Hlcalvox16

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Age: 30
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Need It

Mainly top man but lately been fantasizing bottoming and being degraded turns me on.
Specifically to orally service a man's balls cock and ass.
I did this once many years ago and am fascinated by thoughts of doing it again. I confess this is baffling but also very exciting.
Like I said I did this once a long long time ago and in a different part of the world.
I met a young very dominant man at a porn theater which offered private rooms or booths for sex. So we went into one and did this degrading homosexual act.
I got to my knees, opened and dropped his trousers. Pressed my face to his tighty whiteys and huffed his musky man smell. He smelled clean and more shower fresh. I slipped one of his nuts out the leg hole of his shorts and didn't hesitate to take the whole thing right in my mouth. It was exciting and new having a man's nut in my mouth. I liked hearing him moan and touch my head and say "suck my balls..."
So I took his shorts and slipped them down around his ankles and sucked the other ball. While sucking his balls his dick was starting to drool a little and the slick cum was salty and delicious.
While sucking his balls I was getting more worked up and wanted to go further.
He was holding his dick and slowly stroking himself and moaning as I sucked his balls. Then I surprised us both by slipping my tongue up into his crack.
I licked my tongue all up and down his musky ass crack.
I confess I tasted salty sweat and s bitter metallic taste that I know was the remains of his poo.
I didn't care and was actually excited to be cleaning his not dirty but not pristine asshole.
His moans were louder and he was holding my head tightly between his legs and saying to "push your filthy tongue deep in your master's ass!"
I was so hot and I shoved as hard as I could. He was moaning and saying something about his gf and about me watching him fuck her but all I could do was tongue fuck his musky funky asshole and revel in being used for toilet paper.
I confess this was true about 30 plus years ago and I would do it again if I could.

My Hot Kinky Husband

My hubby Steve is bi and usually tops. I am into femdom and have topped male and female subs alongside him. It was VERY different when he bottomed for the first time with our mutual friend Jim, who is gay. I've fucked Jim with my strap-on during femdom sessions and I've also watched Jim suck Steve dick and get fucked by Steve. I had no idea that Steve was curious about bottoming. Jim is a short white man with a fat dick who is mostly a bottom for guys. I was shocked and also aroused watching Jim fuck Steve. My Steve is an Alpha Male through and true. It shocked me but also made my pussy wet. Jim fucked Steve good and made him moan and totally submit. I will admit that it shocked me and aroused me but it is not for everyone. A lot of women with bi husbands are okay with threesomes but not every sex act is okay with us. I am glad that Steve is exploring other sides to himself and includes me. Yeah, just felt like sharing this right here.

Becoming A Bottom

I lost my first testicle to cancer when I was 17. Kinda a shocker for sure but something that my family and I dealt with. After treatment for a few months I was in remission

Adjusted to life with one ball. Lost my virginity to my girlfriend when I was 18. Thought all was gonna be fine but at 28 lucky me loses my other testicle to cancer.

So after that I started testosterone replacement therapy. At that point I wasn’t even worried about fucking anything with my dick. It was limp. My tighty whities felt empty with no balls in them

When I was 31 I realized I could get my sexual fulfillment by having gay sex. By giving men BJs. So shy nervous me gave a man a bj for the first time. After he cummed in my mouth I realized I actually loved sucking cock

But explaining to the guy that I had no balls was an odd conversation. Eventually I dropped my pants and showed him I had both removed because of cancer. He suggested I try bottoming. Prostate stimulation would probably feel amazing to me

So a few days later I let that guy fuck me. I laid on my back on his bed as he worked his thick cut hairy cock into my virgin butthole. Once the head popped in it hurt but he told me to relax and it will feel better. Once I felt loosened up he flip me over onto my stomach and really fucked me. The first time wasn’t as amazing as I thought it would be but it opened my eyes to sex again.

Gave my butt a rest for about a week then that guy invited me back over. That time sex felt way better. And he blew his load in my butt. I felt used and it felt great to me.

I then realized that I got enough pleasure bottoming that I could have a somewhat normal sex life again

More recently I’ve been bottoming for two different guys. The one has been topping me for about 6 years now and the other for a year. Both are older than me. And both like to see me in panties.

Losing My Virginity

When I was 20 and in college I got curious about sex with a guy. Bottoming in particular. I thought it was just something I needed to try once.

There was a farmer who lived down the road from my parents. I was back home on summer break.

I was giving him a hand putting up fencing all summer and one thing lead to another. He fucked me

He bent me over in one of his barns that was down the road from his house. That 59 year old took my virginity

He was married with 3 kids. We had to be careful to not get caught he said. So we went into the back of the barn. He grabbed Vaseline out of his truck.

Once in the back of the barn and I was bent over a work bench with my jeans and underwear around my ankles he let his bibs fall down then put Vaseline on my hole as his hard dick bulged in his white briefs.

He got behind me and spent a good 10 minutes trying to get in my butt. He told me it was gonna hurt some at first. He went slow. He told me I just need to get past that ring and it will be much better

Finally he was in me. After the pain went away it actually didn’t feel too bad. Definitely felt weird but I let him fuck me.

He came in my butt.

After he pulled out we used paper towels to clean ourselves and he told me that was great. He needed that orgasm.

Now I’m curious to get fucked again

Coming To Terms That I’m A Bottom

Throughout my 20s I did a mix of topping and bottoming. Usually only bottomed for olde me and topper guys my age or younger

But as I approached 30 I started to bottom more and more. To the point where I didn’t even ask if a guy was a top or bottom because I just assumed I’d bottom.

For whatever reason guys assumed I am a bottom because of my underwear choice. I wear briefs and bikini briefs. Didn’t know certain underwear determine a guys status. But I was fine with that

Then once I turned 30 I figured I’d be done with bottoming and top only. But after two hook ups of me topping I found that I really missed bottoming. I missed the feeling of a dick in my butt

So now I’m just embracing that I’m a bottom. No need to be shy about it I guess. We all have sex and have our turn ons.

And I’ve found that I favor total tops fucking me. The sex is better.

My current fwb is a 43 year old. Excellent cock and we recently started going bare. I love taking cum

Post Prostate Removal Operation

I posted this in gay, but it really is a man story gay or str8...

I am a 71 year old closeted married (to a woman) homosexual. I have travelled extensively over many years so have had the opportunity to have sex with many men, of all ages.
I am still pretty ok looking...curly, longish salt and pepper hair, nice tan gym toned body. I have chest and pubic hair which I trim, but smooth legs and anus.
8 months ago I had my prostate removed. Happily my blood results suggest a complete success, so far anyway.
My surgeon told me I would never be able to ejaculate, but in time would be able to achieve something of an erection and still climax...without cum. He also suggested I avoided anal sex for at least 6 months.
Since the operation I have masturbated a pretty limp penis...with only a little growth...but enough to hold in my hand. I have had amazing climaxes...just no cum.
I have been nervous to meet up with men. Having had a very active man to man sex life, both topping and bottoming, I was fragile about what might happen if I was with a man and had to confess my physical situation.
Last week I was in LA and was approached by a mid 30's guy in the hotel cocktail bar. He was very forthright and asked if I was interested in joining him for a drink and dinner.
I nervously agreed...wondering where he thought the night would go. Eventually he asked if I wanted to sleep with him in his room upstairs.
I had been in this scene many times...and had some wonderful sex.
I told him I was gay, and yes, would love to spend the night in bed with him, but felt I had to let him know about my physical state. I also told him I had not been in bed with a man since my operation.
His response was a hand on my inner thigh, a smile and strong eye contact.
He asked if I would like to let him reintroduce me to sex.
We went to bed and made out. He was a great kisser and we kissed and massaged each others bodies for some time.
He then asked me to lie on my back and started to kiss and fondle my soft penis and balls.
He licked and sucked. My penis grew a little and became sort of semi erect...he kept giving me head until I gasped and had an amazing dry orgasm. He pulled his mouth off my penis and knelt between my thighs. The he pushed my legs apart and back and went down on my anus.
God it felt wonderful. I have always loved being rimmed...
He worked my anus with his tongue and fingers and then I felt his beautiful cock enter me.
He gently fucked me, and fucked me until after about 30 minutes exploded deep in my anus.
It was wonderful...he then rimmed my fucked wet anus and we kissed...a lovely cummy kiss.
He lay back on the bed. I started to lick and kiss his semi erect wet penis until he became erect again. I gave him as good a head as I knew how until his second ejaculation filled my mouth.
I loved my new found sexual appetite.
I am sharing this because I know there are thousands of gay and bi sexual men who have been through what I have. Have the courage to return to a encounters with men. Be open and honest. Some will no doubt be turned off, but those who accept you for what you are will take you back to that wonderful sexual space. Men with men. Wonderful.

My Second Time Every Bottoming

So, I had bottomed once before. It wasn't bad but awkward. It was when I was younger. Sure it was a lot of fun, but I knew one day I'd try it again. In the meantime I got a bunch of experience topping.

So yesterday I meet this guy on Grindr. So many people flake out but we hit it off and chatted all day and agreed to meet up that night. I had told him I only bottomed once before and he said he was fine with it. Well, I went over and we got into it pretty quickly. Before I knew it we were naked and he was twisting me up like a pretzel licking and rubbing himself on me. I told him I wanted him to fuck me. He was so gentle. He took his time getting me ready and gently stretching me. By the time he put his dick in I was more than ready. It seemed like no time but he fucked me for over an hour. He fucked me bent over on the couch, with my legs over his shoulders on my back, doggystyle on the floor, spooning side by side on the floor (new favorite.) All I can remember is going wild. I was thrusting my ass back onto him and grinding my hips on him.

So I went from bottoming once and thinking it was okay to getting one of the best sexual experiences I've ever had.

Second Night In A Row Bottoming

I posted earlier about my first time bottoming in a while. I wish I had gone into greater detail. I don't see an option to edit after you've posted. So here's part 2.

So like I said, I only had bottomed once before when I was much younger. Then I met a guy, we hit it off, and last night we went to his place and he fucked my ass for an hour straight. All day I could still feel him. It left me wanting more.

We made arrangements for me to come back over, so tonight he messaged me he was getting home late and I could meet him at his house. I went over and after exchanging hellos we stripped and I laid on the couch. He put me on my back and began sucking me, licking my inner thighs, and eventually giving me rim job. The way he eagerly stuck his tongue in my hole was exhilarating.

Before he could continue I sat him on the couch and sucked him for a while. Oral is not my specialty, but sometimes I love it, other times not so much. But knowing what that big dick was going to do to my insides I licked and sucked his cock, tasting his precum, till I couldn't wait anymore.

He got his lube got me on my back on the couch again and started working his fingers into my ass until I was nice and stretched and lubed. He then worked his dick into my hole and wow... The best word to describe it at first is relief. I felt relieved his dick was fucking me for the second time. As he picked up the pace I felt a wash of pleasure. I know I involuntary threw my head back and moaned, tongue out, as he began thrusting. He got my ankles up on his shoulders and he pounded me like that for a good while.

After we switched to doggy style. He plunged right back in. I made sure to crouch real low and arch my back so my hole was at just the right height for his fucking. While he thrusted I was grunting in pleasure on each thrust, making sure to push back and grind my hips against his invading cock.

Yesterday when he was fucking me doggy style there was a point where if he thrusted too hard I would let out a little surprised yelp as I felt my insides rearrange. Not today. Each thrust was sending waves of pleasure as I licked my lips pushed back.

That's when he suggested we try me on top, which we didn't do yesterday. I've never rode a dick like that before but I was excited to try..so I climbed on him, facing him, and slipped him in. I COULD NOT GET ENOUGH. I was grinding down on that dick, gyrating my hips as I bounced up and down. The whole time he was looking up at me smiling.

Then we switched to side-by-side. He spooned me from behind and I arched my back waiting for him. He thrust it in and began fucking as I begged for more. Eventually I flipped into my stomach while he just smashed my ass in the prone position. There is nothing like feeling a guy on top of you totally buried in your ass.

So I'm moaning as he thrusts harder into me as I reach behind me and grab him. I was wrapping my legs around his forcing him in deeper. Finally he exploded raw in my ass.

I just got home and I can feel the absence of cock in me. I was still feel his cum leaking out a little as I type this. For my third time bottoming, boy did things get better. Today was raw, primal, rough fucking I've never had before. I used to think I was mostly a top, but after today, I think I'm mostly a bottom...

Discovered I'm Mostly Gay, But There's A Problem Pt. 1

So I've always considered myself bisexual. However, I had never hooked up with a guy for most of my life. I had lots of girlfriends in highschool, fewer in college, and never had any problems getting it up, but it was always so hard to cum.

When I watch porn it's almost exclusively gay porn. There was just something about it that got me so turned on, but I still never tried it. I convinced myself the reason it was hard to cum was because I wanted to fuck girls in the ass and most wouldn't let me. I come from a religious background and coming out would mean being shunned from my family... But after being stuck in a sexless relationship I decided it was time to give it a go with a guy.

I downloaded Grindr and hooked up with a bottom. We met up for a while and it was definitely fun, more fun than most of the girls I had been with. Personality wifdtTVFse though we just weren't a match (he left glitter all over the inside of my car like he was the gay fairy of glitter) and we stopped hooking up... I was inexperienced with guys and the poppers thing really turned me off. The smell might as well have been a custom made boner killing fume device.

I tried out bottoming one time but it just was awkward because it was in the back of a car. After a lot of work getting it into me he basically gave a couple pumps and said he was done. I didn't hate it, but I wasn't in a rush to try it again. So for a while I just stopped actively trying to hookup.

One day I got a message from a guy wanting to top me. He was hot and young and tall. I'm tall myself, but he was even taller. I wasn't against trying it again and something about the way he approached me and the things he was saying convinced me to give it a try. When I went over he had the bedroom lit with mood lights and essential oil diffusers around the room as well as light music playing. Already this was a far cry from my first time bottoming. He slowly undressed me and gave me a whole body massage. I had never really been into foot stuff, but he rubbed my feet and sucked my toes which was a turn on in a way I didn't think it would turn me on.

After, he laid me on my stomach and made sure I had plenty of pillows and blankets. Then he ate my ass for what seemed like an hour, until eventually he was sliding fingers into me. I was over the moon with feelings I had never felt before. That's when he leaned over me whispered in my ear "are you ready for me to take care of you?" I gently moaned my approval. I heard him open a bottle of lube and he spread it on his dick and worked some into my ass. His dick was about average length, but thick. I laid there on my stomach my heart pounding. Then I felt the head of his dick approach my ass cheeks. As soon as I felt it approaching my back door I instantly got the hardest I've ever been in my life. He slid it in me and immediately I could tell something in me changed.

Suddenly, everything made sense. It suddenly made sense why I never really liked going down on girls. It suddenly made sense why I tricked myself into thinking I wanted was to have anal with girls. It made sense why a girl could suck me for hours and I would never reach orgasm. It also made more sense to me now why topping a guy didn't quite do it for me.

He didn't last long but I can remember while under him I was making noises that surprised even myself. I laid in the prone position while he pumped me into the bed. I reached back and grabbed at his legs and body, lost in the throws of pleasure he was sending through me. After he came we lay there together panting with me trying to process what had just happened.

An Accidental Meeting Introduced Me To A New Sexual Horizon

I was forty, had a discussion with a college professor which turned to gay sex, and he offered to show me. It was wrong but I went along and got the full treatment. I was surprised at how good it was blowing him, and even more surprised at how good it was bottoming for him. As with many forms of initiation, once you try it you like it, and it becomes a habit.

I keep it from anyone and everyone, have a secret society of men who hook up. We have a secret ring, a motel, and get together in a round robin. The more the better, cock in your mouth and cock in your hand, makes taking cock in your rear end that much more enjoyable.

I do live in a very big city, where hooking up is easy.