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Bi-Sexual Male / 59
A Door Opened For Me, One I Never Expected
My wife of thirty plus years came down with cancer. As many have experienced it is the beginning of a long journey, a fight only the victim can fight, with the help of the medical establishment. The Chemo, the surgery, the recovery, the Chemo again. Remission, and then, it was in her lung. A year plus when she finally succumbed. A brave fight. If nothing had been tried, maybe she would have had a few less months. But when it metastasized to her lungs, the cancer won.
I was spent, lost around the house. A friend said move, get a different space. Another friend said get out, mingle. But nothing worked. I didn't move, I didn't mingle. I withdrew completely.
One day I got a phone call from an old friend, from my work days. He was in town and we agreed to meet. He had changed, so had I. He is a big man, always was, but with age he looked just right. We talked, he had divorced many years earlier and was playing golf, and riding his Harley. He lived in Arizona in a Seniors only community and said he had many friends and got around. When I asked him if he had found someone after his divorce, he was hesitant to answer. No, he said, not really. I found something else instead. It turns out that I prefer to spend my time with another man. I'm gay. Always was.
It did surprise me, but in a way I could see it then. So he was gay, so what. We went onto coffee and I gave him my sob story. When I dropped him off at his hotel he asked me to park and come up with him, have a nightcap. In the room he said he wanted me to relax, let all those pent up feelings go away. He offered a massage, he helped me undo the belt in my pants to relax, he said he was gay, and giving a man a massage was not strange to him. He was good, I'm not a massage type, but he was good and he had me relaxed, when he offered to massage my glutes. he pulled my pants and shorts off and massaged my glutes. As he did he rubbed himself up against my back.
Now, this may fell strange, but it will for just a second. Surrender, give in. He had undressed and helped me out of my shirt which is all I had on. He started to give me a full body massage, kissing my back, kissing my glutes, he had worked up some warm jelly which he used to massage my butt. Just let it happen, he told me. He laid himself on my back and with his cock he massaged my butt, until he penetrated me, slowly, I felt like I was going to pee when he did. He penetrated me completely, his warm body on mine, his hips pounding, his cock inside me, until he was done.
We showered and he washed my cock and had me wash his cock. Get used to how a cock feels in your hand. Let a man know you are enjoying his company, massage his cock, don't be scared, make love to his cock with your mouth, show him that you worship his cock, the cock that he is going to show you how much he enjoys your company. I woke up with him, I had made love to his cock, I had massaged his cock, he had showed me how good it felt to grind your cocks together.
In the morning over coffee I was very self conscious. Not embarrassed, per se. Most men are natural bottoms, he said. Some of us are natural tops. I prefer you as a bottom, I hope you relaxed. We saw each other that night again, we went to a Vietnamese place. This time we kissed first, and helped each other out of our clothes. This time I made love to his cock first, before he got on my back. This time I did surrender completely, I let him take his time and enjoy himself, my enjoyment came along with his.
We are friends, I've been to Arizona to see him, met his friends. It is a 'gay' crowd, and he presented me as his friend from days gone by. My first all gay party, watching football by the pool, talking and having fun.
I miss my wife, the memories are strong. I didn't know it would open this door for me.
I was spent, lost around the house. A friend said move, get a different space. Another friend said get out, mingle. But nothing worked. I didn't move, I didn't mingle. I withdrew completely.
One day I got a phone call from an old friend, from my work days. He was in town and we agreed to meet. He had changed, so had I. He is a big man, always was, but with age he looked just right. We talked, he had divorced many years earlier and was playing golf, and riding his Harley. He lived in Arizona in a Seniors only community and said he had many friends and got around. When I asked him if he had found someone after his divorce, he was hesitant to answer. No, he said, not really. I found something else instead. It turns out that I prefer to spend my time with another man. I'm gay. Always was.
It did surprise me, but in a way I could see it then. So he was gay, so what. We went onto coffee and I gave him my sob story. When I dropped him off at his hotel he asked me to park and come up with him, have a nightcap. In the room he said he wanted me to relax, let all those pent up feelings go away. He offered a massage, he helped me undo the belt in my pants to relax, he said he was gay, and giving a man a massage was not strange to him. He was good, I'm not a massage type, but he was good and he had me relaxed, when he offered to massage my glutes. he pulled my pants and shorts off and massaged my glutes. As he did he rubbed himself up against my back.
Now, this may fell strange, but it will for just a second. Surrender, give in. He had undressed and helped me out of my shirt which is all I had on. He started to give me a full body massage, kissing my back, kissing my glutes, he had worked up some warm jelly which he used to massage my butt. Just let it happen, he told me. He laid himself on my back and with his cock he massaged my butt, until he penetrated me, slowly, I felt like I was going to pee when he did. He penetrated me completely, his warm body on mine, his hips pounding, his cock inside me, until he was done.
We showered and he washed my cock and had me wash his cock. Get used to how a cock feels in your hand. Let a man know you are enjoying his company, massage his cock, don't be scared, make love to his cock with your mouth, show him that you worship his cock, the cock that he is going to show you how much he enjoys your company. I woke up with him, I had made love to his cock, I had massaged his cock, he had showed me how good it felt to grind your cocks together.
In the morning over coffee I was very self conscious. Not embarrassed, per se. Most men are natural bottoms, he said. Some of us are natural tops. I prefer you as a bottom, I hope you relaxed. We saw each other that night again, we went to a Vietnamese place. This time we kissed first, and helped each other out of our clothes. This time I made love to his cock first, before he got on my back. This time I did surrender completely, I let him take his time and enjoy himself, my enjoyment came along with his.
We are friends, I've been to Arizona to see him, met his friends. It is a 'gay' crowd, and he presented me as his friend from days gone by. My first all gay party, watching football by the pool, talking and having fun.
I miss my wife, the memories are strong. I didn't know it would open this door for me.
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