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Widowed Mother

So to backfill,

My mother and father had been together since she was a young teenager, my father was a little bit older than her. He got her pregnant at also a young age, they got married before I popped out in the world. My father had been with others before my mom, but he was her first and only. My parents were very open and honest about everything, I mean everything. I don’t think they had intended on making me but I was all they chose to have. Their love was legit and all the sweet and sappy stuff. My father, rest his soul, passed away my senior year of high school, not of his own fault. This was very hard on my young mother who had always had him on her side since forever pretty much and myself. I had previous had plans to attend college out of state, but after his passing the want to leave subsided for many reasons. I don’t think my widowed mother wanted to me leave either, and I’m not sure I wanted to leave her in her misery trying to figure out where she was going to go in life alone now. After having discussed it with my mother, we worked out where I would go to college locally, help take care of the house and property and in turn I would get to stay rent free and she would still cook dinner a few nights a week. Cool, simple transition, save money, good food and know that my mother and my dog are all good. After this, our relationship and living dynamic started to change, she wanted me to have more freedom and life and embrace becoming a self supporting man. Essentially, I became roommates with my mother and some social standards became more relaxed in the home. I had always been close friends with my parents but oddly enough my mother was becoming my best friend. We’d eat dinner together at least three times a week and talk like normal folks. We’d help each other around the house and with keeping up on tasks, errands and bills and social arrangements. Things were working out great.

Was.

I have always found my young mother attractive, needless to say, she is SMOKING hot! She’s very short, pretty fit, big juicy butt with perky D cups. Fair complexion, light freckles, big deep blue captivating eyes, plump soft lips, long full wavy brunette and auburn hair. She keeps her fingernails and toenails perfect and painted. She has a few cute piercings in her ears and a little nose stud. Perfect teeth, that comes with her job field. She has always had a routine where she always keeps up herself in the most tip top condition so to speak. My father loved this about her, and him and I when in public knew my mother garnished attention where ever we went. My mother though has NEVER been a drinker. Barely would she ever finish a drink on special occasions.

Unfortunately my mothers wedding anniversary and the anniversary of my fathers death are about a week and a half apart. So two weeks out of the year, my mother drinks her misery and has an emotional period. In this two weeks she pretty much stays home in her nities, drinks, sleeps, softly cries, floats in the pool listening to music and lets all her emotional thoughts and worries flow. I do my best to take care of her and comfort her as the son and roommate but it has it weird moments.

Most recently…

I had made us dinner, she wanted to talk about good times with my father. It was sad but we smile and laughed about some of the good times. She had already started on the wine this evening and her emotional side was already starting. She had thanked me for staying in the area for college and that she appreciated me for being so care and loving. She said I had slipped into the roll of man of the house naturally. This was probably due to my parents openness about everything in life and always teaching me everything they could. I return the compliment with thanks and positive talk about how her and my father raised me. She says that was sweet of me. She chose to change the conversation and ask about things at school and such and if I was dating or sleeping with anyone. She and my dad knew I was bi, and it wasn’t uncomfortable to talk about. I had informed that there was no one, the girl I had been sleeping with wanted a relationship but I didn’t, same with the guy I had been fooling around with before her. My mom looked momentarily confused. I’d explained to her, that I enjoyed sex, but wasn’t looking to be tied down in a relationship in life right now. My relationship with my mother and my friends fulfilled enough and I was also busy a lot with school and making money. My mother seem content with the answer. I had asked her if she was going to start trying to talking to other people, as in dating. She was taken back a little. She had been so in love and committed to my father and our family that I don’t think she had ever though about it. I told her she was beautiful and smart and maybe worth breaking that ice in the future, she smiled softly at me without words, I then told her, masturbation won’t always cut it. We both laughed. She sighed. We knew that it was no secret that we both masturbated regularly. Things had become very relaxed in the house. I had found her tiny vibrator in the living room one day. She had found one of my sex toys in the bathroom. We both at a time or two had accidentally heard or walked in on each other.

She began to drink more heavily. I suggested rotating some water between drinks, she did. We cleaned up dinner. I was tired and heading to bed, she was staying in the living room to watch TV and drink more wine. About an hour later I had gotten up to use the restroom, on my way out I noticed she was sitting on the floor against the couch, she had started a second bottle of wine and was looking extra sad and sleepy. I went to pick her off the floor and put her on the couch to lay her down for the night, in doing so, one of her breasts had slipped out. It was huge and beautiful with the perfect areola and a hard nipple. She caught me staring, and giggled. I apologize and she said no honey it’s okay. Seeing her in her silk nities, her beautiful body, packing so much sexiness and her tit hanging out, I had to stop my self from getting a ranging erection, especially since I was only in my boxers. My mother started a little conversation as I sat next to her. Don’t get hard, don’t get hard, I was trying not to, but she didn’t seem worried about fixing her tits. She had gone to put her arm down across my lap, SHIT, she brushed my hard erection. She gasped for a moment. She apologized for maybe have interrupting masturbating to come help her. I chuckled and told her no, she didn’t. Awkward pause, I apologize and said I had yet, and she was beautiful. She began to tell me how much I remind her of my father, and looked just like him as she drank more wine. I suggested that she drink some water and try to sleep, but she insisted that I lay with her for a bit till she fell asleep. It was hard to tell my beautiful mother with tears still her eyes no. I put on some gym shorts hoping my erection would soften, it did some, then climbed on the couch behind her as the big spoon and she turned on a movie to fall asleep to. She continued to drink her wine, and be very sweet to me, but she was somewhere between, emotions, wine drunk and tired. As she moved to get more comfortable her big butt kept running across my crotch. Ah shit! My erection came on quick and like a rock. Oddly enough my mother giggled. She positioned my cock between her plump warm cheeks, and gentle kept rocking my cock. What was she doing?!

She said that my father was a great cuddled like me, but took my hand under her thin silk tank top to hold her hot breasts! She’s said, that’s how you do it. I’m not ..(continue confession)

My Son And My Dirty Panties - Tonight

It is around 4:30 in the morning and I am trying to make sense of my day.

I jerked off my son.

I sucked off my son.

I played with myself all afternoon during work until my c**t was juicing like a gr**efruit.

I went out to dinner with my best friend, no panties and no bra - I could be bothered I was so horny. She knew something was up so I told her everything.

After almost choking on her sprite (lol), she comforted me but she also said a couple of things that were pertinent: 1) I was a grown adult and I can sleep with whoever I want (although my son might be illegal and a bit weird) 2) I do need to find a better option than my panties sniffing son and his friends and 3) to be careful tonight as he will more than likely ask for it again.

Dinner finishes and she drives me home. My son is home. He was very cordial but, like earlier, he only wore a t-shirt. The bottom of his ass cheeks and his cock were both visible and my c**t started to rage again. After some pleasantries, I told him I wanted to change and put pajamas on. As I was changing, he knocked on my bedroom door. I told him I would be out shortly and he told me he was coming in. His eyes were intense. His smile was evil. His cock was semi hard.

‘Mom, tell me one thing, does this turn you on?’

I gulped, took a deep breath and told him yes, it has me more turned on than ever before. I also told him I am intensely confused and concerned this is headed to a bad place. He walked towards me, kissed my lips and immediately reached between my legs. Much to my embarrassment, he stopped kissing me and said ‘fuck mom, you are soaked!’ I reached for his cock and began to beat it up and down as fast as I could. ‘Yes, I am fucking soaking wet, now keep going!’ I came shortly after and nearly passed out from the intensity and the power. My son held me for a bit and then sat me on the edge of the bed. Like an animal in breeding season, I was ripe and ready and he knew it. He laid me back on the bed and took me. His fully hard cock drove effortlessly into my saturated c**t. His balls pinned to my ass. Then this boy turned into a man and fucked me into oblivion. It seemed to go on for hours although it was only about an hour. He came three times and I came for the entire hour lol! All three times he came, he came in my mouth.

As he left my bed and my bedroom, I knew this was wrong. The room was filled with the smell of sex. My desire was complete and unwavering. I fell to sleep naked, satiated and utterly complete.

So here I am, telling the world my secret, legs open, pussy waiting for him. He is sleeping - he snores like his dad. I want him again and I have no desire to fight it. I cannot wait for the morning.

The Journey Of A Lifetime Chapter One

My confession is about the last nine weeks of this year.

The clock on the wall says its 10am, which means it’s been an hour since I had sex with my wife’s 76 year old mother, let’s call her Mary. Mary has been living in our attached apartment for the last five years, since her husband had died. With salt and pepper hair, blue eyes her 5’ 6” frame handles her 120 lbs. well. She is somewhat shy and prudish which probably was the reason I never in my life, until 9 weeks ago had any sexual thoughts about. My wife, let’s call her Lynn is similar in size except my wife’s tits are close to three times larger. Lynn and I have a very active sex life and it’s been that way for close to 40 years. My wife works three days a week, from Wednesday to Friday. She leaves at 7:30am and gets home around 5:30PM. This all started 9 weeks ago on a Wednesday morning.

The closing of the door leading to the garage stirred me out of my sleep. I lay in bed playing with my dick and balls as I put together a work plan for my day. About 10 minutes later I had to go pee and soon after I was back in bed laying there as my dick got harder. I had no idea how long it was but soon I was stroking my dick to some fantasy with my eyes closed. Now I don’t know about other men but when I come I enjoy watching it happen and as soon as I felt my balls tighten I opened my eyes to watch myself come. Movement at the open door caught my attention and I wasn’t sure but I thought my wife’s mother had been standing there. I just laid there and tried to process what I thought I’d seen and convinced myself it was most likely my imagination. After a quick shower I was in the kitchen brewing coffee.

As it finished my mother in-law came walking down the hallway from her apartment. This was not uncommon; in fact she often had a cup or two while we chatted at the table about what we both had planned for our day. Mary appeared in the kitchen still in her pajamas and a robe, again not all that uncommon. I greeted her and became aware of two things. One, she didn’t look at me and two she didn’t give me that normal peck on the cheek. I poured two cups and we sat down at the table. Mary was quiet and subdued never looking me in the eye. That’s when I began to suspect she in fact had been standing at the doorway of my bedroom. This thought would linger in my head for the rest of the day. What all did she see? How long had she been standing there? Would she do it again? As I tried to go to sleep Wednesday night I formed a simple plan. In the morning I’d lay there stroking my dick with my eyes partially shut.
Thursday morning came and I grabbed a bottle of lube and proceeded to slowly jerkoff. Glancing over at the clock told me it was a few minutes past 8am. I then heard the soft creaking of the floor in the hallway. I closed my eyes as I had planned and waiting as I stroked my oily dick and for good measure I let out a moan. Imagine my surprise as I lay there jerking off and through squinting eyes my mother in-law’s head appeared at the edge of the bedroom doorway. She was spying on me as I jerked off. One thing you should know is I truly enjoy having my wife watch as I stroke my dick. Sometimes I come for her and other times we end up fucking like animals. Now I had no idea how long she would stand there and truth be told the whole incident had put me way past just being horny. As I felt my balls tighten I knew I was mere seconds away from spraying my hand and belly with come and as I let loose I loudly said “Oh Mary! That feels so good!”
I opened my eyes as I continued to orgasm and for a moment my mother in-law’s eyes and mine locked. Her eyes were the size of a dinner plate; my eyes were filled with lust. Then she was gone. I lay there not believing what had just happened. I felt excited, embarrassed, guilty and thinking let’s see what happens tomorrow morning. After a quick shower I went into the kitchen and brewed the morning coffee. A short time later Mary appeared and as I looked at her I noticed she’d fixed her hair. She walked up to me and gave me a peck on the cheek followed by good morning and I could smell her perfume. I told her to take a seat and I’d bring her coffee to her when it was done. I stood there staring at her cup as I felt my dick begin to stir. I was wondering what she would do if I jacked off into her morning coffee. By the time I poured two cups and walked over to the table my bulge was showing. Holding her cup at my waist I knew she’d have to look right at it and up to now she didn’t want to make eye contact with me. As my mother in-law took the cup from me I saw her stare at me crotch. I was smiling when I sat down at the table. I told her she looked and smelled great and asked if it was a special occasion? It was evident to me she was flustered and was having trouble putting two sentences together.
It was not uncommon for us to chat over two cups of coffee but today it was three. As I sat there I was now looking at my mother in-law as a sex object and wondering what she looked like naked or how her lips would feel around my dick. She slowly regained her composure and was now at least making brief eye contact with me. She reminisced about George, her dead husband. Something she’d never done with me alone. As she got up to leave she thanked me saying she enjoyed our mornings alone time. I told her I too enjoyed it and it was almost impossible to ruin coffee. After she disappeared down the hallway I began to wondering what she really meant. I spent the entire day working outside thinking about what would happen Friday morning.
Friday morning I was lying in bed waiting for Mary to show up. I had plenty of time the day before to form a plan on what I would do. It was a few minutes past 8am when she appeared at my doorway. This time my eyes were open and as I stroked my oily dick I looked right at her and told her I enjoyed her watching me and she didn’t need to be embarrassed or hide. My mother in-law stepped into the doorway and stood there in full view. One hand was clutching the top opening of her housecoat. The other was resting in a pocket that sat at the top of her thigh. I’m lying there stroking me dick and I see a small smile on her lips. I also notice the hand in her pocket is moving slowly in a circle. I tell her if she wants a better view she can get closer. As she watches me slowly stroke the full length of my dick she tells me she shouldn’t even be watching me. I in turn tell her it will remain our secret and again suggest she get closer. Slowing Mary walks to the foot of my bed. I ask her if she’d like to take her housecoat off and she tells me no. I ask her if she would like to touch my dick and she tells me no. I tell her it’s all right and just having her there makes my dick harder. The room is silent except for the moans and groans from me and an occasional deep sigh from my mother in-law. I feel my balls tighten and I tell Mary I’m going to come. Moments later I groan loudly and come fly everywhere. Mary lets out a loud gasp and says “oh my!’ As my orgasm subsides I continue to play with my dick. Mary tells me she needs to leave and take a shower and she be over for our morning coffee.

A Journey Of A Lifetime Chapter 2

I started putting this down to paper on November 18th 2022. I had all intentions of it being done by days end. That was not to be and I will later tell you why.
As I said from the beginning this has taken place over the last nine weeks. It all began the last week of September. For the next seven weeks that followed the mornings my wife worked her mother and I had gotten into a routine. There were some mornings but not many that she would not show up to watch me jerkoff. I think it was around week six or seven where I was finally able to get her to show me her tits and I got to watch her play with her pussy as I lay on the bed stroking my dick. By then she was comfortable with sitting on the side of the bed at about my knees. As hard as I tried I could not get her to touch my dick. Once when she got up to leave she patted my leg and told me it was nice. Once I told her my “cock” was so hard I may need help. She told me she had used the word cock one night when having sex with her husband. George told her it was a word that only hookers used. Another time she had asked George if she could watch him masturbate. He told her no, it was something he did only when he was alone and had privacy. I asked her where she had heard the word cock from. My mother in-law said she read it in one of her romance novels. I told her that surprise me and she told me most women only read the romance novels for the love scenes and could care less about the plot. By week eight the two of us were now adding nasty talk to our mutual jerkoff sessions. I should also mention the sex between my wife and I was flaming hot. I can’t tell you how many times I’d be fucking my wife and thinking about fucking her mother. Many nights I left the door open in hopes of catching my wife’s mom watching us. I don’t know if that ever happened.
One week ago the flame between my mother in-law and I was turned up several notches. I remember it well. It was the day before Veterans Day. We both knew Lynn would be off for Friday. When my mother in-law walked into my bedroom she was naked. She sat next to me and began pinching and rolling her nipples with her fingers. I lay there, stroking my dick watching her watch me. I told her to play with her pussy and as she did she moaned. As just about every other morning I asked her if she want to feel my dick. Imagine my surprise when she took the fingers from her right hand out of her pussy and grabbed hold of the head of my dick. I have no words for the feeling. I moaned and my dick started twitching in her palm. Slowly she slid her hand up and down the oily shaft and asked if she was doing it right. I told her yes and it felt wonderful. She brought her other hand down from her nipple and gently cradled my balls and slowly massaged them. Again she asked if she was doing it right and again I told her it felt wonderful. She smiled at me and told me she’d had a good teacher. As my mother in-law stroked my dick and massaged my balls I placed my right hand on her thigh and began caressing it. I had no idea how far she’d let this go but I had to find out. As I caressed her thigh my hand moved. In less than a minute I was lightly running a couple of fingers over the outer lips of her pussy. When she moaned she spread her legs wider and I took that as a sign to go further. First one, then two fingers slid into her pussy. She moaned again and told me it felt good. It took only minutes and we both orgasmed. With come all over her hand she stood up, leaned over and gave me a quick kiss on the lips and then said she really enjoy the morning. As she walked out of the bedroom I sucked on the fingers I’d had in her pussy. Twenty minutes later the two of us are sitting at the table drinking coffee as if nothing had happened.
Thursday morning and right on cue my mother in-law walks into my bedroom naked. She sits down on the edge of the bed and tells me yesterday morning’s orgasm was the strongest she has had in a long, long time. She removes my hand from my dick and strokes it up and down. I place my oily hand between her legs as she parts them. It’s no longer a problem for me to hold out and I now turn my attention to making sure she comes before I do. I tell her she is getting great at stoking my dick. She in turn tells me my fingers make her very wet. With two fingers in her pussy I use my thumb on her clit. She begins panting and moaning as she has her first orgasm. I don’t let up and continue to finger fuck her. As I do I reach up with my free hand and begin rolling a hard between two. I watch as she rolls her eyes and actually scream as she orgasms a second time. I feel her squirt on my fingers and hand. It’s not a lot but she begins to apologize for peeing on my hand. I tell her it’s not pee. It is her come and her Lynn does it all the time when we have sex. My mother in-law tells me she has never orgasmed like that. She watches me as I bring my hand up to my mouth and suck her juices off the fingers and lick my hand. My orgasm is strong and come flies everywhere. My mother in-law stares at her come covered hand and slowly brings it up to her mouth. I watch her tongue flick out and she makes a funny face as she taste my come. I was curious and asked if she sucked George’s dick. She told me no. George told her it was something that only hookers did, not wives. Mary stands up and tells me she enjoy this morning better than all the others. She leans over and kisses me. As I’m kissing her I hold it long enough to reach up and massage one of her hanging tits and pinch a nipple. Then she is gone.
Over our morning coffee and for the first time we actually talked about sex and I learned how much she had been missing out on. Her husband, George did not believe in oral and most of the time sex was for having kids. The only one that needed to orgasm was the man, not the woman. By the time coffee was done I had formed another plan.
Friday morning found me sitting naked on the edge of my bed when my naked mother in-law walked in. I stood and we met at the foot of the bed. As I hugged her my hard dick poked into her stomach. I whispered into her ear that this was going to be a special morning for her. I could tell from the look on her face she was not eager to learn what I planned for her. I helped her to sit down on the edge of the foot of the bed and then had her lay on her back. I knelt down, spread her legs as I put them over my shoulders. Kissing the inside of her thighs I moved up to her pussy. My tongue made several passes over her outer lips which made her moan. A little bit at a time I probed with my tongue. And she now had her hands on my head. She moaned she had never felt so good while having sex and then my tongue touched her clit. She tightened up and had her first orgasm and I licked up the juices as it flowed from her pussy. I stopped and asked her if she wanted me to do it some more. With both hands she forced my mouth back on her pussy and told me to make her come again. I don’t know how long it took for her to have the second orgasm. She warned me she was going to come and I felt her body tense up and she squirted into my mouth. When I was done lapping up ..(continue confession)

Caught...

This is worse than what I’ve been posting, so be aware it is very dirty. I’m sorry if it offends anyone. I didn’t plan on posting right after yesterday. I debated posting this. And I can’t believe it happened now, today. I’m extremely nervous this will be what my husband finds out about and you’ll understand why. I have a massive headache thinking about it. My husband is coming home in a couple of hours and the kids are in their rooms and I’m freaking out.

My daughter caught my son and I having sex in the kitchen just now (a few hours ago). She now knows our secret. I guess I knew it could happen but why all of a sudden today just blows me away. Now my daughter is involved.

It’s warm enough that we’ve been using the pool and I bought a couple of cheeky bikinis this year to tease my son and husband (well my husband doesn’t know I’m teasing my son, but anyhow). Since we were together when I bought them I let my daughter buy some cheeky bikinis, too. My husband is a little upset with me but she’s still allowed to wear them. She wears them pulled up higher than I do, so you do see a lot of butt, but it’s just around home so I argued in her favor. It upsets my husband a little that to put them on she basically has to pull them up then spread her cheeks to get them in her crack.

Just so you know before I go farther, if you are squeamish about family doing these things, don’t read on…

The kids got home before 3 oclock and decided to hit the pool so I did too. I saw my son checking both of us out in the pool. His sister’s bikini was pulled up very high in her butt making it hard not to notice. So I pulled mine up more too. When we played around in the pool he made sure to grab me by the bare butt a few times and feel between my legs. At one point I went into the house and my son soon followed. I was at the kitchen sink getting a drink when he came up behind me and started rubbing my rear and pushing his hand between my cheeks. I sternly said, “Not here!” but in a few minutes he had my bikini bottoms and his trunks down and he was fucking me from behind at the sink. I said we needed to keep an eye on the pool but apparently at some point neither of us did.

My daughter walked in to find us fucking. She shrieked, “Oh my God! Mom? What are you doing?” We stammered to find an answer but my daughter replied, “I know what you are doing. Why are you doing it together?” She was half whining half shouting. We pulled on our swimsuits and I started explaining. I lied and said “It has only happened a few times.” I said it was confusing and she replied, “You think so?”

She shouted, “He’s your son!” Then my daughter asked, “Does Dad know?” I went quiet. She kept screaming at us and asked her brother if he wanted to ruin my marriage. As she was screaming at me more, and without saying anything, my son went to his sister and slapped her hard on her butt. She screamed, “Oww!” He said, “Just shut up a minute.” and he pulled her hand to his crotch through his shorts. She freaked and shouted at him, “WHAT AREYOU DOING?” He held her hand firmer and helped her stroke it a couple times, telling her to calm down. She stopped almost motionless as he guided her to pump his growing erection. After a while, maybe a minute or so, he calmly asked, “Please turn around?” and brought her to the counter next to the sink. She was quiet now, he said, “Just try it.” and I said softly to him, “Are you sure?” but just stood there next to them stunned. My daughter stood quietly, a little stunned too. In front of me my son asked my daughter, “Do you want to?” She paused then nodded and said, “Yes.” I was still shocked. As my son dropped his trunks I reached over and put a hand on my daughter’s and said, “You don’t have to.” She grabbed my hand to hold it firmly resting on the counter and said, “It’s okay Mom I want to.”

We both left my son take control. I guess right then I felt like a hypocrite to try to stop it. I mean, here I am fucking her brother whenever I have the chance. I just stood and held her hand.

My son pushed her over slightly so she leaned on the counter as I had been a few minutes earlier. He very gently pulled her bikini bottoms out of her butt and down to her calves. He wet the tip of his erection with his spit, and moved behind her as she looked over her shoulder. He pressed her legs apart and she spread her knees until her bikini bottoms were stretched between her calves. My son asked, “Okay?” and my daughter replied, “Yes, I’m ready.” With that he held her hip and began penetrating her as she softly moaned. I was mesmerized watching them slowly fuck in front of me. He was so gentle and it was slow motion, he didn’t go fast at all. She didn’t last long before she tightened her grip on my hand and squealed quietly and orgasmed while my son stood still for a minute. My son pumped slowly into her for several more times, a couple of minutes, then pulled out as he got ready to come. Before I even thought of what he would do, he took his hands from her hips and spread her ass cheeks gently and pushed the tip of his erection into her asshole so his tip went in and he came in her ass. She didn’t flinch at all but her head shot up like she was looking out of the window. I saw he was lubed from fucking her but he didn’t try to penetrate more than that little bit. She shivered and held my hand tight as he came but held still otherwise. When he finished and pulled out, some semen ran out her butt.

My son stood back. My daughter looked over her shoulder at him and his penis and quietly said “Wow.” I realized I was relieved he pulled out. My son quickly got paper towels then reached behind my daughter to carefully wipe most of his sperm from her butt. He pulled up his trunks then he got down on his knees and started kissing her bare butt saying, “I’m sorry I spanked you.” Then he licked her between her cheeks, spreading them apart. I watched him lick her hole for what felt like minutes but was probably seconds. She stared out the kitchen window but didn’t clench or tighten up. I spoke as a parent for the first time, “None of this gets talked about with anyone. If you get mad with each other, you still can NEVER tell anyone about this. Your Dad can’t find out.” My daughter nodded in agreement. I said, “When we’re talking about games or school or grades or friends, we just talk like we always have. We don’t mention this outside the three of us when we are alone, without Dad.” My son finished licking her ass and stood up and my daughter let go of my hand. She could finally pull up her bikini and she pulled it high into her ass crack again, adjusting it back to normal, staring out the window the whole time. Finally my daughter turned to me then said, “I won’t tell anyone, I promise. I don’t want Dad to know about this.” I asked, “Are you okay?” and she replied, “Mom, I’m fine. Like, just a little wierded out right now, okay?” My son looked at my daughter and said, “Thank you.” then turned and went back out to the pool and after a few seconds my daughter quietly followed.

We went back to the pool for half an hour and acted like nothing had happened. We were just quiet. Even now, I’m not certain but that may have been my daughter’s first sexual experience, though she does date fairly regularly. I only hope that this wasn’t her first time. I wish I had not been there to see it. I’m so ..(continue confession)

My Best Friends Husband

For almost 30 years I've been in love with my best friend's husband. From the day I met him I I've wanted him. I was 22 when I met him when he was dating my friend. I was so taken by him. I wanted him so bad but didn't want to hurt her. We were practically sisters. I always made sure I was the third wheel. If they were going out to eat, I was going with them. To the movies, I would sit on one side of him and she on the other. Whenever he and I were alone I would push the boundaries to see how far I could get him to go. One time we kissed! There was no tongue but it was a long lip to lip kiss that lingered. I dream about that day often. He smelled amazing and his lips were so warm and soft. Even as their Maid of Honor I flirted with him at the wedding but then turned my attentions to his brother but he was a jerk-off so I went home and masturbated thinking about them fucking on their wedding night wishing it was me under his beautiful body. Within a couple of years we lost touch but I always thought about him. I'm 48 now and I have never been fucked by a man. The only lips that ever touched mine were his. You can say I've been saving myself for him. I just got a phone call from my friend's mother. Apparently my friend is very sick. She may only have weeks to live. I rushed to her bedside. I wanted to talk to her and be with her, but mostly, I wanted to be near him. When he saw me in the hall of the hospital he burst into tears and wrapped his arms around me. He sobbed on my shoulder as I consoled him. He still smelled amazing and and I felt at home in his arms. We stood there and held each other. I didn't want to let go. Reluctantly I let go of him as he led me into her room. She looked awful and I'm not even sure she knew I was there. Her husband was talking to her. He announced I was present but there was no reaction. He said she is heavily sedated for the pain but she could still hear. He left the room so I could talk to her. I told her I missed her and that I loved her and sorry that we lost touch. I told her about my lonely life. No husband or boyfriend. No kids no family. I then told her how lucky she was to have such a beautiful family and amazing husband. I then decided to let it all out and confess to her. I told her that I was in love with her husband and that I have always been and that I've been saving myself for him, and that one day he would be mine. I told her I would never want her to suffer but I wanted and needed him. Still no movement or response. I got up to leave and met him in the hallway again. We embraced and I held him so tight like my life depended on it. We let go and I gave him my number in case he needed anything. When I got to my car I felt that my pussy was saturated! I rushed home to pleasure myself while his scent was still on my skin and clothes. I fucked myself to my most incredible orgasm to date. I passed out when I was done. A few hours later I was woken by my phone. I answered and it was him. He told me that she was gone. He was a mess. I just kept saying that I was so sorry and that I loved her and I told him I loved him. Then he said I love you too, goodbye. He said he loved me! Those words continued to linger in my ears.
A few days later was her funeral. I did myself up but not too much. I had to look grief stricken. I wore a black form fitting dress to show off my ample curves and it was short but not too short so to show off my legs to him. The wake and the funeral was like a blur. I stood by his side whenever I could but there were too many people around. I couldn't get him to myself.
A year later I hadn't seen him. I had left messages to see if he needed anything but he never returned my calls.
Spring came and I was at the Home Depot getting flowers and stuff to plant in my garden. I was struggling to pick up a bag of mulch when all of a sudden a knight in shining armor or should I say orange apron swept in and grabbed the bag and threw it on my cart. It was him! I threw my arms around him and we hugged for so long and so tight. I never wanted to let him go again. He said now with his wife gone he has to work here part time to help pay the bills and the mortgage. He saw all the stuff I was buying. He walked me up to the front and he whispered something to the cashier and handed her something. I thought I was getting the employee discount but he paid for it all. He then helped me get it into my car. He asked if I needed help planting. I said I sure do. He said he could swing by tomorrow to help. I asked what he was doing tonight. He said nothing. The boys were staying by there uncle's for the weekend. I asked if he wanted to come over for dinner. He said of course. I said I'll see you around 7. He said great.
I sped home to clean my house, shower and shave my legs and other areas. I was already by 5. Now I waited. 7 o'clock the door bell rang. It was him! He brought some wine and a beautiful bouquet of flowers. We embraced again but this time was different. It was better. He was more relaxed and I felt his hand slide down my sundress to my hip and he caressed the small of my back! It sent shockwaves through my body! We sat down and ate dinner. We polished off several bottles of wine. We then went into the living room and we sat close to each other on the couch. I wanted him so fucking badly. My pussy was on fire. We talked for an hour then the subject of the time we met came up. He said he always thought I was beautiful. My eyes started to well up. He then blew me away. He said Amy, I remember pulling up to your parents house and seeing you on the porch smoking a cigarette. Your hair was long and curly and you had on black ribbed stretch pants and button down shirt with little flowers on it. You were so gorgeous. It was like love at first sight. There were so many times over the years that I wanted to break up with her and be with you, but I just couldn't do that to her. I've been pining for you for all these years and now finally I have my chance. He leaned in and we kissed. This time it had tongue and it was dripping with passion. We couldn't get enough of each other. It was like we wanted to swallow each other whole. I then slid down and practically clawed off his pants to expose his enormous cock. I say enormous because it was a little bigger than my vibrator. I kissed and licked and sucked every inch of that beautiful piece of meat. I sucked it like I was sucking on a too thick milkshake. I rubbed my face into his smoothly shaved scrotum and took both nuts into my mouth. I may have been a virgin but I've watched lots of porn. After I sucked his cock and balls. I stood up, stripped my panties off and ripped off my sundress. I stood there naked in front of him and he said that right at that moment he has never seen me more beautiful. Once he said that I jumped right on his cock and I rode it like riding a Harley down a cobble stone street. It didn't take long. I started to breath heavy then I screamed and I orgasmed so intensely! He just kept pumping away. I told him to cum inside me! I needed his cum! He finally exploded in me it was so amazing. He then laid me down on the couch and proceeded to eat my cream pie! He licked, sucked and slurped his cum and ..(continue confession)

Latest College Tour Trip

I’m so excited to post tonight! Yesterday and today were great after the crap I posted about on Monday. I love my kids more than anything.

I took my son to his latest college tour. After being caught by my daughter on Monday I panicked all night worried she’d tell her father we had sex with her brother. When my husband got home Monday night I had a plan. I arranged it to bring her along. I pulled her out of school for two days saying she wanted to see the college too.

Yesterday morning (Tuesday) we packed for the trip. The campus tour was at the end of the afternoon. My daughter was nervous that she was going along. On the way out of town, we went to the outlets so I could help buy her some outfits. Her brother waited in the car. We bought a super short black suede mini skirt and a little denim dress that zips up the front with no sleeves and a scooped neckline along with some black ankle booties. She looked alarmed by the tight clothes.

Before getting in the car, I started a mother-daughter chat. I asked, “Are you okay about yesterday?” My daughter acted exhausted, “Mom I’m fine. Like I was surprised big time.” I had to ask, “Was it your first, did if feel good?” She was honest, “Yes it was. It felt great, but it’s weird it was my brother. I wasn’t planning to do it yet.” “Why wait?” I asked, then,“So do you want to do it again?” She slowed, paused, said slowly, “Ummm, yeah, okay.” We did ‘Are you sure’, ‘Yes, I’m sure’ a few times, and she said she was in.

I sat up front with my son driving and reclined my seat to talk to my daughter. I pulled my son’s hand on my bare leg and pushed it under my t-shirt dress. My daughter saw and said, “Oh my God, Mom?” My son laughed and pushed aside my thong and he slowly played with my clit then ran his finger down into me. My daughter watched her brother’s hand in me until I orgasmed. After, I said, “Next stop, you sit up front.” We changed seats at the next stop. My son started with his hand on her leg. My daughter sat rigid in her seat but he said “relax” and she loosened up just enough. He petted her through her shorts and she pushed her crotch forward. He had her pull her shorts and thong down to the floor and she put her hands in her lap until my son pushed them aside. She gasped loudly when he first touched her bare pussy. For the next 50 miles my son fingered my daughter to four little orgasms.

I asked my son if he tried to arrange a threesome. He said no and I was relieved. I said to the kids that we would see who our tour guide was and if we could get him (if it was a him) interested in dinner and explained to my daughter we’d try to have sex with him. She reacted and said, “Wow, really? That’s crazy!” The tour guide ended up being a boy named Tony. He checked me out but eyed my daughter in her running shorts and baggy sweatshirt constantly. My son invited Tony to dinner. He hesitated so I added, “We’d love if we could talk more.” He agreed but had class until 8pm. We planned to meet at the restaurant after. It worked again to pick up the tour guide!

I booked a nice restaurant. My husband and I went there on a romantic weekend. I had on the hot blue flowered dress my son and I bought and my daughter wore a black turtleneck and the suede skirt. My son loved we couldn’t sit in the taxi without exposing our thongs. Neither of us could walk far without butt cheeks hanging out, we were always pulling our hems down. My daughter was uncomfortable and being shy. Tony smiled when he saw us. He said “Wow, you all look great!” then acted embarrassed. We sat my son and me on one side and my daughter and Tony on the other. I saw Tony sneak glances at my daughter’s exposed lap. He was single. He loved staring at my daughter’s legs and lap. By the end of dinner it was easy to get him to come back to our room.

We took a taxi to the hotel. I asked my daughter to sit on Tony’s lap to make space which he easily agreed to. At the hotel she and I walked ahead of the boys and she quietly told me Tony had an erection poking her in the butt in the car.

In the room we sat two on each double bed, my son and I on one, them on the other. We drank but it pretty was quiet. After a few minutes I made a move and started rubbing my son’s thigh. I sat closest to Tony so he could see “up” my dress and still see my daughter’s exposed lap. As we talked, my son put his hand on my upper thigh right at my hem, which didn’t cover my crotch at all. He ran his hand up my thigh and began rubbing me through my thong. Tony was wide-eyed but acted calm. I turned around to kiss my son softly then turned to Tony, “Can you keep a secret?” I asked. Tony just nodded.

My son and I started kissing while he began massaging my pussy through my thong. Tony and my daughter watched us until Tony made a move on her. They were both stiff, but soon started kissing. Tony put his hand between her legs and she spread her legs enough to give him access. Tony was soon inside my daughter’s thong fingering her. She seemed to loosen up a little bit. My son helped me out of my dress and I helped strip him. We got on the bed me on top of him and I said I wanted a long slow fuck. I wanted to watch my daughter. She held Tony’s crotch while he continued to finger her, then he undid his pants and soon had his penis out for her. He started to rush. Tony pushed her back on the bed then pushed her turtleneck and bra up over her breasts so he could first squeeze then suck both breasts, still fingering her. His shirt still on, my daughter began jerking him off gently until he finally rolled over on top of her, pulled her thong aside and lined his erection up to her pussy. He asked if she had a condom…which we completely forgot about. No condom he quickly said “I’ll pull out”, he pushed up on his hands over top of her and began to press into her pussy. She moaned softly while he began to work in and out of her lubing her up even more and going a little deeper each time. My son craned his neck upside down while I slow fucked him to watch his sister get taken.

My daughter made soft little grunts and Tony pumped her in rhythm and then started pounding her harder and faster. She bent her knees a little which allowed him more motion. Tony said, “Here it comes!” and started tensing and clenched his ass as he exploded in my daughter’s pussy. She hissed out “Oh No! Not in me!” as if whispering to stay quiet. He quickly pulled out and shot the rest on her belly. That wasn’t supposed to happen for sure. When they finished, my son and I fucked. I played with my clit as my daughter watched until first I orgasmed then my son pumped a hot load into me. I could tell by how he came that watching his sister turned him on, too.

We laid the four of us talking while I played with my son’s penis. He got semi-hard, but was distracted as his sister copied me and rubbed Tony back to life. He got hard faster. In the middle of talking, I got off our bed and got on top of Tony on theirs. My daughter laying beside us, I fucked Tony until we came. Tony didn’t say much as we fucked, but at the end he realized he had just fucked a mother and daughter. He was still in awe when we said goodnight and he left. My daughter finally got undressed and we sat on the bed naked and talked. I asked my daughter, “Did he go inside you?” She replied “Yes, two squirts.” ..(continue confession)

Three Times In A Day

Yesterday I had sex with my husband and my son (separately). Believe it or not, but I for one am not shocked. It had to happen eventually considering how aggressive my son is being. Neither my husband nor my daughter know. I’ll try to be briefer but I still relive it in my head so I hear the conversations, the arguing.

I’ve been posting about my son having a panty fetish and how he uses mine to masturbate for over a year, and how as of New Years we’ve also started having sex when he’s upset or aggressive, though yesterday he was calm. He probably needs medication, but I know now that him using panties was a way to relieve himself, and we’ve now escalated that to him using me when he needs his release.

Yesterday both kids had games to go to. My husband coaches my daughter, so he automatically went with her. My husband came out of the bathroom from his shower and saw me in my bra and thong. I wasn’t in anything overly sexy, just what I wear under yoga pants for watching games from the bleachers for a few hours. He started poking me in the butt with his erection and after a minute of kissing the back of my neck he was pulling my thong to the side and having me lean over the bed. “Have to be quick or we’ll be late to the game,” he whispered. I love when he does this to me, and separate from anything that I’ve done with my son, I just wanted my husband inside of me, maybe even more now that I’ve had sex with my son I wanted to feel normal having sex with my husband. It felt great but my husband had to hurry, so it was quick.

They left for their games and it was my son and I in the house alone. As soon as I heard the garage door leave my son knocked on my bedroom door. I said wait a minute but he came in anyway, and he had a full erection in his shorts. He said, “We have time before we leave.” So there I am with my 18 year old son with an erection standing in front of me in my thong and bra. I resisted, at least to him I did. When he came in the room and I saw his erection, I knew we’d have sex. He came up to me and stuck his dick between my legs. I felt him throb against my pussy. I did ask, “Why are you doing this to me? You know we shouldn’t do this.” He just said “It feels so good and makes me feel good.”

My son walked me backwards to the bed and I crawled backward to the middle of the bed. He climbed up to me and pulled down my thong. I undid my own bra and threw it on the floor. He mounted me and started pushing his erection against my pussy. He was surprised when he slid right in. He said, “you feel so warm and wet!” I just said right back to him, “You’re dad just fucked me, so I’m wet inside.” I could feel his penis twitch inside of me and I started coaching him, “Take a deep breath, don’t hurry, go slow.” I distracted him enough that he regained control without going soft at all. Before he began pumping, I also said, “Try sucking on my breast while you’re in me.” He put his lips on my breast and began sucking hard. I laughed, “Easy,” I said, “be gentle.” He went slower and tried to be more gentle, but he also licked and kissed all over my breasts then came back to my nipple. It was sloppy, but felt good.

I put my hands on his side and guided him to slowly thrust into me. He kissed at my breasts still, but came up for air and said “That feels so good.” “See,” I said, “you don’t have to be fast.” I could still feel that he was rock hard and twitching, so I knew it wouldn’t take long. I said to him “Go faster then just push all the way in when you start going.” That’s all it took, he sped up an in a few seconds I felt the first squirt of cum inside me. I yelled, “Harder!” and he rammed me one more time. It was just enough that I had an orgasm too, and again I squirted my juices all over us, even though I hadn’t done that with my husband earlier. We were both wet when we were done. I tried to clean up and help clean him up. We got ready and left.

I wasn’t thinking when I got in the car for the game, but by the time we pulled in I realized I was leaking into my thong and pants. I started hoping my thong somehow caught it, but not all of it. I asked my son to look and he said, “Can’t see it unless you bend over.” I spent the entire game sitting talking with other parents but all the time mortified someone would see my crotch.

Fortunately we got home before my husband and daughter. As my son went to get a shower, he said to me, “Can I have your thong?” I stopped and thought about it and asked, “Are you going to jerk off in them?” He didn’t even blink and said “Definitely.” I said to him, “Let’s go in your bathroom.” Without really talking about it, I pulled my waistband and thong down around my butt and bent over the counter in his bathroom. My son immediately pushed up against me, hard again. Without much effort he spread my ass and entered me. I said to him “We don’t have much time, just go fast.” He did and he quickly filled me again, maybe it was a smaller load but it felt as good as his earlier load, and I squirted making the top of my thighs wet. It felt like if I asked him to my son would get hard again and we could have done it longer. That 18 year old intensity is becoming a turn on.

As I pulled up my pants I heard the hum of the garage door opening as my husband pulled his car in. I said, “Good timing, that was lucky,” and told my son to get his shower and I pulled my pants up to greet my husband and daughter downstairs. I made sure to sit so no one could see any wetness in my pants, and stayed that way until bedtime.

I don’t have an excuse like I usually do. My son wasn’t hysterical or frantic. I didn’t feel forced. I willingly had sex with him twice in the same day, let alone having it within half an hour of having it with my husband. Usually I don’t feel like I cheated, I just feel like it’s a way for my son to get his release, but today I feel like I cheated. Plus I know I’ve done something with my son the past three out of four days. I thought afterward and am thinking now I’m making myself too available and he’ll expect more. I told him when we were alone that he will have to use my panties for the next few days and that we couldn’t have sex or screw around in any way. He was still calm and said okay, so I will make sure we don’t do anything for a couple of days at least.

Threesome With Son Involved

It has been a couple of months since I posted last. Things were pretty “normal” the last few weeks with my son. My son is getting ready for college and I am taking him to college visits while he makes a final decision on schools. He also has a fetish for my panties and on New Year’s Eve we had sex for the first time. We went on two campus visits so far, and during our trips we have been having sex. My husband and daughter do not know. Since my last post we've probably had sex 20 times at least. It’s a lot of sneaking around.

This week we took another trip to a school out of state. We scheduled it so that we would arrive for a mid-afternoon tour, stay in a hotel and return home the following day. The tour went great and my son was very relaxed at the start. Our tour guide was a younger college guy I’ll call Zach, a current freshman who only really knew a little more than the brochure but who took us from building to building. I did notice Zach kept looking at my breasts and caught him checking out my ass in my leggings more than a couple of times. My son and he got along really well and I could tell my son was getting very excited about the school, or at least that’s what I thought. After the tour I was surprised – honestly, completely surprised – when my son asked Zach for a good restaurant to go to dinner, then asked Zach if he would like to join us. The plan had been that my son and I would go back to the hotel room after the tour and change clothes. I would wear something cute and my son and I would act like we were on a date. I look 10 or 15 years older, not the 22 years older I actually am, plus my son looks a little older than he is so the date thing works well. Instead I knew right away my son was thinking something more. I know he’s been reading porn stories bout having sex, and I think that’s where he got this idea.

At the end of the tour we arranged to meet Zach in town at the restaurant that evening. As soon as we were in the car, I asked my son why he changed plans. “I didn’t change plans.” he said, “I want to watch Zach when he sees you in your mini skirt. He was really checking you out, even when he was talking to me.” I was shocked and asked what my son was thinking. “Nothing, just let’s see.” I got a little nervous realizing my son was going to out us. I started to protest but he got really agitated and upset begging me to do it. I finally relented and got ready for dinner.

I had picked out an outfit to be causal but super cute for our “date.” White pullover shirt with a deep V-neck that showed a decent amount of cleavage and that you could just see the middle of my white bra poking out. Tight red mini skirt with button fly partway down the front that just barely covered the bottom of my butt standing up, tight white lace thong and white keds. I bought this outfit specifically for my son, but now this Zach kid would see it too. My son gave me a deep kiss after I got dressed. “You’re so hot, Mom. Zach’s going to go nuts!”

And he did. When Zach saw me his draw dropped open and his eyes went wide. The college-age hostess in the little black mini-dress gave me a slightly dirty look since I looked like a 30-something (okay, 40) on a date or whatever with two college guys. We sat at a small round high top table and I couldn’t help but flash my underwear and couldn’t cover them up when I sat. For the rest of the evening Zach stared mostly at my breasts and the exposed triangle of my thong between my legs and skirt hem. We couldn’t drink and we were only having tapas for dinner, so we sat snacking and talking, both boys focusing their attention and gaze on me. The male server made sure to get good looks at my lap and chest too.

Towards the end of dinner my son asked Zach to show him where the bathroom was. I thought that odd at first since usually girls go to the bathroom together. They were gone a while. When they got back, Zach looked a little pale and was quiet. They sat and Zach stared at the table while my son spoke to me. “Mom, can Zach come back to the hotel with us?” I knew exactly what it all meant obviously so I just replied, “Are you serious?” My son said, “Yes, he knows what we do and I thought maybe he could hang out with us.” I stared at the table too for a minute…Zach and I staring at the center of the table while my son waited for me to respond. Finally I quietly said “Ok” looking around to make sure no one heard what was going on…of course they didn’t know, though I was getting looks and evil stares from the hostess. When I said “Ok” the buys both got a little more relaxed and my son started fidgeting ready to leave while Zach smiled at me. I got excited too and my nipples got hard! I couldn’t help it. We got the check and got up to leave. I couldn’t stop thinking about what we were about to do and my nipples stayed hard all the way out of the restaurant. The hostess actually gave my chest a glance as we left.

We Ubered back to the hotel. We walked in with my son’s hand planted on my butt rubbing my ass through my skirt. I was so excited I didn’t even care who saw. This was going to be my first threesome, let alone the fact my son would be there.

Once in the room my son had me sit on the edge of the bed as he told Zach, “She tastes amazing!” They had me get up, pull up my skirt enough to remove my thong, and lean back on the bed. My hem was up just enough to expose my pussy. Zach got down on his knees and pushed my legs apart. He went down on me and began eating me out for ten minutes while my son stood sucking on the crotch of my thong. My son came over to me and began kissing me. Zach continued to eat me then he stood up and undid his pants. His penis didn’t seem as long as my son’s, but still looked very nice. My son pulled of his pants too as they pulled me towards the corner of the bed. Now Zach was positioned between my legs at the foot of the bed and my son was alongside the bed ready for me to blow him.

Zach felt heavenly as he entered me. My son moved closer and I took him into my mouth. As I blew him my son tried to undo my bra but couldn’t get it. So with Zach in my pussy, I quickly reached back and unsnapped my bra. My son reached in and squeezed one breast while Zach leaned forward and stretched my V-neck even more to grope at my other breast. I stopped briefly when I felt Zach get a little harder and pump faster into me. “Go slower,” I said. He stopped for a minute resting in my pussy to regain control. I kissed and licked at my son so that he wouldn’t go too fast. I don’t know how much longer it lasted, but I came once before the boys did and then we went until first Zach came in me then my son did.

Zach cleaned up and thanked us for the sex. He then said to my son, “I hope you decide to go here for college” and he said to me, “I hope you visit him often.” The boys exchanged texts then Zach left.

After Zach left we stripped and I cleaned up so we could make out for a while. We didn’t talk about Zach much until we went to bed. My son spooned me and I said, “I don’t know if we should have done that.” My son replied, “That was awesome watching him fuck you.” I spent a few minutes trying to explain how risky it was but it just made my son ..(continue confession)

Sunday Adventure Already...

We’re not leaving for our college visit yet, but today (Sunday) was already a very eventful day for me. We did it in church again and my son is trying to set me up to have another threesome.

We went to church as we always do and we volunteered to be ushers for the morning service. I told my husband that he and my daughter could go into the service and my son and I would cover the doors after service began. We waited about two minutes after the start then I grabbed my son by the hand and took him to the basement bathroom. I couldn’t stop thinking about the bathroom since my last post and I had to have sex there again.

I had on a flared flower print short sleeve dress that goes almost to my knees with a matching set of floral bra and thong underneath. I said, “Please go down on me.” I led my son to the toilet where we could close the lid and I could sit. He pulled my thong to the side and put his mouth on me and began tonguing my clit then eating me out until I came. As soon as I came I stood up and bent over and he penetrated me from behind. He whispered “oh Mom, oh Mom” as he fucked me. It’s still a little uncomfortable hearing that but it also makes me feel warm to be so close to my son this way. Yes, I know I shouldn’t. He came inside me as my pussy tightened around his shaft, then we quickly straightened up and went back upstairs. We had taken 7 minutes downstairs. If anyone had come in, they must have grabbed bulletins and gone in already so we lingered another minute or two then went into the service. I did panic inside for a minute as I realized my son never washed his mouth so I hope it wasn’t obvious or smelled too much, but it all seemed okay. Doing it in church is extremely exciting even if it’s very risky, or maybe that’s why it’s exciting.

I had to run out shopping right after church and my son made an excuse to go along. My son kept mentioning how hot the threesome was the last time we went on a college tour and how it was like the stories he’s read. As we were running around we passed a store called Exhibit. Knowing what it is, my son pleaded with me to go inside. I said no jokingly until he began pleading “Just go in, please just go in!” for a couple of minutes in the car. He got very agitated and started swaying in his seat so I put my hand on his leg and said, “Okay.” We came out with a new dress for me to wear when we go on the college trip. It’s not for the tour, but for dinner or going out. For the store, it was as conservative as I could find. It’s very clingy polyester and spandex, short and dark blue with some flowers printed on it. My son loves that it’s called the “Don’t Let Me Go” dress. He also begged me in the store to try a size smaller than my normal size. It’s stretch so it fit and when I quickly opened the changing room door he started getting hard. I quickly closed the door but I bought the dress for the trip.

On the way home we only talked about our last trip and the threesome. Then he says, “How ‘bout if I use Tinder or MyLOL to find someone?” I was a little horrified he’d bring it up like this, so nonchalantly. I argued what we did should be a one-time thing. He replied “But it’s so hot to watch you and also fuck you.” I said he was reading too much about sex online and what we’re doing is already risky enough. His argument back was, “…but we already did it. It’s only when we go on trips. We don’t have many more chances.” He finally started to get quieter but then started to cry that he was disappointed. I said, “Let’s not talk about this right now, you can’t go in the house crying.” He ended by asking, “So can I try it?” and I replied, “I don’t know, but do not post face pictures of me.” When we got home I led my husband up to the bedroom and had him make love to me before a late lunch, all the while I thought about the idea of another threesome. That was my Sunday morning...