sit in to watch the water fall down over the rocks. I swam over and we both got out and sat on the edge of the small cave watching the water.

I couldn’t help but notice his large penis was semi hard and he was sitting pretty close to me. I stared longer than I should have and he outright asked me if my husband was as big. I blurted hell no really quickly and then blushed and he said it’s ok most women haven’t seen one his size before. He then took my hand and placed it on his penis. I told him we should probably go but he pulled me in to kiss me. It def seemed like this was a routine he had down however I didn’t resist as I can’t deny that I was quite turned on by the environment we were in and his gorgeous body. We made out for a few minutes as I stroked his now very large erect cock and he felt up and kissed and sucked my breasts and nipples. We got back down into the water and he grabbed me by my ass and had me wrap my legs around him in waist deep water and he positioned his dick at the entrance to my pussy. He slowly slid it up and down before starting to fully penetrate me.

It was an amazing feeling as I felt so incredibly full and he slowly pushed his length deep inside my pussy. He was by far the biggest dick I have ever taken and the first black dick too. He slowly thrusted and moved my pussy up and down his length while holding onto my ass. I had my hands around his neck and just held on as he gave me immense pleasure and I had a huge orgasm with a minute. We slowly fucked in the water and made out for a few minutes.

He then had me get off of him and led me by the hand to a large smooth rock on the waters edge. He had me bend over the rock with my ass sticking out at him. He groaned and gave my ass a few playful smacks telling me I had the best white ass he had ever seen and that it rivaled some of the Caribbean black women he had fucked. He then penetrated me easily and started to fuck me at a measured pace. He held into both my ass cheeks as my ass bounced up and down to his hard rhythmic fucking. He had incredible stamina and fucked me for at least 10 mins without stopping or slowing down. I had two more orgasms and by the end was getting sore so told him to cum.

He went into overdrive and started slamming into my push before tensing up and unleashing his cum deep inside me. It was definitely the most erotic sex of my life and he stayed inside of me for a minute more admiring my ass before pulling out. Cum was dripping down my leg so I went back into the water to rinse off as did he. We then dressed and started to walk down the trail again. On the way down he asked if I enjoyed myself and I told him immensely and then he casually started to talk to me as a tour guide again. An hour later we were almost down the trail and he pulled me a little ways off of it and asked if I wanted it one more time before I left. I told him i was pretty sore but I could give him one more memory and got on my knees to pull down his shorts to reveal his hard dick again. I didn’t get to suck him before we fucked so I figured he would enjoy himself. He told me Caribbean women in his island didn’t enjoy sucking dick but most white women did. I made sure he would remember me and blew him nice and slow for awhile before picking up the pace.
I couldn’t deep throat him like my husband but he was impressed I could take most of his dick down my throat. When he started to tense up I took my mouth off his cock and told him to cum in my mouth. I continued to suck and he let loose another large stream of cum down my throat which I swallowed. He said he wouldn’t forget me ever which I laughed at and then we hugged when we got down the trail and I headed back to my husband.

My husband was still on the beach when I got back to the ..(continue confession)

Passed Out Fun

I recently had one of my kinks come true which involved 3 random old men and my female bestie for safety. I had this kink for years where I'd be passed out and have random guys do what they want with me.
So one night I got really really drunk with some guys we met online and I had a few let's call them vitamins to make myself extra drowsy and that's where the fun started.
I came up with a plan with my bestie, tha we would set up a hidden camera to record so I could watch it back later. And that she would keep an eye on my throughout the experience.
Long story short, I passed out heavily and was moved to the bed where I was completely undressed along with all three guys and my friend and they didn't waste any time.
I had one guy start eating me out, another guy stuck his dick in my mouth and my friend and the last guy started playing with each other. It wasn't long before I was being fucked, quite hard too mind you, guy two still had his dick in my mouth having fun.
Guy three moved over to me along with my bestie which meant I had four people using my passed out body for their own pleasure.
One guy shot his load inside me and pulled out and went and cleaned up, then I had another guy entered me which he almost instanty cum too.
Now that was two loads in me and the third guy stuck it in my arse which luckily for me I couldn't feel it because I don't usually do anal. My friend rode my face rubbing her pussy all over my sleeping mouth and face which was enough for the last guy and shot a load inside my arse. I couldn't believe what I was watching when I looked at the video, but it made me so hot and when I finally woke up the following day both my holes were sore and dripping with old man cum and I could smell my besties pussy which she gave me a wink and said, how do I taste.
All in all the experience was everything I wanted it to be and I'll definitely be doing it again. There's something sexy about the thought of being lifeless and having my body used and abused without saying no.

Technically Foster Mom

I grew up in the foster care system from the age of 10 until I was 18. I've had many foster moms and have met hundreds of kids over the years. The one experience I had was the last foster mom I had before emancipation, basically going out on your own. I lived with her from age 14 to 18. She was a large white woman, blonde hair, blue eyes. To be honest I'm pretty sure she only took me in to bring in some extra cash but she was super chill. Didn't really know how to raise kids or parent. I was her only kid so I loved having the whole house to myself.

At age 14, of course I was young. Horny. Curious. Still a Virgin. The first year I was living there, I was shy. Quiet. Didn't really open up. Then I got this crazy idea....because one day I was so horny and curious. I'd often be in my room jerking alone. I'm sure she knew when she did my laundry. After I got comfortable living with her, I began to go into her room while she was at work and smell her panties. I would get on her bed completely naked and have all her panties all over me and jerk it until I came. I was having a great time.

After about 2 years, we were really connecting. Kinda becoming mother and son. She was really sweet and funny. She was also lonely. I could tell. She had no husband. No boyfriend. Never even went out with friends. I was kind of her whole priority and it felt good. There was also a lot of....tension between us. Like sexual tension.

One night I'm laying in bed....im sure she's laying in hers. I'm touching myself of course. House is completely silent. I get a text from her. "Come to the room". I'm like okay? Kinda scared because I'm like "what did I do?". I get up, put it away and go out across the hall and to her room. Open the door. The room is dark. I hear, "come here" but she's whispering.

I stand over by the bed, can't really see anything as my eyes are adjusting. I sort of see her laying down in the bed, the sheets are pulled down by her feet. Her pajamas pants are down by her ankles and she was rubbing her clit. I'm kinda like rapidly breathing now, heart speeding up, boner popping up. I walked over to the bed right beside her and she grabbed my dick in my pajama pants with her hand.

She began rubbing it with one hand while the other hand was rubbing herself. Then she said, "take these off". I immediately throw them down and my dick was straight as an arrow. A little stream of precum was hanging from the tip. Then she grabbed it again and began stroking it using the precum as lube. Then after a while she whispered "come up here". So I crawled on the bed and in between her legs. I didn't know what to do because this was my first time. Her legs were spread and all I could see was a patch of wild hair but she guided my hand to it and I began to rub it. It was warm and wet. Felt weird but she began to moan a little the moment I touched it. I started going faster and she began to moan louder. I wasn't sure if I liked this but she was having a good time. Then I kinda pulled my hand back and stopped. I wanted to be touched. I grabbed her hand and guided it to my dick. She began jerking me off. Pretty soon I could feel it. I started to thrust in her hands and I let out a loud ahhhhhugghg and I started to cum. It shot on her pajama top and a little on her stomach. She slowly rubbed it until it started to shrivel up and die. For some reason I wanted to kiss her so I went up to her but she kind of pulled back. We looked at each other and then she gave me a light kiss on the lips and smiled. After that we went to bed. That was the longest night of my life because I couldn't sleep. I kept replaying what just happened over and over. And I wanted more. And we did more. Until my 18th birthday. I'll never forget her

Get Real With Your Kid, 15 Is Sexually Mature

So this is not knew to anyone, except to the crazies. A fifteen year old girl is sexually mature and able to have sex and get pregnant. Because of our social structure she is socially immature and because of over parenting emotionally immature. But quite capable of full penetration and conception.

I work from time to time in the third world where you have to grow up quickly, fifteen there is young adult much like our 20 somethings. Ready, willing and able to become wives and mothers. It's us with our Disney World views who have the problem, not them, they live in the real world.

So don't get your panties in a wad when your fifteen year old gets horny, gets boy crazy and sits on uncle Tom's lap. Get her to the doctor, get her on birth control, give her the TALK and be brutally honest. It's pregnancy you want to prevent and stand by her emotionally. Remember when you got laid, you survived and she will to. Nature's going to do what nature does and fifteen is fully sexually mature.

Mother, RN, Medicine without Borders

Boogie Boarding With Uncle Bob.

When I was 14, my Mom and I went to Florida and spent a week with her brother, my uncle Bob. Uncle Bob was in his late 30s and I had always had a crush on him as a kid. We were always kidding around and flirting, and I loved the attention. My mom and Dad were divorced and I had not had a male figure in my life for years.

We had all gone to the beach and had bought a boogie board at a surf shop. I really didn't know what to do, so my Uncle Bob was showing me how it worked. I would lay on the board with my butt and legs hanging off the back and he would give me a big push when a swell came rolling in.

It was great fun and before long I was skimming across the waves to the beach. After a few rides, I noticed that Uncle Bob was pressing his hips against my butt while waiting on a wave and I could feel his cock against my bottom. Each time he held me tighter and I was really excited, as I said I had always had a crush on him and feeling his hard cock against me was wild !

On one wave I wiped out and tumbled in the surf and when I stood up my boobs had popped out of my top. He was pointing at me and laughing as I blushed and pulled my top back up.

When I got back out to where he was, he laughed and told me I had more boob than bathing suit top. I blushed and he was right, my new suit really showed off my 34Bs. I looked around first and Mom was lying back on a towel soaking up sun. The water was over my waist and I squatted down a little, pulled my top down and gave my uncle a good look and pulled my top up laughing.

He wrapped his arms around me and when he pulled me close, his cock was sticking straight out pushing against my stomach. I nearly fainted as he held me tight. For the rest of the day, we played this little game in the surf. At one point, he took my hand and placed it on his hard cock and I couldn't believe how big it was as I felt it thru his shorts. Of course, at age 14 this was my first time touching a man's hard cock.

When spent another day at the beach boogie boarding and I was in teenage heaven. Eventually, I got a good long look at his naked cock, but that's a different story...LOL.

My Early Experiments

It was summer school was out and I was alone at home and finally didn`t have to sneak around to explore my young horny body. I jacked off constantly and being naked all day was just what I liked. I experimented in any way I could think of and one day I started to play with my ass and wound up sticking several things up my ass. The more I stuck up my ass the more I wanted and figured out really fast that a little Vaseline really made it much easier , and I ended up with the handle of a hairbrush stuck up my ass and I walked around for hours with it stuck up my ass working it in and out often jacking myself off and I liked eating my cum most of the time.
Every day as soon as everyone was gone off came the clothes out came the Vaseline and nothing in our house was safe from being stuck up my ass. I liked watching myself in the mirror as I fucked my ass with a lot of different things.
I got pretty creative and would stick the plunger to the end of my bed and tape things to it then back up to it on my hands and knees and fuck myself up the ass while I watched in the mirror and used my Mom`s handheld mirror between my legs so that I could actually watch what ever I was using to fuck my ass going in and out of my asshole.
I could go all day and I tried a few things that were pretty fat and they were a bit painful but felt so good I wanted it even more. I really couldn`t believe how far I could take things up my ass if I went slow. I tested my limits every day.
Then one day I discovered this box in the back of my Parents closet. Dirty magazines and sex toys. Man was i ever excited. I would read the stories and look at the pictures while I used the sex toys on my ass. I really got off seeing those big rubber dicks in my ass. I noticed quite a few ads in the back of those magazines had men having sex with men. Men sucking dicks and getting fucked up the ass by other men with huge dicks.
I thought about it every day and wondered what it would be like to let my friends fuck me and let them cum in my ass. I really wanted to try it and for months I continued to fuck myself read the magazines and eat my own cum. I even put my cum up my ass for lube. I came up with all sorts of ideas and my asshole was always taking something. I could not get enough of fucking myself up the ass. There was this older boy that lived pretty close to us and one day he was walking by the house and we started to talk.
The next day he invited me over to his house. He said to watch TV so I went over. His parents were at work. I was 12 he was almost 17. I wasn`t there long before he showed me his dirty magazines and before long he shut the door to his room looked at me and took his jeans down to his knees then reached into his underwear and pulled out this big fat hairy hard dick which he started to stroke as he walked towards me. My dick was rock hard by then and when he got up close to me he pushed me to my knees grabbed my head and pulled me towards him rubbing that big dick on my lips and his pre cum tasted pretty good. He started telling me to suck on it and forced it into my mouth. He began to moan out loud and tell me to suck it!! He made me gag several times and my eyes were all watery and he was trying to get his dick in my throat.
He got really rough and was telling me to suck it over and over then he said Oh shit ! don`t stop I`m gonna cum and he grabbed my head forced his dick into my mouth until his nuts were pressed to my chin and as I tried to push back and get away from the death grip he had on my head he came in my throat and ground his nuts into my chin moaning and groaning out loud. He took his dick out of my throat and told me to lick his dick and nuts then had me suck on his nuts until he was hard again.
He said he would be right back. When he came back he had the Vaseline and he told me to bend over. I couldn`t wait to get his dick in my ass and I bent over for him to put Vaseline up my ass. He pushed me on the bed face down and right away his big dick was pushing at my asshole and when the head went in he shoved it all the way up my ass and started to fuck the hell out of me. I came twice while he as fucking me and then he shot a big warm load of cum deep in my ass.
I stayed there all day and let him fuck my ass quite a few times and he shot a lot of cum up my ass and fucked me in different positions in almost every room of their house. The next day was the same and for 4 days while his parents were at work he fucked me up the ass and had me suck his dick pretty often too. After weeks of getting my ass fucked almost every day I went to his house we got naked and he was fucking me from behind bent over the side of his bed watching in the mirror and he really came hard shoving his dick up my ass really hard.
As soon as he pulled his dick out of my ass he told me not to move and he went to the other side of the bed grabbed my hands put them behind my back and I felt a dick poking at my asshole. It went in and someone was fucking me and soon I figured out there were other boys in the room and 3 of his big dicked friends took a turn on my ass and they all fucked me hard with cum dripping off my nuts and running down the inside of my legs. All 4 of them fucked me and used me for hours and more than once I was getting fucked up the ass and gagging on another dick.
It went on for months then one boy moved away but the other 3 fucked me all the time. For about 3 years I ran around with them and they fucked my ass and mouth often and they were old enough to drive so we went out in the country to this cabin that belonged to one of their Dad`s and they started playing the r**e game with me and it slowly came to an end when I was about 17 but I still enjoy jacking off thinking about those good old days and those for big hard dicks that were always in me at one end or the other.
I wouldn`t mind to do that again some day

When I was 14 my sister (17) had a few friends over and we were hanging out in the basement. They started holding me on the couch and lifting my shirt and tickling me as I would continually harrass them. Then one of the girl decided that they would take off my clothe as a revenge.

So they held me down and one of the girls pulled off my shirt, pants and underwears. I was butt naked and they were still tickling me. I was a hairless toned boy with a fairly nice cock. I couldn't help it and began having a hard on.

Then things slowed down as one of the girls started jerking off my cock. She was rubbing it and the other girls including my sister were all staring quietly. They eventually each took turns at it.

I could feel my cock pulsating and all of a sudden, I shot some cum all over my neck and chest. I was still extremely hard and the girls kept playing with my cock and my balls. I was pretending to want to get away but I was enjoying the moment.

I just closed my eyes and continue to enjoy the handjob that seemed to go on forever. Then I felt a tongue licking the tip of my big mushroom cock head. I felt this rush and shot another big load of cum all over everyone. I had some on my stomach, my arm and my chest. One of the girl had cum on her face, nose and my sister got some in her hair. Oops !!!

They hid my clothe and left me there soaked in my cum.