Matic151

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Can't Stop Fantasizing

Just to get right to the point. I'm engaged and getting married in a little over 3 months. I'm starting to not just get nervous but have the little devil whispering in my ear a lot lately. Now this is my first time getting married. I honestly wasn't sure if this would ever happen. I also have a bit of a history of being unfaithful to the people I had dated in the past. I haven't actually cheated on my fiancé, we're coming up on 4.5 years soon. But I have been actively fantasizing of very specific people every single day. I'm so torn up inside; it literally breaks me every day that I keep fantasizing and want to sleep with these people. The old me would have probably done something. And I'm sooo tempted. Two of these people I'm fantasizing about I actually talk to kind of often. I know I shouldn't. But I actually consider both of them a friend. I can talk to both of them literally about anything and everything. One of them I have a history with, and we used to have a lot of fun if you know what I mean. But that was few and far between. But I regularly think of him. And he knows that. We tell each other the things we want to do. But we never do anything, just text. And we build up our adrenaline every day when we chat. I talk to the other guy on Snapchat and we have texted and snapped certain things. Although he's engaged too. We have been trying to not talk about sexual things but I can't help but fantasize of him. Last night I couldn't stop thinking of him, looked at his picture and had the biggest orgasm. I'm feeling soo hypersexual and feel the need for this crazy adrenaline. The old me is starting to come out again. And now I'm scared. Because I don't want to ruin my relationship but I'm sooo tempted.

Friend’s Father

I’m 18 and have had a massive crush on my girlfriend’s father since forever. He is a beautiful looking man in crazy great shape. Even though I have never known my own father, I am not looking for a father figure and getting horny over him isn’t what a girl looks for in a father figure. I have had many, many fantasies of him making love to me. I have slept over at my girlfriend’s house tons of times and even gone camping. A couple or three weekends ago I decided to push it a little by doing an awkward and obviously staged towel drop in front of him. I know I have a beautiful body and as awkward as it was I saw his eyes take in all of me. I wasn’t in a rush to pick up the towel and cover myself. I was hoping it wasn’t all for not and that seeds were planted but no. The following weekend I had a big fight with my mother and stayed again at my girlfriend’s home or at least that was what I told them. My girlfriend had to work on the Sunday so I decided this was the day. It was a beautiful day with just him and I in the home. I put on a micro bikini and sunbathed in his backyard. He came out at one point with two beers and offered me one. His eyes were all over me. I asked if it would be possible for him to put sunscreen on my back. He did. I asked if he could cover my bare bum with screen and he did that too. When he stopped I rolled over and asked him to do my front. He said “Look you’re a beautiful woman and if this is an attempt to seduce, I’m afraid it’s a fail. You’re like my daughter!” I exposed my breasts and then with my arms around his neck I gave him a kiss. He didn’t pull back and reciprocated. I said, Please, please I want you in me. He pulled away and said we can’t. And we haven’t. I was there this last weekend and when I had a chance I told him that the kiss we shared makes me moist every time I think of it. He didn’t verbally respond. Just smiled. Is there any hope? Should I give up on my dream?

They Should Have Stayed Home

When I was in my early twenties I lived in an apartment close to our local state school it was fun in school didn’t work lived of campus smoked and sold a lot of weed. Always had plenty cash and I sold to people and friends I knew. Yes that much enough to pay my bills and my tuition. It kind of landed on my lap and I ran with it. It was also the early 2000s so technology was. It so advanced as it is today. Beepers yes if you don’t know what that is look it up.l we sues this a lot. The duplex I was in living in had the other side available. In moves a skinny young guy named Austin. Nice guy was from Utah and moved here to help at his parents friends farm. Farm life is hard I have a few buddies that have that gig and work morning to night depending on the time of year. He moved in mid spring and it was that busy time of year. He brought what I thought was his wife Crystal. Both where 19 and had never been outside of there small town. I introduced myself and it was obvious that in there world there was no black men as she just started at me like really stared. Very timid almost scared of me. Not sure what her parents told her about black men but whatever. He would go to work and Holly would stay at home and look for a job. I chatted with her whenever I heard her outside. The walls where thin so we could easily here what was being said in each others place. After a while she got comfortable with me. I’m 6 foot 1 220 lbs solid and muscular. Holly was skinny and tall for a girl. 5 foot 7 nice legs very pale dirty blond hair small b cups and a little bubble butt. She dressed in loose fitting clothing so she kind of had that baggy skater look best way to describe her. I often left my front door open and she would wonder over. She did so as one of my friends was leaving with a nice sack for the weekend. She asked what that was. I told her I’m not so many ways what it was. I had to explain to her that weed was not going to make her jump off a bridge and make her go crazy. I told her most people’s get happy and a little hungry. I then opened Pandora’s box and offered her to try it. I always had a joint rolled and ready to go and lit it. She said it smelled I handed it to her and told her what to do. She looked nervous it was early in the day so she had all day to chill. She actually missed a few job interviews. She liked it and we finished the joint with me. She passed out and woke up a while later hungry I ran to the corner deli and grabbed us lunch. That was how it started I then explained after a few days of that i explained that I couldn’t just give it to her. She tried to get Austin to try it and he did but didn’t like it as much as she did and she agreed to only do it when he was home which was hardly ever. She came over and would hang out and I could tell she wanted to smoke but had no cash. I flat out told her she could do things to pay for it. She said like what I told her that I always wanted cash but had one exemption that I rarely did but since she lived next door she could if she wanted. I told her she could use her mouth pussy and ass for it. She didn’t know what to say and looked a little shocked. I then gave her a hit and she relaxed. It helped her decide to go through with it. First time she came I’ve rot me as I sat on my couch she dropped to her knees and said only head ok. That didnt last more then a few days. It was nice to get bjs through out the days I started fingering her while she sucked me off. Then we started fucking. First time I saw her naked I saw a cute little tight ass. I’m thick 7 inches and thick lots of girth and the first teenage took it in she was hooked. I could hear them argue when he came home I think he had an idea of what was happening. Andre day later she told me that he confronted her about it and she admitted that I had fucked her. That’s why they where arguing she told him it was just to pay for the weed. He came home early one day us not knowing and we where going at it. Remember the walls are thin and by now she had been taking it in the ass so her dirty talk included her talking and telling me to take that ass and own it. A few god I love this. She walked into her side not knowing he was home instantly arguing. Pretty sure he was scared of me. I had nothing against him I was just trading weed for ass. He was in a 2 year lease and for 2 years I fucked her she never worked and he eventually quit the job and took her home. At one point he brought her cousin Amber to talk sense into her amber was a thick blond big tits fat ass who also lied to some weed. When they left Holly was pregnant probably mine and Amber was as well. I kept Amber and she stayed back. Family disowned her but I married her. Best piece of ass I had. Holly had a mixed baby and reached out but by now I had been hooked on Amber.

My Dad Was Pretty Wild, So Were His Girlfriends

He always had a motorcycle in his shop, most of the time two of them, always people over working on bikes or going on rides with cooking out afterwards sometimes rolled right into a night of drinking, smoking and having a great time.

During one of those times he had been seeing this woman, she was a party person for sure, it was like ten pm and she was literally on the floor of the living room laying there in shorts and a bikini top. He told me him and few other guys were going to this bar then he would be back in a few hours, I just looked at him and asked What do I tell her when she wakes up, he laughed and said Hell, she will probably be passed out until morning and not to worry about it and left.

I kept looking down at her, would watch TV then look at her again, her boobs covered in just a thin layer of bikini material. He had been gone for like twenty minutes and I got down on the floor next to her and just rested my hand on her side, tickled her some and nothing, went right over her boob and nipple and no reaction so I slid both cups to the side exposing them. I bet I played with her boobs for half an hour and she never moved, she took in a deep breath and looked up at me then down at her chest, she looked around and asked where my dad was at, when I told her she said Good, get me to your bedroom then and as we were passing the bathroom she said Wait, in here first and once she was in there I started to leave but she said she would need help getting back up just stay there. I watched her pull down her shorts and bikini bottom, she never fixed her top at all. She peed staring right at me smiling then asked if I could get her a wash cloth and wet it down so I did, she wiped herself with it and I put it back in the sink. I helped her up and she just stepped right out of her shorts. She told me to pick them up and then I walked to my room to the bed and she told me to undo her top in the back, just like that she was laying in my bed naked, brought her knees up and was laying there playing with her pussy.

I seemed to be a natural according to her after asking me if i had done this before and told her nope, first time and she told me I was good and gave me a little advice on more clit stimulation. She started moaning a lot, let out this Oh God I am cumming and not to stop what I was doing then she laid there nearly falling asleep again as she snorted herself awake while I was kissing and licking her nipples again, she had amazing boobs for sure. She looked at me and asked if I came yet, told her no not yet and she said to bring it up here and she would suck it, she put her hands on my ass cheeks and was pulling me into her mouth letting me do all the work for it but it felt amazing.

I came and she swallowed and kept letting me do it, I finally stopped and she asked me that was fun and of course I told her yes then she just asked if I wanted to fuck her and started getting herself rolled over and up into doggy position, she said Put it in the pink one and not the brown one laughing at herself. I rubbed my cock up and down some then started going into her, all I heard from her was faster, harder and moaning and after several minutes she fell forward landing flat out and was really out now again. I worked my cock back into her pussy for a few more minutes then stopped and decided she was passed out pretty good now.

So I now had a new problem, my dads girlfriend was naked in my bed, I redressed her best as I could and she never even made a sound. I went out and slept on the couch with my dad waking up several hours later and asking me where she was at not even thinking she was in my bedroom. I told him she got up, used the bathroom and crashed in my bed so I left her there, he just laughed and said Okay and went to bed in his room.

The next morning when I woke up and checked on her she was still sleeping but had moved around, I had a bowl of cereal and watched some TV, she came out a few hours later and asked if my dad was home, she told me thanks for last night and it was fun then left.

So that was my first time having sex with a woman, never forget it.

She Found Out

I don’t know how to say this or could never say this to anyone. My wife’s sexy looking friend gave a warning to my wife that her sex life was too vanilla. My wife will tell me just about anything and I just sit and listen. And she told me her friend Stacy asked her if she ever been with a black guy before and of course my wife answered her. My wife questioned her and she told her that there was a black guy who was hot who has started talking to her. She explained to my wife he makes her nervous and excited. Well she told my wife shortly that her relationship was not going well. After the holidays she told my wife that she split up from her husband and quit wearing her wedding band. Then she confessed at her company party which is very huge she ran into her new friend and they made out and she was very impressed. She told my wife how the sex was beyond amazing and he made it hurt good laughing. She said now she realizes how the rumors get started she just was blown away. She said her body feels rejuvenated and people are saying she’s just so much more happier. Turns out he has a friend who also asked her out for drinks and they made out with the same results. It was very explosive and she just thought she would ever experience sex like she just had. She told my wife that both are huge and can go on forever. The last time she took him back to her new apartment and he fucked her all night and she was just worn out from the sex she couldn’t meet up with my wife. Oh wow she came by and she’s just fucking glowing. I mean she’s hotter than I’ve ever imagined. She looks like her body is way hotter than ever before and even my wife was making comments. I know for certain it’s from the good sex. I couldn’t help but beatboff to her when she left. Just knowing she could have any filthy wealthy rich white man she refuses to get attached. She recently finalized her divorce got a huge promotion and continues to turn heads. She left her husband because he failed to listen and play her game. Who knows maybe she was just tired or these black men sold their huge cocks to her and made her think about it . No one knows not even anyone close except my wife. Her friends and family would out cast her. My wife says yeah if you get a good dick you usually don’t want to leave him. Those black cocks made her pussy feel like never before and she just isn’t ready to settle back down. She says she would never have a relationship with them but will continue to have fun. It’s amazing how good deep pounding hard long sex can transform a females body . I’d love to give out her iG but it would get back to me. See a hot single female out with no ring? I’m betting she’s got a big black cock waiting to go back to

Sharing Myself

Years ago my son, 15, saw the despair I was in at his father leaving me for a very much younger woman. I began drinking to numb myself from the pain I felt, often crying myself to sleep. My son one night came into my bedroom and crawled under the covers to hold and comfort me. I have always slept in the raw so my son was holding his nude mother close to him, spooning. I could feel his erection through his sweatpants pushing into the crack of my butt. He too was crying, telling me how much it hurt him to see me in pain. He kissed the nape of my neck and I rolled over where his mouth met mine and we kissed tenderly. He suckled on my breasts and I will admit I made no move to stop him and in fact allowed my hand to play with his hardness. He came in his sweats within a couple of minutes and left my bed and bedroom out of a sort of embarrassment. The next day we behaved like nothing happened.

The next night two days after that particular night, he hearing me sobbing, came into my bed again but this time taking his pj bottoms off, completely nude and again spooning with me. I told him that this was not proper between a mother and son and asked him to leave. He said that he saw nothing wrong in comforting me, holding me and he spooned with me again, his hardness pushing into my bum crack. I gave him a hand job and his semen shot a foot or so into the air. There was no embarrassment this time and he asked that he get to pleasure me. He asked about performing oral on me and I said certainly not. He put his fingers into my sopping wetness and then smelled them and placed my wetness into his mouth. “Please mom” is what he said and then moved himself and his face between my legs. I could have stopped him but did not. It was awkward of course but I directed him to do as I needed and after 20 minutes or so I came and came hard. He loved it as did I. I then direct him to come over me and enter me where he started slamming me like a jackhammer. I slowed him down and said his slower movements felt better. When he came I held him there and enjoyed the feeling of his penis throbbing his cum into me. We fell to sleep in each others arms. We slept together from then on even when he had girlfriends. This isn’t to say that we had a fuckfest every night. In fact our love making happened fewer than 5-6 times a month but our nightly cuddling, sleeping together was a constant. Neither of us spoke a word to anyone about our connection. We were very, very close. Hardly ever a crossword between us. I eventually stopped drinking and he went to tech college where he now resides in a small town hours away. We talk on the phone everyday and his girlfriend is wonderful. Of course he and I stopped making love once he turned 18 or so. As wrong as I’m sure everyone reading this will believe it to be, I honestly don’t know if I would even be alive today if it wasn’t for my son and the love shared between us. Neither of us have any regrets.

Affair With DIL Continues: Summer Visit.

After not visiting for awhile due to work and conflicting schedules me and Jen (my current GF) went to go see her daughter. Jens daughter is married to a guy her age and her son is still basically a baby. We've already fucked twice and we've no intention of stopping yet. I'll cross that bridge when we get there. For now fucking my partners daughter is like a wet dream come true and Im gonna ride it as long as I can. Jen loves taking the kiddo to the park but last time I told her I was sick and wanted to lay down. Couldn't use that excuse again, thats how you get caught. Instead I intentionally left the drinks we were gonna take with us at the house and told my DIL to just say she had 'stuff to do' and she'd see us when we get back. Her husband was at work per usual as it was about 11am. At the park, I was genuinely having a good time and eventually since its hot as balls out we got thirsty. I immediately said "oh shit, I left the drinks" I told Jen to take the kiddo over to the shaded gazebo area with a water fountain and I would go grab the drinks as its literally a 5 min drive. She said that was fine. As soon as I got in the car I called DIL and told her I was on the way back and we'd have to be quick then immediately erased the call from the call-log. She said 'come and get me' And I was eager to. When I walked in this clever little slut had on the sun dress she was wearing the first time we fucked. She had the top pulled down and her tits were on full display. "Remember this?" she said with a sly smirk. I came in and quickly closed the door behind me. The AC hit my damp body and gave me goosebumps but we were locking lips the moment I came across the room. I groped and feasted on those tits but remembered I didn't have long without becoming suspicious so I turned her around, dropped to my knees and hiked her dress up rolling it under itself to keep it in place. No panties. Glorious little minx. I parted her ass cheeks and hungrily ate her pussy from the back. She was moaning and gripping the arm of her couch telling me my mouth felt great. I could tell she was gonna cum but I stopped and said "Oh no honey, not yet." She let out a little pitiful moan and as I stood and freed my hard cock from the cargo shorts I was wearing she gave me that that submissive over the shoulder look. So fucking hot. I wasted no time and pointed my cock between her ass cheeks and when I found that sweet pussy I grabbed her hips and started thrusting hard. I absolutely love tits so I made sure to reach around for those lovely globes. Im typically a sensual lover and enjoy a medium pace, savoring the looks, the moans and the skin on skin contact but it had been months, I missed her pussy, she was close to cumming from oral and I wanted to cum in her. It lasted less than 5 mins. She was almost screaming "Im cumming, Im cumming Im cumming!" as I slammed into her and moments later so was I. I felt 3-4 enthusiastic shots blast into her c**t followed by several smaller ones as the orgasm abated. Thank god for birth control. We took a few mins to clean up and she actually came back with me to the park. Jen was happy she had came out, I was happy I came in (her). The next day Jen had to take one of her heart meds and she was out for a few hours, and little man was also down for a nap which gave us the chance to fuck nice and slow on the couch. We 69'd for about 10 mins then she rode me cowgirl and got herself off a couple times. Then mish where she came again and I blew inside of her. Im not sure why her husband doesn't fuck this nymphette's lights out. From what she tells me its not non existent just infrequent. Jens daughter is not even as hot as Jen IMO. All my friends wanna fuck Jen, but her daughter still looks good and is a good fuck. She can deepthroat, and her young pussy still feels really good, tits are nice. Not as perky as before the kiddo but still great. I can't think of a man who wouldn't give my DIL a turn given the chance. So his loss I guess. Also its the first time Ive fucked her twice in one visit. We had a few more days but with the holiday the husband was home the whole time and we just did the usual smiles and gropes when nobody was around. I love grabbing her tits. Jen loves I get along with her oldest so well, if she only knew I was putting loads in her childs pussy......

Slept With My Son

This weekend was the first time I made love to my son voluntarily. He's 21, but I knew he had a thing for me for a very long time. I had him young, divorced his father early on, so it was mostly the two of us, but his fixation with me was unusual from puberty. As he got older, I could feel his desire for me growing. I have always been very liberal with my body and I normalized that with him, I wanted him to feel comfortable around women and see the female body as something completely natural. I'm still relatively young and modesty aside, very attractive, so I could understand any young man looking at me with desire, even if it was my son. But over the years it kind of spiralled out of control and couldn't find a way to confront him and stop it. I once found underwear of mine covered in cum, and it could only have been his. I even suspected he wanted me to find it. Then came the flirtatious comments. I was surprised that I didn't feel uncomfortable with that, just aware of how wrong it was. But it felt nice to be desired.
It all came to a head one day he came home at night, slightly drunk. He openly tried to seduce me, but as I rejected him, I only made it worse. He started forcing himself on me. I'm athletic, but small, and he's this tall, muscular young man. It wouldn't have been hard to subdue me, but I also started to give in. As he groped me, I started to like it. But it was confusing, either way. I felt pleasure, but also felt gross and violated as he tore my panties off and had his way with me. He was kinda drunk, so he finished quickly inside me, unprotected, which alarmed me. Emotions were high, so I screamed at him and chased him out.
He crashed with his father for a month. Last Friday I called him over to talk, admitted he had done something horrible and begged for my forgiveness. He also admitted that he didn't know why, but he was desperately in love with me and didn't have eyes for other girls. I had been sitting with my feelings this whole time and concluded that, as long as it was consensual and secret, it could be ok. So I forgave him, gave in and made love to him all weekend.

My Sisters

My second oldest sister was the pretty one. She was the one that worried my mom. My mom worked a lot and couldn’t keep tabs on my sister. So, she ran wild as a teen. Older guys from day one. Her and friends were all the same. Most were Latina. I spent hours watching them get ready to go out. It was nothing to see them naked. Heard all their conversations about men. When my mom worked overnight they would bring men home. It was wild. She stopped partying and married at 20. Her husband was cool. I grew up around his family. I have some good stories about his family. Especially a family reunion when I was 15. They lasted maybe ten years. Alcohol and infidelity ruined it. Her husband fucked my oldest sister. Probably the younger one too. So, my sister cheated too. They divorced and my sister went downhill. Turned to substance abuse and turned into a slut again. She was still pretty but was an addict now. She would bring guys home and have sex with them when I was in the same room. I don’t know if I’m allowed to say all the things that happened to her during that time. But sex with her friends skyrocketed for me.

There was one girl she would always bring home. She wasn’t very pretty. But she had a body. We began messing around one night. Just some touching and kissing. Lots of talking. She told me so many things about her and my sister. Basically they would go out, get drunk, get taken somewhere and fucked together. That’s the tame version. I finally fucked her at my house. We were alone. We did the play fight thing just to touch each other. We both wanted it. So, she pulls my dick out and rides me on the couch. I took her to my room and fucked her some more before my sister got back. One night before they went out. The guys taking them out were in the parking lot talking to their friends. My sister was out there. Her friend was still getting ready. I locked the door and told her we should fuck before she leaves. She pulls her skirt up and bends over on the bed. I start fucking her and my sister is knocking on the door. We hurry. I cum in her and she just pulls her panties up. She leaves and I can hear my sister teasing her about why the door was locked. She knew we fucked. We were open about it after that. We never dated. Just fucked. I loved her friends just wanted sex. I was down.

Wife’s Truthful Confession

We had just started dating and we shared our past sexual experiences which were our most memorable. My wife was in her second year of college and one of her friends was getting married. She didn’t know any people except her friend who was black. She told me she felt good and was dancing on the dance floor and many guys continued to dance with her. She finally remembered she told her boyfriend she would be home at a certain time. (This whole time we were driving at night about an hour before our destination). She says one particular guy continued to hit on her but he was very smooth in doing so. He said he would walk her to her car. Almost falling he grabs her and tells her you see I’m glad i helped you. When they got to the car she told him thank you and that she wishes she could repay him but she was glad anyway. He didn’t want to stop and he said could he at least talk to her. She said he made her feel real good and soon they were making out in the car. She thought it would end right after her asking for his number to just get away when he grabs her hand and puts it on his bulge. And said she didn’t know how to say no when he unzips it and the biggest thickest dick imaginable popped out. She couldn’t believe his size when he suggested with her hand she stroke it. He then started playing with her tits and pussy. This really excited her. I asked how big do you think ? She says him saying ten inches. I said do you realize how big nine ten inches are? She said yes she remembers being able to put both hands wrapped around it and still suck it . By then she was so aroused and horny she said he read her mind he took her outside the car turned her back towards her lifted to her skirt removed her panties to the side and just slid in. She felt it stretching so hard but it felt really good like nothing ever before. She realized no condom and she knew he had already climaxed a few times trying to not be loud holding back her grunts he was rough but was making her cum and she loved it. After he finished he zips up and just says I hope we meet again Stacy. She said she never dreamed of cheating on her boyfriend even though his friends tried many times. This time it was an older black man no protection and she felt the makings of being pregnant it just felt different. Her whole body was like she was numb. She couldn’t believe the experience her explosion on from his long dick did something to her. She felt her pussy pulsating throbbing on the ride home her poor innocent boyfriend waiting at home and soon she feels his cum oozing out of her. Her panties were a mess and she had just experienced her first climax. How could she not stop thinking about him and how he made her feel like a million bucks. This wasnt supposed to happen she was so in love with her boyfriend . She thought about how he just took control and made her love it. She immediately showered and tried to go to bed. She told me she couldn’t stop thinking about him . He gave it to her like never before. How could she run into him again. She soon realized she couldn’t keep up the relationship with her boyfriend. A month later we met. I said so the rumors about black men are true ? She said oh yeah very true!!! I was rock hard the rest of the drive and just played it off