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Motorhead

My wife at the time was in hospital she was having our first child and it was a cesarean there were complications so so she was kept in in a few days ahead of the birth. We were both young and and probably too young two married to be married and Karen dropped a bombshell on me. She informed me her mother was coming to stay with us and wanted me to make her welcome. Nothing to do with her being Welsh but as Mother-in-laws went I thought she was a dragon. When we got married she gave me a right ear bashing about treating Karen right, and said Karen tells her everything so I have been warned, no sooner than the year was out and she was pregnant. In fairness to Karen, she was quite a randy little cow, and our sex life was good, so no surprise she got pregnant as we were only using condoms and withdrawal.



My face must have said it all , as Karen said, "she's not that bad, she's a great cook and ill need help with the baby, " this was before paternity leave and flexible working. I said I'd better get home then and put the vacuum around and make up the spare bedroom. Another bombshell, Mams already at home love, she came this afternoon and I gave her my key, don't worry it will be alright,!



I was planning on going to the pub if I am honest, and to the chippy afterwards, but thought I had better head home. When I saw Cyaren last (she had the same name as her daughter but it was spelt with a Cy I think) She was all fancy wedding hat a two piece suit and a tongue lashing for drinking too much on my wedding day and everything else including being recently widowed, but before I even had my key in the door she was on the doorstep greeting me. She was wearing jeans that really complimented her figure, a Motorhead T-Shirt and a headscarve worn like a landgirl, and fuck me she was smiling.



Hello Adam she said in her quaint Valleys lilt, thanks for letting me stay, as Karen is back on her feet , I'll be off again, I'll be no trouble honestly.



I just agreed and thanked her . She had cooked a casserole and it smelt great, she asked me if I wanted to shower before tea, and asked if I liked red wine as there was nearly a bottle left from the casserole. I said that I had better not drink as I was back at the hospital tonight to see Karen, she surprised me and said" give it a miss tonight sweetheart you'll wear yourself out, Karen needs rest too"

I had a shower didn't give her mum a second thought, only to think she's not that bad really. Tea was lovely and I enjoyed the wine made a change from lager. We sat and ate and I was stuck for conversation really and asked her abouher interest in Motorhead, I nodded my head toward her T-Shirt, she went really red, and I swear her nipples started to poke through her bra and the t-shirt, " oh not really one of the reps at work bought it for me as a leaving g*ft, abit of a private joke, more casserole, more wine‽" She had another glass and I cleared things away, which she wanted to do. I told her she was my guest and to go and watch TV or something, she said she have a quick shower and change and come back down as she wants to discuss something with me..



In the back of my mind it was her moving in or us to moving to Wales,

I washed up necked a can of lager and poured her another wine, no sexual intentions at that point, but when she came down, she didn't look like an old battleaxe in her late 50s, she looked fuckable in a short t-shirt dress, no bra, I could see her jugs, 36, a bit bigger than her daughters I reckoned and quite firm.

I was sat in an armchair, she sat on the sofa, I put the fire on. I drew the curtains and switched the TV on, she wasn't in the room 5 mins and her glass was empty, I went and brought the rest of the bottle in, she asked me to sit next to her and patted the sofa cushion. Sit down yer Adam I'm not going to bite, we'll not yet she laughed " that wines gone to my head. Look yer Karen told me that you and her are at it like rabbits usually, good luck I say, cause your young, and to be honest, her father and me well Christmas and Summer holidays if I was lucky. So you are going to have a barren spell love, a couple of months in hand if you get my drift.

And to be honest Karen is sick to death that you are going to be shagging some little scrubber up the pub.



I of course denied it and was quite uncomfortable or embarrassed at least to speak about it.



"Anymore wine lovey," I said I'll have a look, There was more wine than I thought, and she was on her second bottle, somehow the subject got around to sex again.

" There's oral sex of course, and you can both play with each other, gently on her mind, Karen will suck you won't she, .?

My cock started to twitch and her nipples were sticking out again, sometimes I said, not often enough " then it came and I knew I'd be fucking her mum or her mum was going to be sucking me at least "

I love it that's why they call me Motorhead, I could have slapped, or the police could have been called, but I stood up pulled down trackies and my cock was hard in front of her face, she just positioned herself closer and started to suck me.

"Fuggggk my fagggcce she was trying to say, oh I was I was letting my cock slide in and out of her mouth and she was wanking my cock with her lips cheeks and throat , I was exploding cum in minutes, I shot and shot and she swallowed and swallowed "come on big boy upstairs, now you show your old mam how you like it, you can fuck me and I'll suck you dry, just don't hurt our Karen alright boyo" I fucked her every day sometimes twice whilst Karen was in hospital and once or twice a week when she wasn't. Her daughter had a hairy pussy, but her mum, was almost bald, which was natural she told me,

“just disappeared, but you men seem to like it” I never asked how many men, why upset a good thing, her nipples were incredible long and rock hard when aroused, and Christ could she fucking ride, Karen never suspected a thing, even encouraged me to take her mum to the pub and stay up late with her often and look in on her when she got back, so when her mum went back I paid a few trips to South Wales, and after a while Karen got a taste for cock and started to enjoy sucking me.

Sadly Karen's mum died, Karen took it really bad, our son left home and we went our separate ways, we married to young, but every time I hear Motorhead “No sleep till Blackwood” oops I mean Hammersmith my cock twitches involuntarily.

My Mom Took My Innocence

I suffer from depression and I go to therapy several times a week. My mom is the reason. I don't call her mom anymore as she sits in prison serving a prison sentence 25 to life. I am so angry for what she did to me and that she lied to me and told me it was ok and natural. At first it felt weird but she was my mommy. She reassured me that it was natural and that is was an extra special way to show our love for each other.

It all started when my mom was cheating on my dad with this guy she used to date in high school. I was only 8 at the time. They reconnected on FB. He was very charming and handsome. When he came over my Mom would tell me he was an old friend and we needed to keep it a secret from Daddy because he wouldn't understand. Since Daddy was a Long Haul trucker he was gone for weeks. Sometimes months.
Her new boyfriend was over all the time and I liked having a man around. It made me feel safe.

It was my Mom's birthday and we had a party. Just the 3 of us. Moms boyfriend was making Pina Colada with booze. He and my mom said it was ok that I had some. I felt so grown up. After a drink or 2 I was drunk. My mom closed the curtains, locked the doors and said that it was time to get in our birthday suits since it was a birthday party. I thought it was strange but Mommy said it was ok. We all got naked. Mommy, who I've seen naked before. I always hoped to have a body like mommy some day. Her boyfriend had muscles and was hairy and his penis was big. I never saw one before but I was mesmerized by it. We were all dancing around the living room. Him and Mom, then him and me, then me and mommy. We were having a lot of fun.

Then Mommy said it's going to be a sleep over birthday party. We're all going to lay in bed together. This party was very exciting. I went to put on PJs and mommy said no, we're going to wear our birthday suits to bed. All three of us got in bed under the covers. I was in the middle. Mom and her boyfriend were kissing with tongue right over me. Mommy then said that is a French kiss, you want to try? I said yes. Mommy said this is an extra special way of kissing to show how much you love and care for each other. She then put her lips to mine and stuck her tongue in my mouth. It felt and tasted good. She told me to move my tongue around with hers. Then her boyfriend said it was his turn. I hesitated because I didn't think he loved me. He said he really cares for me. Mommy said he really does. He then stuck his tongue in my mouth. It was warm and soft like mommy's. I enjoyed it.
Mommy then leaned in and put her boobs in our face. She told us to kiss and suck her nipples. She said she loves it and wanted her 2 favorite people to make her feel good. Mommy had light brown nipples. I took it into my mouth and he sucked the other. Mommy through her head back and gasped. She held our heads tight to her bosom. After a few minutes mommy pulled us off and laid back down. Did that feel good mommy I asked. Her boyfriend took my hand and put it between mommy's legs. Her peesh was hot and wet. Mommy gasped at my touch. Her boyfriend guided my hand and whispered in my ear, This is how you can tell she liked it. She is wet and hot and ready.
Ready for what I asked. He said she was ready for kisses on her peesh. He did it first to show me. Mommy was moving around, thrusting her hips up. Do you like that mommy? I asked. Oh yeah, baby! So much. I was excited to try. It was my turn. I loved the smell. I dipped my tongue in and she was very sweet. As I started to moved my tongue around mommy started crying out. She held my head and said don't move stay right there. As I licked faster mommy screamed and got a lot more wet. Her boyfriend had a huge smile on his face while he watched. Mommy burried her face in her pillow while she started to talk again. It's his turn now. I looked at him and he had his penis in his hand. It was even bigger and really hard. Mommy crawled over to it. She French kissed it up and down. Then she put it into her mouth! Oh my God. I couldn't believe it. She kept moving her head up and down. I loved watching her. I then started to feel hot and wet between my legs. Mommy then said come here. You try now. Again I was hesitant. Mommy said you like having a man in the house. It makes you feel safe. This is a way of thanking him. I nodded yes as I leaned in and me and mommy kissed it together. Our tongues ran up and down and then I tried to fit it in my mouth. I could only fit the top in. I swirled my tongue around. He tried to push it in more but my mouth was too small. Mommy then took it into her mouth. It almost completely disappeared mommy had the whole thing in her mouth as she squeezed his balls. He started to grunt and groan. Mommy still held it in her mouth as she moaned and he was moaning loud. Mommy then took it out of her mouth and she had gooey white stuff on her mouth. She then kissed him and he licked all the white stuff. What was that I asked. Mommy said it was delicious cum. That's how he shows it feels good. I was enamored by the whole thing. Mommy told me to lay down. I did and she got between my legs. Tell mommy if this feels good. She started to lick and kiss my peesh. It felt unbelievable. I never felt anything like this before. I felt myself getting wetter then I felt a tingling in my lower abdomen. I started to lose my breath. I couldn't take it anymore as I squirmed away from my mommy's mouth. That felt so good mommy. That may have been your first orgasm. As we laid there, mommy and I kissed with our tongues as she held me. He got up and I saw him shut something off. Mommy said it was a camera for the birthday party.
We all fell asleep.

This went on several times for months. He even penetrated my peesh with his hard penis. It hurt so much and I bled and I cried. That was the last time it happened. I had to go to the hospital because the pain wasn't going away. While I was in the hospital my dad came home. He wanted to know what happened but mommy told me to keep it a secret. My dad then got a hold of my mommy's phone and read her text messages. There were messages about our parties and some pictures of us doing things. He took her phone and went straight to the police. Both her and her boyfriend went to jail. She got a life sentence but she can be paroled in 25 years. Her boyfriend got 3 life sentences.

Like I said because of her lies and them taking advantage of me I suffer from depression and I go to therapy. I still think about what we did. Sometimes I get aroused, Sometimes I cry. I am sexually active with boys and girls from school. I like them both but sometimes I feel so confused, lost and alone.

I Love Cock!

The doctor said I had a medical condition called precocious puberty. It means that I went into puberty very early. The girls in my family tend to be short, slender and flat chested which is damned inconvenient unless you like guys who like little girls. So I developed small breasts and some blond pubic hair at seven and had my first period at nine. But I was a horny little demon girl at around six.

I first became conscious of it in the first grade when it tingled a lot between my legs and I just had to rub myself. My teacher took me to the bathroom and asked what was going on and I didn't have the words to explain but just rubbed myself in front of her. She put her hand down my pants and into my panties and gave a soft gentle rub and asked if it felt better and it did and I asked her not to stop. She said she could only do that if I promised to keep it a secret. I'd have paid nearly any price to convince her to keep her fingers in my panties all the time. She told me I shouldn't rub myself in front of other people but if I could manage self control she would rub me there every day to make me feel good. I basically tried to fuck her finger every time she did that and had no idea why. I just needed it badly.

In the second grade my nipples started to hurt and fine blond hair started to sprout between my legs. I was scared someone would find out about the hair down there and think I was some kind of beast. But I was mostly concerned that there was something wrong with my nipples and showed them to my mom who took me to the doctor who then took a few months to figure out I had precocious puberty. He explained to me that I was becoming a woman way younger than most girls and that my breasts would get bigger like a grown up woman but probably not bigger than my Mom's. He told me to expect more hair and that I would get my period at a younger age but couldn't tell me when. Finally he told me I might want to do stuff with boys and if I did I should tell my Mom. As if!

In second grade I tried to mess around with some of the boys in my grade but none were the slightest bit interested. Our school was grade K-8 and so we had boys as old as 14 or even 15 who were in the 8th grade. The doctor gave my Mom a book on where babies come from intended for young children so she gave it to me and explained everything in it. I am glad for the education but it didn't help me find a boy who would touch me between the legs like I needed until I met Michael. Mike as he preferred to be called was six years older than me, in the 7th grade and 13. I started hanging out with him in the school yard as much as I could but he didn't seem the slightest bit interested in me until I got him alone and offered to suck his dick if he'd put his hand in my panties and rubbed me good. He looked shocked and said he'd never had a girlfriend before and therefore never had a blow job much less seen a naked girl except on the internet. I told him he could see my tits (barely little puffy nipples on the ends of little cones of flesh). He and I couldn't figure out how we could get together in private place and do everything I wanted to do and then my baby sitter quit. Mom needed a new baby sitter for me after school until she got home from work and then on weekend nights. I told Mike and he agreed to apply for the job. Two weeks later Mike and I were finally alone together in my bedroom and I finally had a finger in me rubbing again which I missed when first grade was over. I humped his hand almost violently then had my very first orgasm which scared me but at the same time felt so damned good I was ok with dying if that's what it was but it wasn't. I promised Mike I'd suck his dick and so he took it out and put it in my mouth and I sucked and found I loved it. Mike showed me some porn on the internet so I could figure out the best way to get him to cum in my mouth and about an hour later he did and I loved that too. At seven I was instantly addicted to sucking cock almost as much as I craved fingers in my pussy. Mike didn't have an especially big cock and managed to get about a third of it into my pussy before I felt my hymen rip. The sex book I had explained that it would probably tear the first time and it would hurt perhaps just stinging a little or it would burn a lot. I was in between. It hurt but not horribly and not enough to get me to tell Mike to get it out. In fact it spurned me on to try to impale myself all the way onto his dick which I did. A few minutes later he came in me. Mike became my secret boy friend and I became his horny seven year old slut and willing sex slave.

At eight Mom had me keep sanitary napkins in my back pack just in case. it was a good idea. Wearing a white dress was a bad idea. We switched to brown, grey and red clothes until we figured out the timing of my periods. I didn't know why but having my period made me a billion times hornier than normal and when Mike came over I didn't just throw myself at him I tore his clothes off him violently and r*ped him which implies he didn't consent which he did enthusiastically but I thought of it as r*pe and liked it that way. I needed him and so I took possession of his body and used him to feed my cravings and it just happened that he liked it.

At my tenth birthday party I stopped pretending Mike was just my baby sitter and I think Mom figured it out along the way. I dressed like an older teenage prostitute standing on the corner trying to drum up business. I did it for him but also I liked having boys gawk at me. It made me feel sexy. The first time Mom caught me straddling Mike's lap tongue fucking his mouth she didn't say anything except "get a room" so we did, mine. No more hiding from Mom. Mike and I acted like we were already married and he just spent more and more time with me and it stopped being baby sitting and became Mom giving Mike a little spending money to take me out on a date with him. He got his car then and that is exactly what we did. Every chance we got we'd be feeling each other up, giving each other head and fucking. One time we forgot to close the bedroom door while she was out and she found us in bed naked and asleep with Mike's dick still inside my ten year old pussy both of us snoring up a storm. She just covered us with a blanket and closed the door. We'd walk down the hall to the bathroom together covered in towels and take turns on the toilet then shower together like a married couple then go back to what became our room.

When Mike was 17 and I was 11 his Dad got a job in another state and Mom agreed to let him live with us until graduation. I was at first scared he'd move away then elated when he and mom worked things out. He was now officially a part of the household and not just a five times a week guest and frequent overnight guest. He was now moved in. A week later Mom sat us down and told us that as far as she was concerned, Mike and I were married. That meant he was expected to get at least a part time job and contribute some to the household income. He did and kept up his grades.

Mike turned 18 and graduated from high school a few weeks later shortly after I turned 12. That's when Mom sat us down again and had a talk. She spoke to a lawyer and found out that in our state, or rather commonwealth, a ..(continue confession)

Ex Girlfriend

My ex girlfriend was beautiful. She had an amazing body. Nice ass and great tits. Definitely out of my league. We went to school together. Lost contact after high school graduation. Never had a chance during school but thanks to Facebook I had a chance as an adult. We were instantly in love. The sex was amazing. Then one day we weren’t in love anymore.

It went downward fast. She had a drinking problem. I would go to work, come home at night and find her drinking or drunk. One night She passed out one night with her phone open. She was texting one of her exes. I knew it was over then. We had the talk and she was going to move out.

At that point we both were talking to other people but she was still giving me head and letting me fuck her. Our final weekend together we went drinking with a girl I use to fuck, her brother and his wife. Her brother was always getting in trouble by his wife for staring at my ex girlfriend. Even the girl I fucked was into her.

So, we’re at their apartment drinking. The brother is already telling me how fine my woman his. They don’t know we already broke up. I start telling him how good she fucks, how she likes sucking dick, and how she’s easy to fuck when she gets drunk. We drink some more and he finally ask if I think she’ll fuck him. I said probably. Then I tell him if he lets me try to fuck his woman, I’ll let him try to fuck mine. But we couldn’t tell the women. He instantly agrees.

He’s sitting with my ex and his sister on the couch. Everyone’s drunk. I’m walking out the living room while he’s getting close to her on the couch. I find his woman in the bathroom smoking a joint. I take the joint from her and hit it. Back when I was single she used to dm me. We talked about fucking but never did. I give her the joint back then give her ass a a little squeeze. Now I’m feeling and kissing on her and she ask where her man is. I told her he’s in the living room trying to fuck my woman. She was about to go get mad but I just grabbed her, put my hand down her shorts and fingered her pussy. Next thing I know she’s pulled her shorts off and I’m fucking her from behind. It didn’t last long but she let me cum in her pussy. After I came in her she pulls her shorts back on and goes back to the living room.

I go back to the living room and my ex gets up and walks with me to the kitchen to get another drink. She tells me I think he’s trying to fuck me. I laugh and jokingly tell her to do it. she says no. He’s ugly. But thinks his sister is cute. I told her well fuck her. She said maybe. I tell her well let’s take her home with us. She still don’t know I have already fucked her a lot. She says okay.

She was easily convinced to come home with us. Her brother mad because he failed to fuck my ex. But we left anyway. I still don’t know if he ever found out I fucked his woman that night. We get to our apartment and continue to drink. My ex has changed her clothes and put on her smallest shorts. Her ass hanging out. I’m not the only one looking. The girl I fucked slaps her ass and rubs on it. I’m loving it.

Now I have two drunk sexy women touching and kissing on each other. I watch as they slowly pull out each other’s titties and rub them. Then the girl lays my ex on the couch, pulled her panties off and starts licking her pussy. I’m watching and stroking my dick and my ex tells me to come fuck the girl while she still licking her pussy. I’m fucking her while she’s licking my exes pussy. After that I took turns on them until I came in my ex.

The next morning we took that girl home. My ex and I had sex when we got back. The next day she woke me up with head. Then one day later she was gone. I haven’t seen her in ten years. Haven’t talked to her in five years. But we both agree the last weekend was memorable.

First Time I Made A Girl Cum

I went to a small private high school in Southern California. I played in the band and one year we went to a band competition up in the bay area. We all piled into our old bus and headed up highway 101 making some stops along the way for performances so it took a couple of days to get there.

For the trip up to the competition I sat towards the back of the bus with some of the nerdier band members. Yes, all band members are nerds but within the group is a subset of even nerdier ones. I sat next to Brenda. She wasn’t what you’d call a fox, to use the terminology of the day, but she wasn’t bad looking either. She had mousy brown hair and glasses but she also had a pretty tight petite body and she seemed to be into me. At times, especially late in the day, when the bus was quiet she would cuddle up to me and we would steal a few kisses.

We hung out together at the competition whenever we could and when it was done we had a free day in San Francisco. We were allowed to go sightseeing as long as we stayed in groups of four or more. Brenda and I, along with a few of her friends had fun riding the cable cars and taking in the sights. We barely made it back to the bus in time. The next day we headed for home.

The bus ride home should have taken a day but the bus broke down about half way there and we were stuck on the side of the road for a few hours until some nice truck drivers help fix the problem and got us back on our way. But by then it was getting dark. The band members were worn out and tired so the bus was very quiet as we drove through the night. I was sitting by the window and one of Brenda’s friends was sitting next to me but she had fallen asleep. Brenda was on my lap with her coat covering her as a blanket. As we kissed now and then I slid my hand down to the top of her pants and eventually into the front of her pants.She moved her hand down and I thought she was going to pull my hand away but to my surprise she unbuttoned and unzipped them to allow me better access.

I slid my hand under her panties and through her soft pussy hair. Now I had my fingers on her pussy lips as Brenda laid there pretending to be asleep and our actions were concealed under her jacket. I wasn’t really sure what to do as I caressed her pussy lips, they eventually began to open up and my finger went deeper between her warm lips. It was moist and warm and I could feel a small bump that she seemed to like having me rub my finger over so I continued. Sometimes I would softly touch it and sometimes I would rub it harder. Eventually she began to breathe heavier and tensed up. Her legs squeezed together so hard I thought she would crush my hand. Then she suddenly relaxed and pulled my hand away. My hand smelled like pussy and I was hard as a rock under her nice little ass.

We got back to campus and unloaded the bus. By then everyone's parents were showing up to pick us all up. Despite being very tired, I was too turned on to sleep. I jacked off two or three times that night each time thinking of her soft warm pussy and hoping that next time we’re together that she might let me fuck it.

The Neighbour

When being a teen my family lived in a nice house in de nice part of the city.
I found out how to jack off and, as a teen, was doing that daily, most times watching pictures in the clothing magazines my mom got.

My room looked out over the large garden and i could look directly in a large part of the garden of our neighbors. One day i was playing with some toys near the window and look out once in a while. I saw the woman next door walking in her garden placing her sun chair then taking off her dress and enjoy the sun in just her bikini. Good jerking material.
I always thought she looked nice but old (seems she was only 10 years older then me).
I watched more often and it seemed that almost every sunny day she would be there, almost just for me to jerk off to. Then it got winter, so she didn't do that.

Next summer came, and again, there she was in her bikini.
After some weeks, things kinda changed as suddenly she waved, at me.
I quickly ducked away, feeling caught. I didn't look back that day.
A few days later she was there again, and i tried to hide better, watching and jerking.
Didn't get caught, so i kept it up that summer again.

Then my birthday came, off course the neighbours were invited.
I got my presents and played with all my stuff in the garden.
She just approached me, asked me some questions like nothing happened.
Her last question was about my favorite color. I said red, she said she liked blue (her bikini that year), and walked off. I didn't think much off it.
A few days later she was in the sun, in red bikini, which looked great :), so i opened my pants to jerk off, when she looked around and suddenly took of her top.
The first time i saw real womans breasts, i shot quickly but kept watching, jerking a second time. So, sometimes she just kept the top on and sometimes she took it off.
I always hoped she would take it off as it was better jerk material, but still with the top on she was hot to watch. Summed ended, so did the watching and jerk off.

Next summer came and again i stared, sometimes top on, sometimes off and i jerked.
My birthday came, i got a nice present from them but she asked if i could walk a bit with her.
I know you watch me, i like when you do. Would you maybe go shopping with me one time?
I didn't know what to say, cant remember exactly but think i just ran off ;).
A few days later my mom said that she was surprised that i would go shopping with the neighbour, i'd better get some nice shirts and shoes. seemed they talked and that weekend we shopped. We talked small talk, i was mostly shy which she told me it was okay.
We got my shoes, some shirts and then she just took my hand into a large womens-department to the bikini section. We need to get 3, she said, so pick what you like.
I got hard, she just walked and sometimes held up, asking me what i thought of them.
We got 4 and headed to the changing booths. You just sit and tell me.
Can't remember, just was really horny with her coming out the changing room showing her bikini's. Yellow, white with flowers and a red with laces.
when coming home all she said was go to your room and dont hide.
Mom asked me how things went, i showed her my shoes and shirts then headed to my room.
She was already outside in her new red bikini on the sunchair.
I watched her, didnt hide. She watched me, smiling, moving her hands over her body, then taking off her top. I jerked hard, fast, as her hand moved over her breasts.
I came, she probably noticed as she smiled and put her top back on.

A few days later, other bikini, she was already in the sun, drinks next to her.
I watched. she saw me and waved, i waved back. She looked around, took her top off.
I knew what i wanted to do, opened my pants and started to jerk.
But then.. her hands moved to her bottom... inside her bottom.
She kept looking at me, as her hand moved in her bottom. I knew what she was doing
and i kept going. I shot but remained hard and kept going, cuming again.
Until i saw her spasm, her hand moving out her bottom and smiling at me, waving.
She got up and went inside, later coming back in a sundress.

These events kept happening, sometimes in bikini, sometimes topless, sometimes she played with herself. Unfortunately never saw more than that, never went shopping again.
But she still is one of my best jerking memories

Helping The Women Of The Family Part 1

I was introduced to sex early in life, the little girl next door that was in my 1st grade class and I walked her to and from school. After we got home both her parents and my mother would still be at work so I would stay with her at least until her mom or dad got home. One day she asked for a favor, she asked if I would play a game where we took off our clothes and I lay on top of her and we put our boy and girl parts together. Ok I'll give it a try, and we did only pretending to do it, she must have watched her parents or was a nympho I don't know but liked the way it felt rubbing my boy part on her girl part. Then I was 8 and an adult at a park I liked to go fishing at took my tackle box and made me suck his dick, after he came he sucked mine and I loved the feeling that gave me. So I started to play with it a lot. Now I'm a shy, quite, kid didn't really have a positive male roll model because my father was killed in Vietnam when I was 2. Anyway I jacked off because I was addicted to the feeling. I loved to get an organism. By my 18th birthday my buds wanted to go to the strip club. Ok we went out of town to find one so nobody especially our moms would know we went. As we got to the door the security was collecting the door charge and checking ID saw that it was my birthday and said I get in free, he also called These Two girls over the tallest looked mixed black and white 5'7" thin tight body with nice c cup breast, a beautiful ass flat firm waist. The other was tiny maybe 4'9" pitite asian A cup tits very thin now that's what I am attracted too, both looking about in their early 20's and only had bra and panties on. They grabbed my arms took me near the stage and said "since its your birthday and your first time in a gentleman's club you get a free 2 girl lap dance. However it is done on stage in front of everyone. I was not ashamed of my body and as long as it's fun I didn't care if people watching so I agreed they sat me in a chair tied my hands to the side of the chair "no touching the girls". They are allowed to touch you anyway they want. I was warned and I was instructed to wear light material clothes so I can feel it, so I wore my Board Shorts and a tee shirt and no underwear. The ladies begun to slowly getting naked dancing, and teasing and rubbing on me which was a huge turn on and nothing but the occasional contact the girls would grind their hot box and slide their wet pussy on my 7.5 inch Shaft otherwise it was in plain view of the crowd most of were men but I did hear female voices commenting on how beautiful I was, one voice sounded familiar and I looked in the direction and saw her my 21 yo cousin Tina and standing behind some old dude about 50 was her mom my aunt Jody. I thought it a bit strange they were here but the ACTION in front of me and these two hot naked women, putting their nipples in my mouth, to lick and suck and the warm body contact with my cock finally made me blow buckets of cum on the front and crotch of my shorts, what a mess, I thanked the girls and tipped them both $10 and headed to the bathroom to clean up the thick sticky globs but the shorts were still stained, I came out of the bathroom to cheering by the crowd took a bow and back to the booth I saw Tina and Jody in they were gone, I headed back to my friends but they were working on getting their own lap dance so I told them I was going to go home and change, I would meet them later at the Cafe we hung out at. I drove into the driveway and went to my bedroom slider door and got in without my mom seeing the mess I made in my shorts. In mid July even nights can be unbearably hot, so I just threw my shorts in and got in the pool naked just floating on my back thinking about those naked bodies and then started thinking about Tina and aunt Jody at the club and what they maybe into sexual, maybe they both are bi? My cock hardened visualizing the situation. I then hear a distinct female voice "mmmm" I jump up to standing in the water and was worried my mom may see and I wanted to know if I wasn't going crazy the sound came from my bedroom side I grabbed the towel dried off a little and went to my bedroom I looked around outside then went in looked around and then I see the closet door is open a little. I walked over and opened the door to find Tina in only her panties. Tina is half Crow Indian Long straight black hair to her waist line, 5'9" perfect tear drop b cup breast , thin waist but curvy hips, hard abs. The perfect example of the hour glass figure. She said she was going to wait untill I had got in bed and started working on taking care of that, but since my surprise has been blown she pushes me back and I fall onto my back she, on her knees walked straddling my body until my head is between her thighs, she pulls the panties aside and lowers her pussy lips to my mouth and grabbed my hair forcing me into her grinding " please do this, I need it so bad and when I saw you on that stage with those girls and how beautiful your cock is I need it, please make me cum, I finally got her on her back and able to control my tongue and Abused her clit beating it up like a punching bag, whipping, flicking sucking and dragging the course top of my tongue on it as well as dipping and poking her hole too. She was a screamer vocalizing how much she was enjoying it and begging me not to stop. It was when she started shuttering and gasping I started kissing my way up to her body only nibbles on the nipples and dragging my teeth on her throat as I drove my hard shaft into her grinding deep bottoming out pulling out teasing her clit and labia with the head, she started to thrust up to push herself onto my rod, she again begun pleading and begging " I need you Baby, I can't take this, make me cum I will be your personal sex slave anytime, fuck all of your friends if you want and I will hook you up with any of my girlfriends just please help me cum." With those promises on the table I'm going to give it my best to grant her wish, I pulled out and told her to roll over, she got in the doggy position I moved in behind standing on the bed straddling her hips I lower and enter her, when I bottomed out moving my body forward kind of wedging the shaft and head to create friction on the top of the vagina getting the nerves of her clit and gspot to overheat. Keeping the contact points consistent I started pounding grabbing the base of her head pulling a bit of hair while pushing the side of her face into the pillow, allowing her to breathe, screaming and vocalizing how good it was and begging me not to cum yet but don't stop, please don't stop that's it right there oh my goodness you are a god keep fucking me like that nobody noooo body has fucked me this good before. Then she starts the shuddering convulsing and collapsed flat on the bed I'm still pounding but am ready to blow, I pulled out stroke d a few times and splattered streams of baby batter from her ass to hair. After I finished I found my towel and cleaned up the mess and lightly caressed her naked back she just laid there mumbles of pure Bliss escape between her Labor breathing, we passed out waking when mom yelling breakfast was ready. Tina looking like she was just caught stealing cookies staring at the door, realizing that noise she was making last night most certainly was heard and she didn't want my mom to know it was her so she quickly got dressed and was about to run out the door but I stopped her kisses ..(continue confession)

Public Outing

In my last confession, I told of fucking a girl in a park at night. Here is more of my confession involving her.

It had been a couple of weeks since the park, but she and I sent text messages to each other and talked on the phone quite often. We agreed on a day to hang out. Now, the plan was just to get lunch since I had to work that evening.

I picked her up at her place and we went to a small burger place. She wore a black shirt and blue shorts. We got our food and ate. At the end of the meal, we sat and talked for a bit. The place was filling up fast so we decided to leave and talk somewhere else. We got in my vehicle and we could've gone back to her place, but her roommate was home so we just decided to stay out and about. However, I had an hour till I would leave for work. Seeing as how I didn't want to drive around, I decided we could just stay in the area. Right next to the burger place were stores connected with each other. The main store was a Sears. I looked at the parking lot and a lot of cars were parked. Rather than try to look for parking there I decided to go around the store. I drove to the rear and parked in the empty parking spots there - the only vehicles there were parked all the way down on the other end. I'm guessing they were employee vehicles.

After parking, she and I were talking. I parked facing a wall, to our right, all the way down, were the other vehicles, and to my left, nearly half the way, were cars leaving the drive thru of the burger place we just ate at. The time was, around, 2:45pm.

After a while of being parked, she and I began making out. I reached under her shirt and bra and began to squeeze her breasts. Her breathing became heavy as she gripped onto me. Suddenly, I pulled away from her and said, "Get in the back." She kissed me and said, "Okay." She gets out and jumped into the backseat. I looked around and no one was around, except the cars leaving the drive thru, but as soon as they left the drive thru they were forced to turn left so if they looked to their right they would've seen my vehicle, but not lingered long enough to see anyone in it - besides, how many people look at cars just parked? So I get into the backseat with her. She took her shorts and panties off. I pushed my pants down. I told her to suck my cock and she immediately bent over and started swirling her tongue around the head as she held the base with her hand. She then stroked my cock and she moved her head up and down my cock. Her ass was sticking in the air at this time so I reached over and rubbed her ass. I then stuck my finger into her pussy. She moaned as she continued sucking my cock. She sucked my cock for a couple of minutes before I told her to lay back. She did as she was told and lay back, spreading her legs. I was planning to adjust myself to where I could lick her pussy, but she grabbed me and pulled me on top of her. We kissed as I took my cock and pushed it into her wet pussy. She let out a soft moan and I began thrusting into her. She tugged on my shirt as I moved harder and faster, the vehicle rocked back and forth. I looked around to make sure no one was around. The cars were still leaving the drive thru. And I saw one worker from one of the stores dumping trash, but they were as far away as the other parked vehicles so they couldn't see the vehicle rocking. I leaned down and kissed the girl as she kissed me back. I pushed further and harder into her; she moved her hands up against the door to keep her head from banging against the door from my thrusts. I looked down and watched as my cock slid in and out of her pussy. She moaned as I grunted; our bodies slapped together. One of her legs was on the head rest of the backseat while the other was up against the headrest of the driver's seat. After several minutes of fucking her, I felt myself getting closer. I pumped harder and faster. She knew I was close and said, "Cum inside me." I pumped and pumped until I shot my load inside her. She moaned and tugged on my shirt until I stopped pumping and grunting. I pulled my cock out and we kissed again, sweaty and breathing hard.

I pulled my pants up and helped her get her panties and shorts up. We looked around and nothing had changed from earlier so we got out and got back into the front seat. I then drove her home and she rested her head against me. Once we got back to her place, she and I kissed some more until I had to leave for work. We agreed to meet up again the next week. That will be my next confession.

The Park

In late 2016 or early 2017, I had met up with a girl I had been chatting with for a while. We agreed to hang out one night so I picked her up at her place. She and I decided to go to a park. Seeing as it was winter, it was a little cold. She wore a red sweater and black pants.

We got to the park and there were quite a few people there. Surprisingly, there were kids playing a baseball game or softball game (I don't remember, but it was one of the two) and parents were around watching and cheering, vendors were there selling food, kids were running around, and other people were riding bikes or jogging.

So, the girl and I were just talking about how our week had been as we walked around the park. The park was pretty big and the path led around the park and then away from it towards a busy street quite a ways a way. As we walked, we took the path towards the busy street, walking slowly. It was here she asked me how often I had sex. I told her it had been a while. She said how it was the same for her since she broke up with her boyfriend a while back. I heard the crowd cheering in the distance. As we were walking, I saw a fenced off building with several bushes along its fence pretty close to the path. The bushes created a really dark area, despite the park lights giving somewhat enough light. Once we got to the busy street, I told the girl we should head back to the park. She agreed.

As we were slowly walking back and talking, I looked over at the dark area again. Once it got quiet between us for a few seconds, I told the girl we should go in the dark area because I wanted to see something. Once we got there, I found that the bushes created a nice pocket to stand in. The bushes weren't many, but the shadows really made them seem like a lot. And you could see out, but no one could see you. I looked through the fence at the business and saw no one around. The girl asked what the building was and I just told her I didn't know. I then faced her as she looked at me. I then grabbed her and began kissing her. She kissed me back eagerly.

As we kissed, I reached around and grabbed her ass. She held onto me. My cock got harder and harder. Next, I stopped kissing her, grabbed her and turned her around. She then said in a shocked whisper, "What are you doing?" I then undid her pants and pushed them down. I undid my pants and pulled my cock out. I grabbed her, pulled her close, and reached under her sweater to grab her breasts as I grinded my cock against her ass. She moaned softly and whispered, "What if someone sees?" I didn't reply, and I just pushed her forward and I shoved my cock in her. She was already soaking wet so it slid in nicely. I grabbed her waist and I pumped into her. I pushed her sweater up and held onto her breasts, pinching her nipples, and pulling on them. She held onto the branches of the bush, which caused them to shake with each thrust I made into her. As I fucked her, you could hear the parents cheering or yelling in anger on the other side of the park. I watched as bicyclists and joggers went by, completely oblivious to what was going on in the bushes. I continued fucking her as she let out short breaths. By this point it had been five minutes and I was close. I grabbed her waist and pumped faster. She moaned as the bush shook violently. I looked down and could barely see the outline of her ass bouncing off of me. I gripped her waist hard as she whispered, "Yes, just like that, just like that." My body stiffened as I shot my load deep inside of her. We stayed in that position for about a minute until I pulled my cock out. She stayed bent over, catching her breath, her ass exposed to me. I spanked her ass and rubbed it. She jumped a bit. Finally, we got our pants back up. We then walked from out of the bushes and continued our conversation.

We were at the park for another 30 minutes before we decided to leave. I dropped her off at home and we made out for a while. She then got out of the car and thanked me for the night. We agreed to hang out again and I'll post about that in the next confession.

The Horny Bartender

I worked in a small town bar. There were lots of locals and occasionally we would get somebody traveling through. I knew everybody in the town and well to be honest I have a high sex drive. I'm very open about sex and stuff along those lines and even told my best friend that I like to have the feeling or knowledge that everyone in the room wants to fuck me so I am openly fliratious. A little about me, I am divorced and have two children. They're 13 and 10 years old. I am 38 years old, 5'9 with 44DD breast and am very open and kinky.

One night I was working and it was getting close to wrapping up time. I lived behind the bar in a small 3 bedroom 1 bathroom house that shared property with the bar. I was cleaning up when a younger man walked in he was 23 years old, sandy blonde hair, brown eyes, athletic build and stood about 6'0 tall. He ordered a beer and we started talking while I worked on cleaning and getting ready for the night to be over. I felt his eyes on me the entire time and I honestly felt like he might be casing the place to rob us. He quickly downed the first beer and ordered a second beer. We talked some more and I'll be honest I was instantly attracted to him. The conversation was pretty innocent at first but when he found out I was divorced the conversation took a sexual turn pretty quick. He asked where I lived and I told him that I lived close but I did have two kids and he replied he'd always wanted to hook up with a milf. I laughed it off and told him he wasn't serious but he kept saying he was. I told him I was getting ready to close and he said that we should just close up and have a couple drinks together. I said what the hell and locked the front door up and turned off the open sign and decided to drink with him. He was from Oregon coming back to Montana to visit family and had just gotten into town when he had seen the bar was still open and dipped away for a quick drink. They lived out at an old ranch that everybody in the town worked for and I'd known his parents well as they frequented the bar also.

Fast forward about an hour and im pretty buzzed and so is he. I was wearing a plaid button up short and a nice pair of jeans that showed my curves off well. he was wearing a white t shirt and blue jeans. I asked if he was serious about the whole hooking up with a milf to which he emphatically said yes. At that point I walked around the bar and stood in front of him as he sat on the stool, prove it I said. He asked how and I told him to drop his pants and I'd give him head. He was in shock but stood and unbuttoned his pants and pushed them down. His cock wasnt fully hard I gave him a smirk and dropped down in front of him and started to run my tongue on his cock. His cock got hard instantly and he was a good size 9 inchs and thick,. I took his cock in my mouth and bobbed my head sucking hard on the head of his cock as he grabbed a handful of my hair and pushed his hips forward while pulling my head towards his crotch. I let out an audible gag as he fucked my face. He kept saying he couldn't believe what was happening i held his hips as he fucked my face and i gagged. Within about 5 minutes he pulled me up and we kissed i pulled him toward the back room ti was kind of funny as he hobbled his way to the back room with his pants around his ankles. We got to the office and he pushed me against the desk kissing me as I felt him rip my button up shirt open, i heard the buttons hit the ground and felt his tugging at my bra and than my heavy breast dropped and i felt the cold air on my skin. He leaned down and started sucking my hard dark nipple, biting the flesh as I moaned. He worked on my pants next and i felt them slid down around my ankles and than off. My pussy was soaking wet as he peeled my thong off and tossed it aside, he had my ass on the edge of the desk as i felt him position himself and within a second i felt his cock penetrate me. I let out a soft moan as he slowly fucked me groping me and grunting as he fucked. I told him to go harder, faster...and he did as he was told fucking me hard as his nuts slapped against my ass. I let out soft moans he fucked me that position for a bit and than asked if we could change positions. I told him yes. I flipped onto my stomach, pushing one leg up to give him better access and he started fucking me doggy style, he was much better at doggy style. I felt him slap my ass, he pulled my hair back as i told him to fuck my slutty pussy and he did fucking me deep and hard. He told me he was getting close and I told him to just keep fucking me. He pulled my leg down, grabbed my hips and started fucking me harder and within minutes i heard him grunting and moaning and felt his cock throb inside of me pumping thick loads of cum into my pussy. "Yes fill my pussy" I said as he was cumming.

He pulled out of me and I felt a glob of cum start running down my leg. I quickly turned, dropped and started to clean his cock off. I looked up at him and he smiled "That was amazing" I sucked his cock clean and he left me satisficed and full of his cum.