Straight Male / 24
Performance Issues
Something happened six months ago that has changed my life. I used to be a normal 24 year old straight guy. Now I don't know.
I spent 45 days in jail for bad checks. It didn't go well. I had a choice. Get my ass kicked all the time or perform sexual favors. Two guys in my section promised to keep me close and safe if I serviced them. I started giving them blowjobs but soon it wasn't enough.
The first night it happened I was face down in a bunk with another man shoving his cock in my ass. It hurt but he didn't care. He fucked me hard. Besides the pain in my burning asshole I started to feel something. I realized my own cock was rock hard and digging into the mattress. Afterward I was so embarrassed. Not at getting fucked in the ass but at the thought I enjoyed it. Getting fucked became a near daily thing. And most of the time my cock got hard, a couple of times I even came myself without touching my cock.
After I got out things got worse. I constantly wonder if I am gay. I have a girlfriend but for the past several months I have only been able to have sex with her two times. My cock will not stay hard when I try to fuck her. It has only made my shame worse. And enforced my thoughts about being gay.
What should I do???
I spent 45 days in jail for bad checks. It didn't go well. I had a choice. Get my ass kicked all the time or perform sexual favors. Two guys in my section promised to keep me close and safe if I serviced them. I started giving them blowjobs but soon it wasn't enough.
The first night it happened I was face down in a bunk with another man shoving his cock in my ass. It hurt but he didn't care. He fucked me hard. Besides the pain in my burning asshole I started to feel something. I realized my own cock was rock hard and digging into the mattress. Afterward I was so embarrassed. Not at getting fucked in the ass but at the thought I enjoyed it. Getting fucked became a near daily thing. And most of the time my cock got hard, a couple of times I even came myself without touching my cock.
After I got out things got worse. I constantly wonder if I am gay. I have a girlfriend but for the past several months I have only been able to have sex with her two times. My cock will not stay hard when I try to fuck her. It has only made my shame worse. And enforced my thoughts about being gay.
What should I do???
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