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Gave My Gay Friend His Birthday Wish

Names have been changed

I’ve known Jared since elementary school and we’ve been friends ever since. At around 14 or 15 he came out and nothing really changed between us. Still friends still talked and hung out and he is an excellent wingman. At around his birthday every year I always ask him what he wanted we gave each other small things $20 bucks or less I don’t even know how that started but I digress. Every year I asked and every year he jokingly (but probably serious) said I’m trying to get that butt. We always laughed it off

Well his birthday this year rolled around same question same answer except this year I thought I’d mess with him I said alright. (I had no intention of doing it but it sorta turned into a game of chicken) He immediately started stuttering and blushing. He said don’t play cause I’ll do it. I replied you won’t go through with it. He just said forreal be serious. I kept it up and said I am but I expect to be wined and dined and treated like a proper lady (thought he’d catch on I was messing around but now I kinda wanted to see how far I could take it) he said I’ll pick you up Friday at 7pm.

I left and when I got in my car I had this wave of what the fuck just happened. I have a date with a dude a legitimate date. My head was kinda swimming.

Fast forward to Friday at 7 on the dot I get a knock on my door. He’s there, hi you ready he said and handed me flowers I instinctively smelled them and thanked him. We walked to the car and he opened the door for me, then took me to a nice restaurant and paid and a walk after. All night long he was complimenting me and holding doors and doing all that old school stuff

We finished our date I guess that’s what it was and were driving I’m trying to find a way out of this but realized no one has ever treated me better or been nicer or anything on a date or ever really. Fuck it im gonna do it I thought. My place or yours I asked. Wait you were serious he seems dumbfounded. I told him I wasn’t but I am now

We got to his place and I’m shaking like a leaf like shivering from nerves. We went inside and I just pulled him towards his room. We start undressing and I push him on the bed and there it is his cock about 6ish and kinda thick standing at full attention waiting. So i crawled toward him and began giving him head. Slow and passionate all mouth and tongue no hands this went on for a few minutes then her rolled em over on my back and placed a pillows under my butt. He reached got some lube and lubed me and him up. He told me this will hurt at first but just try to relax it’ll get better. He began working his cock slowly back and forth little by little into to me then like like a pop his head slid in and I let out a small yelp but said keep going. He worked it slowly all the way in then all the way back out he wasn’t lying it hurt at first bad but then it started feeling good then really good. At this point my legs are wrapped and he’s got a good rhythm going and I couldn’t help it I was moaning. Then it happened I had an orgasm but it was wildly different more intense almost all over orgasm and only a very small amount of cum. That sent him over the top he said I’m gonna cum. I told him in me and he did. We fell asleep

I woke the next morning in a daze it felt almost like a dream. He woke up made breakfast then drove me home. I thanked him for a great night

We haven’t done it again but we have discussed what happened. But it’s usually in a not serious kinda way. Like we’ll be shit talking and he’ll say don’t make me bend you over and have you moaning again so it’s all back to normal.

Lesson here is I played gay chicken and got ran over and had probably some of the best sex of my life. I still prefer women I think but I do have an idea for next years present

My First Cock Was BBC

So I have been frequenting this gym and been losing some weight and getting more fit as I had neglected it for a lot of my life. There is a black guy around my age tall, very dark skin, and in immaculate shape. Well when my progress was noticeable he would compliment me like saying good work, looking good, I see you man just typical motivational comments and we struck up a gym friendship and had some things in common especially our favorite football team. One day after working out he came up and said games bout to start wanna come watch it at my place. I agreed and followed him home.

When we got to his place he said I’m going to change and came back out in a t shirt and basketball shorts with clearly no underwear on. He was standing most of the game and you could just see it swinging around and I couldn’t watch the game I was just watching it. The game ended and he sat down on the couch next to me and we started talking but I kept staring and he finally started laughing and pulled it out and said our little secret. I couldn’t resist I got on my knees in front of him like some slut and told him no one knows about this. I sucked his cock a very large cock to completion he blew his load and I swallowed then blurted out i want you to fuck me. I don’t know what had came over me it was like i was controlled by someone else. He stood up and motioned me to follow him and to his bed we went. He was taking control now and told me on the bed I listened. We lubed up and to begin it was painful but i kept quiet. I was telling myself you wanted this now take it then I got use to his size and now I was loving it. He was fucking my brains out. Him on top, then to the side, then doggy. Then he rolled over and told me to climb on top and work for it. I rode him for all I was worth he flipped me back over and started really pounding me from the back. My cock was about to explode if I even touched it. He said I’m bout to come and your gonna take it. Right as he was coming he grabbed my dick and gave it two pumps and I blew everywhere and collapsed into a sweaty used mess on his bed. Only thing I could muster was thank you as I dozed off for a couple of hours.

Trucker Delight

I met a girl after high school and fell in love. We married after finishing college. Before we got married there was a weekend I never told her about. She was away at her Aunt's place and I went to this country bar for drinks. It was a place I had not been to before and had simply driven by it by accident then decided to stop.

It was busy inside and I got a table and ordered a beer. Mostly a male crowd with truckers and blue collar types as it was near a highway. This jovial beefy big shouldered guy was having a beer nearby. We got to talking and he told me his name was Howard. His rig was outside and he was going to have some beers then crash in his truck after. I had a few rounds and was a bit drunk.Howard was telling me all sorts of stories about life on the road. I heard his words and became aware our eyes kept meeting more and more as the night wore on.He had short grey hair in a crewcut and he was somewhere in his 50's while I was 22. I was enjoying his company in a way I never felt before with a man. I could feel a growing tension within that was insistent and looking for release.

Howard wanted to show me his rig and I went with him. His cab was spacious with an ample area with bed at the back. We were in close proximity when he pulled me close and kissed my mouth softly. The kiss surprised me not because it happened because I could feel it coming but how easily I responded. We necked passionately then our clothes came off. Howard was all over my naked slim body with kisses and touch. My cock was erect and his hand caressed it steadily. I noticed he had a short fat cock that curved up. It looked unusual to me but I found myself spellbound by it. I touched it and not being experienced with men kind of explored playing with it. Howard meanwhile had my hard cock in his mouth and was making me moan with his deep sucking of it. I was young and ready to cum in no time. I exploded in his mouth as he drained all of it. I lay back wondering about his pleasure. He guided me down and I took his fat dick in my mouth. I loved how the mushroom head popped into my mouth and began sucking him eagerly. He lasted longer than I with the same result. I got a mouthful of cream which I gobbled up. He and I lay back and talked. I told him he was my first man which seemed to make him look sad. He would not tell me why. We ended up sleeping together in his truck. In the morning he asked me back to his place and I followed him there in my car after we had breakfast in a diner. I felt a bit shy and after a shower together in his bathroom we ended up in his bed having more oral sex. We spent a lazy day watching TV then in the evening there was another surprise. He and I got real horny again and as he lay on top of me he fingered my asshole putting lube in it. He wanted to go all the way with me and I surrendered to it. He put a pillow under my ass and slipped the curved cock right into me. It hurt a bit until it popped all the way in once the head went inside me. Then it was just pure pleasure as he slowly thrusted in me and took my virgin ass. This time he blew a big load all the way inside of me. The next day I drove home in a subdued state. I had cheated on my fiancee with a man. Tried to repress the desires and memories as we prepared for marriage.

Our marriage only lasted 5 years as my ex left me for a lawyer she had an affair with. I now had my own place a ranch house at the edge of town. This summer something led me back to that country bar by the highway. I was sitting in my car in the parking lot smoking a cigarette when suddenly I saw Howard get out of his rig and saunter to the bar. He had put on some weight and was now pushing 60 but I felt a shudder of lust inside of me. Recently I had been thinking about him and had started checking out men especially older guys. In that moment I kind of recognized my desires for what they truly were. I was a gay man looking for some cock. When having sex with my ex wife I needed to picture a man when inside of her in order to orgasm. Most often it was that weekend with Howard that made me shoot. I got out of the car and stamped out my cigarette. I slowly walked into the bar. Needless to say I ended up back in Howard's truck this time getting fucked from behind in the back. After he emptied himself inside me he told me he was not going to let me go this.time. Been in his bed every week since.

Butcher, Baker Candlestick Maker.

Never thought I'd actually fulfil the rhyme, but now I have.
I'm bisexual and since I was fifteen have been enjoying both sexes.
Having a large knob I've fucked lots of women as well as men, but I also love being fucked too.

My first experience of being fucked was with our local butcher. I worked for him on Saturday mornings to earn more pocket money, and within a couple of weeks was sucking him off each morning.
One morning before he opened up, he took me into the back store, had me suck him, then fucked me as I leaned over lots of boxes. It hurt, but I also enjoyed the feeling of his dick inside me.
From then on every Saturday until I stopped working for him, he'd fuck me.

In my early twenties I met a guy out cruising for sex. We had sex in his car and arranged to meet up again once I'd drained his balls down my throat.
He was a very dominant top and for nearly a year I'd meet him at his home when his wife was working, or he'd fuck me in his car. One morning I went into a bakery in town and he was there taking out fresh bread from the large oven. He fucked me at the rear of the shop before I went shopping for xmas presents.

In September this year I met a married couple in a pub. It was obvious the guys wife liked me and he made it perfectly clear he'd love to see me fucking her.
We ended up back at their home and I instantly saw all the elaborate candles.
Over a two hour period I had sex with both of them. I fucked them both initially until the guys wife left us alone. Then I spent the rest of my time in their house having sex with him.
By the time I got into the taxi, I'd cum twice inside of his arsehole and sucked and swallowed his cum load.
It turned out his wife made candles to sell on craft markets and he helped her.
It's funny, it only occurred to me half way through fucking his wife I'd actually completed the rhyme in a peculiar way. And when I was alone with the husband, I let him know what had happened.
He would have laughed, but he had my cock in his mouth at the time.

I Will Never Forget It.

My best friend growing up was always either at my house or I was at his. Seems everyday after school we were always together and no one was at his house or mine so I guess it was bound to happen since both of us were always horny and talking about the girls at school
He asked me to take my clothes off with him on afternoon so we did it. I will never forget how it felt to stand there with my best friend naked and our cocks rock hard.
That’s all it took to get things started and we were standing face to face rubbing our cocks together then we started to stroke each other. Right away he asked if I would make him cum and then he told me he wanted to see me cum. We jacked each other off that day and shot out cum on each other.
We were in the bathroom naked washing up and he started touching my ass and it felt good. Next thing I know I am bent over the countertop and he is behind me pulling on my hips jumping on my ass and his cock is running on my asshole.
He can tell I am enjoying it I guess because he stops backs away and took a hold of his cock and touched it to my asshole then asked if he could try and stick it in me. I never really said yes or no so I guess he took that as a yes and for the next minute or so he worked to get his cock in my tight young ass.
I watched his face in the mirror as he was looking down at his cock trying to penetrate me. He finally got the head inside of me and I kept telling him it hurt but it didn’t matter much because he kept telling me it felt good. He kept pushing until he was balls deep in my ass and he was trying to fuck me
It hurt but started to feel better but he couldn’t last very long and he never said a word he just pulled on my hips really hard pushed his dick up my ass all the way and shot his cum inside of me. Something about him inside of me and taking his cum excited me and I was asking him to do it again
He managed to stay in my ass and slowly pump his. Coming and out of me as we talked and I told him I liked it and he said he did too. This time when he was fucking me his cum really made my tight hole slick and it felt much better then the first time he put it up my ass dry He fucked me pretty good and lasted a long time then he told me he was going to cum again. Right away I told him to put it in me and he came in my ass again.
Every day after school for a long time I let him fuck my ass and shoot his warm cum inside of me. We promised never to tell anyone and for almost two years we fucked almost every day.
Then one day at his house one of our friends came over so I figured he wasn’t going to fuck meat day. Boy was I wrong. Not only did he talk me into letting him fuck me in front of our friend but they both fucked me and the other boy had a really big cock that was very hard for me to take. They both fucked me twice that afternoon and their cum leaked out of me even as I was laying in my bed late that night.
I jacked myself off thinking about having such a big cock up my ass and how I wanted it again. Once they both started to fuck me things changed. Most of the time it was both of them at the same time so it didn’t take long before they figured out I had two holes and most of the time I was getting my ass fucked I was gagging on the other ones cock
I got used to taking cum at both ends and I liked and enjoyed it as much or more as they did. Once we got old enough to drive we found several places out in the country where we could go and get naked outdoors and they would fuck me for what seemed like hours and o always wanted more.
After years of taking both their cocks when ever they wanted me to seems like we drifted apart and we all got married and now have children and lead straight lives but I will never forget those days and at times I wanted to do it again but somehow I manage to avoid it but I have to be honest with you all there have been times when I have lubed up and inserted things in my ass and I have enjoyed a few self fucks over the years and no one knows I do this
I have watched some gay porn and enjoy watching a guy taking a big cock up the ass. I think about it often but haven’t done anything with men yet.

Man Sex Is So Hot.

Married for decades , then 10 years single. During that time I explored my curiosity about man sex.
I started out with men giving me head. Then I decided to be the cocksucker when I met up with a guy who had a BIG dick, who isn't impressed by 8 very thick inches of cock?
There is an intensity between 2 men in sex that is missing with most women. Men get verbal and it's all about pleasure, not being gay for me there is no intimacy or a relationship, just hot fun sex.

After sucking on his big cock and taking his load I was hooked. We got together weekly for mutual oral, JO, frottage, hot hot fun.

Then he asks if I wanted to try a threesome. I agreed and we set it up for the next week. So there we are, I am sucking them both, really hot. My friend is laying back on the bed, I am between his legs with my ass up, the other guys starts rimming me, holy crap that feels good. Then I feel his cock head against my hole. He asked "do you want it. I did, it was uncomfortable at first but felt so good after I got used to his size. He blows a load in my ass, that made me cum and the other big cock erupts in my mouth.

I remarried a few years ago and stay within my marriage, but I think back and sometimes crave cock.

Letting My Friend Find Out If He Was Gay Or Not

When I was 13 I had a friend, Robby
Like many teens we would wank together to porn mags, and noticed a few times he would look at my cock as I came but never thought anything of it.
One day he came to me and said he thought he might be gay as he had feelings for me and didn't know what that meant.. he said he loved watching me. Naturally being young I laughed it off, called him gay and nothing more was said.
The next day after school we were in my room playing NES, with nobody in the house. He says it again, and asks how he can know if he is or not.
I say we need to see if he gets turned on as just because he looks doesn't mean anything.

I casually get my young cock out and start wanking as he sits on my desk chair and me on the bed. I get a bit carried away with my little show that I take my top off and prepare for the finale, lying back and closing my eyes.

Around 30 seconds pass and suddenly I feel another hand on my dick. I instantly removed mine and give in to this sensation. Having never been with a girl I close my eyes and let him go. "Fucking hell it's massive" he says as I start pulsing a little. I get up and ask if he is turned on to see him wanking his smaller but rock hard cock too. "Can I suck it" he asks me shyly. I agree and he gives me what I can only describe as the most memorable blowjob in my life even to this day. I don't feel comfortable cumming in him so tell him I'm about to cum and I jack myself onto my chest.
We laugh about it, he jacks off whilst I watch and then we just go back to the NES.

I tell him that I'm not gay (attracted...) but I like it and if he wants he can do it more but I don't want to do him.
Over the next month we almost rush home from school every single day for him to play with me in some way, one day even having him lick my cummy dick.

Then one day it escalated. We were messing around and I grabbed a notebook from his bag ina typical "teens messing around" way (can't even remember why..) I dived on my bed and hid it under me and he playfully dived on top of me. A few seconds of him wrestling the item from me I suddenly feel something poking me. "Is that your cock" I say. "What, this" he answers as he digs it against me again. Through my shorts I could feel him repositioning and pushing the head of his cock up against my ass.
We stopped playing and I turned around and simply asked if we should do a sleep over and maybe doing our usual.

I begged my mum for a sleepover with it being a Friday night and she agreed.

Robby returned from getting his things and early evening my parents went out we went back to the room. The usual thing of us jacking to a stolen VHS happened and this time whilst watching some 70s milf get plowed I said how much I can't wait to fuck a woman's pussy.

"My ass is like a pussy" came from him. There was almost silence. He reaches in his bag and gets out some vaseline he stole from home, simply throws it at me and turns over.
A lube up my cock and over the next 15min or so slowly rub more and more of my girth into his ass. We never really do anything more than a couple of inches. Not knowing how long it's supposed to take we switch and he does me, his smaller but hard cock filling my tight hole with ease. I'm obviously a little looser as he gets almost half his cock into me. After several minutes of trying it stops hurting and I feel the pleasure. I'm prone on my belly, taking 3-4 inches of dick as I almost scream into a pillow.
He didn't cum and we both ended up mutually masturbating.

We never really talked about it after that and slowly the "play" sessions dwindled as well. I think we just went a bit too far from "mucking around" and girls took over etc.

Years later (17) we met at a music festival in Ireland and quite drunk. I was there with my girlfriend who had gone to watch a band and turns out he was bi these days. We met on the way to the campsite. We reminisced and giggled about the past and I joked "I never did return the favour".
With that suddenly we were both inside his 2 man tent, naked and his cock was filling my mouth. I'd never sucked a cock before and it was exhilarating. Moments later I was on all fours begging for his dick. I partake in solo anal play often so he slid in no issue and pumped me solidly for 5 minutes or so. I demanded he fill my little (almost) virgin hole which sent him over the edge. After he was done I put my bulging cock into his waiting ass and did the same.
An hour or so later after a few drinks I was sent on my way, cum still deep inside me.

I returned to my tent to find my girlfriend and slid into the sleeping bag with her. "What have you been up to" she asks. "Just catching up with a mate actually" I say as I can still feel an ass full of jizz as we settle down to sleep. Good job she didn't want anything that night!!

Did That Really Happen?

Married. 34. Straight.
So why did I have a crazy urge to let him fuck me?
I saw him at the pool bar with his female partner. He was in very brief speedos and when he stood to go to the bathroom , I looked at his body and huge bulge and got an erection.
I had a towel around my waist over my own speedos so was able to conceal my erect cock.
I followed him to the male spa and watched him go into a toilet cubicle. I heard him flush and watched him wash his hands in the basin.
I was still fully erect. My cock had pushed up and most of it was visible above my speedo waist tie.
I let my towel fall to the floor and just stood looking at him.
He smiled and walked to the sauna, looking back at me as he pulled the door open.
I followed him and by the time I walked in to the sauna he was nude and fully erect
We didn't speak.
He kissed me and pushed my head down so he could push his cock into my mouth.
A cock in my fucking mouth?
I loved it...sucking and kissing it...licking the thick shaft.
He then simply said I am going to fuck your hot ass...and did just that.
It hurt. It really fucking hurt. Then once he was deep inside me, it started to feel good. Really fucking good.
He moaned and groaned and after about 10 minutes of so his body shuddered and he ejaculated in me.
He pulled out and pulled on his speedos and walked out
I masturbated, ejaculated and did the same.
WTF?

First Time I Bottomed

About 20 years ago I was freshly separated from the Marine Corps and was figuring things out. I was strapped for cash but really needed a massage. So I went on Craigslist and found an ad for a free massage by someone going to massage school or something. I messaged him and set up a session at his place. I’ve had a handful of experiences with other men but nothing really substantial, just a kid experimenting. I suppose he was an attractive guy and he had pics of his wife and kids all over. He was middle-aged, white, Dad bod.

The massage itself was fantastic, he knew what he was doing and he had the right touch. I had to stop myself from making some very unmasculine sounds as he rubbed me .
It started out very professionally, but slowly he pushed the boundaries. He did the massage in old basketball shorts and a tshirt, but then he took his shirt saying that he didn’t want to stain it from the oil. For the same reason, he wore old ratty basketball shorts, ones shorter than I would’ve wore.

He didn’t have a traditional massage table, so I didn’t have one of those face holes to put my face in. Due to that I was eye level with his erection that was very visibly growing in this light gray shorts. so the whole time he was massaging my back and shoulders. I was trying very hard not to stare at his erection. He did a fantastic job doing my back,

He accidentally squirted too much oil on my lowerback butt area, and we had to discard the towel over my butt. He offered to rub it in and it felt so good and so shameful at the same time. He primarily focused on my cheeks, but he definitely put some focus on my balls and butthole. I was so ashamed for enjoying his finger circle my butthole, I just laid there and silently let him do it. In hindsight it is so obvious that it was on purpose but at the time I was oblivious.

After he worked away the oil, he just kept moving along as if nothing happened. Moving down my legs, doing my feet in a way I never knew I needed. He then had me flip over fully exposing my erection, But he acted like it didn’t exist and started working on my shoulders and chest. This is when I discovered that I do in fact enjoy my nipples being played with. It was so surreal having his erection inches away from my face and mine angrily pointing straight to the sky, and neither of us acknowledged either one of them. We continued on this way, with him giving the best massage of my life and the both of us pretending that nothing sexual is going on.

When the massage was over, he moved aback up to my cock. Slowly circling in and teasing my balls and shaft with occasional touches. As he did this he brushed his cock up against my hand, and I pushed back. Apparently my direct touch was what he was waiting for, as he pulled his waistband down and put his cock in my hand. It was a little smaller than mine which I was thankful for, as it would’ve been much scarier if he was as big and as thick as I am.

While I touched his cock he stroked me a bit, but with very frustrating light touches. He told me to roll over on my stomach, which I did without thinking. I guess I was in a bit of a trance and just did what I was told. Maybe I was always submissive or maybe it was conditioning left over form boot camp or maybe it’s both. The point is I rolled over and let him push his cock in my mouth without a single word or protest. It was like one minute I was getting a massage and then before I knew it, I had a strangers cock in my mouth. While I contemplated the sensation and taste of a cock in my mouth, he started dipping his finger into my butthole. My body betrayed me by lifting my hips off the table against his finger. I even enjoyed it when he called me a “good boy”. I got a bit anxious when he asked if I was still a virgin.

I distinctly remember making a whining noise when he pulled his dick out of my mouth. Again I said nothing, even as I watched him roll a condom on and get behind me on the table. He rubbed my lower back and told me relax as he pushed in his cock. It was uncomfortable but pleasant, and before long his balls were touching mine. I remember him saying “such a good boy, take daddies cock” as he started fucking me. He was only nice for about a minute, then he applied more lube and truly started to fuck me. It was so humiliating and so amazing at the same time. I mean I’m a fucking Marine who has deployed twice to war with an infantry battalion and here I was face down ass up enjoying getting my ass fucked, making girly noises , & calling a stranger daddy as calls me a good little boy.

I cannot believe how much it turned me on to be spanked and fucked by this older stranger. He reached around and jerked me off onto the table, which was probably the biggest load I’ve ever shot. Then he bottomed out in my ass, calling me a “faggot slut” as he filled the condom with cum.

We eventually met again once I came to terms with what happened.

Another Side

Up until last year I lived a totally straight life as a man though my marriage never lasted. Then over a few months everything changed.


When I bought a condo in this building a few years ago I became friends with an older married male neighbor of 55. Fred and I shared similar interests and we started hanging out together when he was not busy with family obligations as he has a daughter in college. His slim wife seemed a bit cold which was the opposite of his jovial warm nature. Over time he revealed they were in a largely sexless marriage which was amicable but lacking in passion. I felt sorry for him and thought he deserved better.

Last year his wife went to Eastern Europe for several months to visit family so Fred and I spent more time together than usual. We planned a weekend trip to a neighboring city to attend a jazz festival. Our hotel was really nice and we shared a room with 2 king sized beds to save some money. The first night we went to dinner and had a great time there and after at a jazz concert. We got back to the hotel with a couple bottles of wine to enjoy. We were sitting on our beds sipping wine happily when I noticed our eyes kept meeting shyly as we chatted animatedly. As I looked at him I felt this growing attraction. Fred is a balding chubby bearded guy with a warm smile and softer features. I guess somewhere deep inside of myself his caring personality resonated with me but this new feeling of liking his looks made me start wondering what was happening. We had always been pretty open with one another so I took a risk. I told him I enjoyed looking at him. He got real quiet and I was afraid of what he would say. Finally Fred got up and slowly sat beside me. He looked at me searchingly and gently put his hand on my cheek. He told me he felt the same and that I was a very handsome man.

It was my turn to go quiet. I trembled a bit nervously then Fred leaned over and softly kissed my mouth. His beard tickled me in a pleasant way. I liked his kiss and kissed him back little harder. This led to some intense necking. It was not long after this we tore off our clothes and made out passionately with our naked bodies intertwined. We ended up giving each other blowjobs until each one of us had his orgasm. Fred blew me one more extra time before we ended up sleeping together in the one bed. We woke up in the morning dazed but content. We had a long conversation about keeping the sex private and no one especially his wife finding out.

That whole day was filled with sexual excitement. We could not wait to have sex again that night after a day happily exploring the city and hearing jazz. This time the sex was longer and everything felt even more deep and fulfilling. After this weekend of lust we began seeing each other more as lovers than friends chatting every day and having sex whenever it was feasible. His wife came back and at this point Fred and I were clearly in love though careful to hide it in public. After several months of sexual exploring we were now having intercourse as well taking turns in making love to each other. I especially love when Fred gets behind me and fucjs me nice and slow as his sexy belly makes thumping sounds as it slams against my tight little ass. I find now his fat cock fits my asshole just right and tickles my prostate when his cock goes inside me. In fact I often have an intense full body orgasm when my lover fucks me. It is so different from the orgasm I feel when my cock blows its load. It is deeper longer lasting. I tease Fred after I have the prostate orgasm. I always tell him in a flirty voice " You just made your woman cum darling" To be honest there are times when he fucks me I do feel like I am his woman his real wife even though I am a man the rest of the time. It is a sexy romantic feeling not a gender identity thing. Fred tells me that I am fulfilling him in similar ways to a woman. His wife senses something between us but looks the other way almost like it does not matter. I have been over there for dinner many times and she has warned up to me. It is almost as if she knows I am meeting her husband's needs that she cannot.