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After I got divorced from my wife last summer I haven't been interested in women since. Kinda just been done with the stress they put on me.

So back in September of 2017 after I dropped the kids off at my ex wife's house since she asked if she could have them for the weekend because she was going to her parents house, I said no problem. I normally have them every weekend but I don't stop her from letting them see their grandparents.

So that Friday night I was just sitting on the couch wearing my briefs and a t shirt watching tv with the dog. Also was kinda looking at porn too since no sex means I'm very horny. That night I ventured into gay porn. First time looking at it and I was curious. My ex wife had shoved her small dildo up my ass a time or two before but that was when we were in our 30s

So I ended up taking the dog outside in just my underwear and a shirt. I was sitting in a lawn chair and it was dusk so it was almost dark and wouldn't you know it my neighbor walked around back of his house. We have a small fence in between our property but he could see everything. He's older than me by 4 years and he said lazy Friday night in your underwear I see. I stood up and blurted out oh tighty whities day too I see. I said yep, wear briefs to work and just was too lazy to put shorts on when I got home.

So I'm standing by the fence talking to him aware my bulge is on display. After about 20 minutes of talking he looks down and says your packing in those. I laughed and said nothing special, have big balls. He knew I was single but asked if I had a girlfriend or anything. That's when I told him I'm done with women. I asked him if he was single and that's when he told me he has been gay his whole life. I never knew that about him and honestly it never crossed my mind. He said he's more if the manly type that people assume he's straight.

So after talking he asked if I wanted to come over to his garage for a beer. I said I'm in my underwear and he said who cares I'll be in just mine in a bit watching too. I rarely drink so one beer was all I had and we were talking. Then I got curious and asked him about gay sex. He asked what I wanted to know. I said well how does it feel and what position do you prefer.

So after a bit of talking he asked if I wanted to come inside. I followed him in and he took his pants off and he was wearing briefs. I said oh you give me crap for my white briefs and your wearing them too. He laughed and said I just like to tease guys about them and your good looking so you needed the excitement. That's when I told him I hadn't had sex in a year and a half and was wanting to try sex with a guy.

He took me right to the bedroom and said I wondered when your curious ass was gonna ask. He pulled my underwear down and took ahold of my cock. Saying nice thick one you have and your shaved! I said yeah, ex wife hated pubes and I just got so used to shaving that I can't stand pubes on myself anymore. I'm a good 6.5" hard and uncut. He took his underwear off and his big low hanging balls hung and his cock is 7". I have low hanging balls too which I loved having played with.

I straight up told him I want to get my ass fucked, been curious about it. He had me lay on the bed and he rimmed my ass. Now that felt great. Then he got up, grabbed lube and lubed up my asshole. He asked if I wanted him to wear a condom and I said up to you. We're neighbors, I'm sure I can trust you. He hadn't had sex in a while so I said just go bare. So once his cock was in my ass and fucking me it was such a great feeling. A feeling I thought I'd never like. I laid on my back jerking my cock as he fucked me. All that prostate stimulation was overwhelming.

I couldn't take it anymore and just started cumming all over myself. He stopped fucking for a minute as my ass was clamped down on his cock. Once I finished cumming, he spread my legs and started pounding in my hole. I felt his cock grow and swell till he was morning abd I felt warm hot cum spraying in my ass. He pulled out and my hole was gaping for a minute. I laid there as he gave me baby wipes to clean up with asking if I liked it.

Heck yes I liked it and every since that night we have sex once a week to three times a week. But I did feel funny at first knowing I was taking a guys cock and cum in my ass. Now on the weekends when I have my two teen daughters and young son I still will have sex with the neighbor guy when they go to bed at night. They have no clue their dad likes cock. Well I suspect my one daughter knows. Just the other weekend I came back after getting fucked and was sitting on the couch in my underwear thinking all the kids were asleep. Was sitting there in my white Calvin briefs still with a hard on just rubbing it and my daughter walks up behind me. She said jeez dad, still a tighty whities guy and dang out some pants on! I covered up with a pillow to hide my erection till she got something to drink and went back to bed.

Been hanging out with this 51 year old divorced dad for 4 months now. He's bi too and wanting a steady thing between us. So yesterday I decided to take it further and started getting all touchy when we were out on his farm. He has horses so we were out in his barn.

I undid his belt buckle, unbuttoned his pants and pulled them down. Had him standing there in his button down shirt wide open, his white fruit of the loom briefs with his jeans around his ankles. That's when I saw his bulge and about cr**ed! He said he struggleg to find a guy because he's hung. He's 8.5" and thick to be exact. I pulled his briefs down and started blowing him.

After a few minutes of that he said let's go inside. He pulled his underwear and pants up and we headed inside. He didn't have his kids this weekend so we had privacy.

He undressed me and start eating out my ass. I knew sex was coming. I was feeling pretty good and relaxed. He undressed fully and was completely hard. He walked over to his night stand and grabbed his lube out of there. He put a lot of lube on his cock and my butthole. He then told me this might hurt or feel uncomfortable at first. He started pushing his cock in and it did hurt. Never had one that big

Fast forward 20 minutes later, his cock was all the way in me and it felt great. He fucked me for a good hour, changing positions many times. Finally I was on my back and he was going at a steady pace and he said he's ready to cum. His cock swelled up and he blew a big load deep in me.

He slowly pulled his cock out and my hole was gaping and cum leaked out onto his sheets. I laid there letting my hole tighten back up and he grabbed a towel to wipe my butthole off with.

Now today I'm a little sore but I found I like having sex with him. I'm going over to his house again tonight to have sex again. And I learned my lesson yesterday to not wear boxers again after see, wearing briefs today since cum leaks afterwards. This guy is nice, hard worker and a good cowboy type. Plus he has a big hairy cock, all a plus to me. Probably will be my last cock in me forever, I want to top him now.

When a friend I've known all my life, offered me his second truck, as mine had all but given up the ghost, He said he'd want only two things in return. Those two things I've now been offering up to him for nearly four years, are my mouth and my asshole. The truck he gave me, is still running strong, as it should be being nearly new when he gave it to me. And my mouth and asshole have become his dumping hole for his copious amounts of cum. At least three times a week I have his meaty cock deep up my asshole and sometimes as many as five to six times a week, depending on when my wife's around. She's now pregnant and we've said we'll stop once my daughter is born, but I don't want to if I'm being honest, as he fucks me so good. It now helps we work together and soon he'll be moving right in back of of our property. The new truck he has lined up for me, will help with our expanding family. And it will also seal our gay relationship, as I just love his gorgeous cock up my ass.

The first time I entertained myself with a young man, I'd not long returned back from serving three years of sexual servitude. I say this because when you've been given the choice of being fucked by one man, or the whole fucking prison, you choose wisely.
Size, strength and your reputation count for nothing inside. Only who you know and who keeps your back. I had no
one, I was with no one and I was only one. I was fit, strong and handsome. That I was in prison for violence, mattered not. What mattered when I was approached was my decision, a decision after long hours in my cell, I knew I had to take.
Sucking his cock was nothing. I'd sucked dick before, but only for a jest. Having seven inches thrust up your virgin arsehole was something totally different. I was in a foreign country with absolutely no one to turn to, and I soon learned it was better to serve one master, then be fucked by everyone who wanted fresh meat.
As the months passed by, I began not only to enjoy his ways of fucking me, but I was the one seeking out the sexual gratification. Eventually his charge of me was challenged and he had to respond. Unfortunately I thought at first, he lost.
The man who took on my sexual mantel was everything I feared in prison. A nutter, someone who's mind was completely resigned to his fate, and someone who didn't give a rats arse about anyone or anything. Yet he wanted me, he wanted me more than I ever would have guessed.
Straight away it wasn't a normal, I fuck you, you take it sexual relationship. From the off he kissed me and wanted kissing. He also wanted long long sessions of sex and I gave him everything he wanted. Our relationship grew and soon it became a two way flip flop when we fucked. Everyone knew I was his and everyone except one man in there kept their distance.
Stupidly I thought I'd serve my sentence under his wing and only have to take his six inch cock nightly. I was wrong.
The night my lover was killed, I knew why, power and drugs. And I also knew my arsehole was up for grabs.
It was nearly five weeks later when everything kind of settled down. Everything and everyone had been on "Watch" and I'd become blase. Then I was given to my new master.
As crazy as it may seem, the prisoners of a certain ilk ran the prison. The time I'd been given from my last charge, my lover, was only to allow me to think I was safe. Being placed with A taught me who ran that part of the prison, and who held the power right then.
In his cell I was brutalized by him and his long meaty cock. I was made to service him and his "Boys" every single day, both orally and anally. My arsehole bled for weeks until my body got used to the constant fucking. And then when I thought it couldn't get any worse after almost six months, I was loaned out to a man whom I truly feared. Not for his violence, but his reputation for splitting men's arseholes.
He'd wanted me since I'd entered the prison, yet he knew he couldn't have me until he was "Passed" me. I was to my last charges, spent. A used up sexual item, and they'd already chosen a new eighteen year old.
Seeing his fully engorged cock the first time genuinely frightened me. I thought I'd be used to to cock by then, but his erection doesn't fit in the true sense of men's manhoods. I will not describe it here, but let you imagine the sheer size of a man's cock that can and had split other young men's rears. I was in dread and he knew it, yet he still had me strip naked for him. It was then he smiled and I knew maybe just maybe I'd be ok.
It hurt, by Christ it hurt. Yet my arsehole stretched and stretched some more. I was kneeling on his bunk and he'd plied my arsehole with lots of lube, which in there was hair conditioner. That alone told me I wasn't there just to satisfy him the once, but to become his.
The very depths of my body was where his enormous cock sought to be, and eventually after long long minutes of urging his cock inside of me, he reached. I was fucked like never before and he carried on fucking me way past his first orgasm. His cum already filled my bowels when his cock released again and he finally withdrew. I'd by lying to say I'd enjoyed any part of our initial fuck, but then I was physically ok, and afterwards he had us kiss.
Some prisoners fuck you, some have you suck them off. Not many, if hardly any ever kiss you. Those who do want you for their wive's, their prison "other halves". And once you become theirs, they'll fight to keep you.
Over the rest of my time inside that corrupt and violent place, he made me his and I became untouchable. Everyone who was anyone knew not to bother me, and that's how I grew to love that man. In time I even began to take his cock fully,and orgasm every time he fucked me.
My release came, and we fucked the last night of my sentence. We both knew we'd never see each other again, so we were still having sex (I was sucking him off) when they came to release me.
Back home in England it took time to settle back into being a "normal" human being again. And I found having sex with the women I did, totally alien at first. I knew why and I also knew it would probably take some time to readjust. Then out walking my new puppy, I was approached in a park by a young lad. He wanted to know if I wanted some fun. He wanted to know if I had reason for him to suck on my cock, and if I really wanted to, to fuck him.
Choices choices.
You know the rest. Or do you ?



I posted this about 8 years ago...got very hard reading it for the first time since then...not much has changed...I am older...have a little less sex but still love my gay antics...read on if you like...
I am a 50 year old married guy, living in the tropics. I have avoided sex with my wife for about 3 years...won't bore you with how I have done that.. and travel a lot. When I do, I take with me a complete wardrobe of sexy underwear, tight pants, sheer shirts, t's and muscle t's.
I should say I am very toned, tanned with a thong tan line, and would love to wax but that would give too much away...my thong tan line is hard enough... I wear thongs and my wife has often commented but....

When I travel I relax and take on my natural gay persona. I eyeball hot guys, I wear clothes that suggest I am gay, and I frequent gay clubs bars and venues. I ALWAYS have safe sex, I don't even suck a cock unless the guy has a condom on. Mostly I am a bottom...and love to be fucked with a thong or g string on...god knows why but it really turns me on.....

When my wife is away which is quite frequently, I spend a lot of time in the nude, or just in a thong or sheer see thru sarong. Our garden is very private and of course always swim nude.

I crave men...hot male bodies...hot firm smooth male skin.. erect male nipples ..hot male arm pits...and of course hard smooth erect shafts...to say nothing or the curve of a male back, leading to the mound of a male butt and the treasure of a dark crevasse, and a hot warm man c**t.

My most beautiful gay occasion was recently in Bali...a place I adore and a place I have only ever been to alone, so it has no shared past.

I was on business and was booked at a Villa resort belonging to my client. He was there and so my gay personna had to be tempered somewhat. We were invited to a dinner with one of his business colleagues and at the last moment my client had to attend another event so his driver took me to the dinner. I was wearing quite tight white pants, a quite sheer white cotton Bali shirt, and loafers. when I arrived, my host greeted me at the door. I was taken aback. he was wearing a sarong, bare torso and a gold ankle chain. he greeted me with a kiss to each cheek as he held both my hands. He called me darling, and invited me into the villa. It was beautiful, seductive and sensual. Candles, soft lighting, mode music, cushions...

He said what a shame Richard couldn't join us, but said he had had his cook do a great dinner so we should enjoy it .. he mixed a martini and we drank...chatted and had another martini, and another...usually two is my limit...but...

he then suggested i should perhaps be wearing a sarong, rather than hot long pants and went to get one. I wasn't drunk but certainly 'in the groove".

He came out with a sheer pure white sarong, with white frangipani flowers on it which you could hardly see...I felt my cock stir..

I went to the bathroom and undressed...i had a black thong on so had to quickly decide...leave it on...very visible or wear nothing...very visible...I decided on the thong NOT too forward, but hey if he though a thong was gay...well....

When I came out he passed me a glass of red wine...stood back and just said...oh, love the thong but darling sarongs are to be worn nude, especially that one..

I just stood there and lifted the sarong and took of my thong...and then I boned...all 8 inches of me...that was it we didn't eat dinner just fucked ourselves senseless.

Well I hope you enjoyed my story...I am very cummy...

continuation from previous (yesterday).

Yesterday I let a 45 year old man I knew fuck me. It was my first time getting fucked. I date girls and have a girlfriend that I fuck. After I came back to my room in my parents house I wrote the confession. I liked it, it hurt a bit going in, but he gave me time to get used to it and it was a really nice feeling having his long cock, but thin, moving in and out of me slowly at first then faster, and then ramming into me and holding it all the way in while he shot his sperm into me.

Last night I went out with my girlfriend and we were back at her parents in her room, her parents weren't coming back until very late. As I was fucking her I kept thinking that I had a mans cock inside my body just 10 or 12 hours before that. I kept thinking of the feeling of his cock moving in and out just as I was moving my cock in and out of her body, though in her pussy. I was sucking on her tits and my nipples could actually feel him sucking on my nipples, gentle suction in and out, I was repeating what he did to me. I had given my 17 year old girlfriend one orgasm with my mouth and tongue, and she'd just had another being fucked, I asked her if I could put it in her butt. That is nothing strange for us, I've been fucking her in all three of her holes for about 10 months now. she agreed and asked if I wanted her on her back and pull up her legs, or roll over on her stomach. I asked her to roll over. Now I was doing to her exactly what he did to me and it's all I could think about. I came inside her butt in a few minutes. All the time thinking about the feeling of him doing the same thing to me. I love fucking girls/women, I always have preferred it to the one guy I fucked 3 times, but I couldn't shake the feeling of him sucking on my nipples and actually fucking me.

This morning I went back to his house, he invited me in and I was hemming and hawing, not knowing how to ask him if he wanted to fuck me again. I asked if I could go to the bathroom and I came out naked holding the tube of lotion he used as lube on me yesterday. In his bedroom he started with me on my belly, then asked me to roll over. I pulled up my legs like my girlfriend does to give me access to her asshole instead of her pussy. He was on top of me, between my legs which I wrapped around him as she does me so often, his mouth began the slow, in/out sucking that I found I really like on my nipples. I got fucked for a glorious 45 minutes before he blasted inside me. During the sex I found myself tensing up in my abdomen twice. I felt like I was cuming but nothing was shooting out of my cock. I was actually having an orgasm internally with a cock fucking inside my body. Using my body for his pleasure.

After, I went to the toilet and was sitting there emptying myself of his sperm and he came in, started the shower.
While the water was getting warm he took a small Fleet bottle and had me stand up and gave me a small enema, saying it would clean me out best. I evacuated the water and all else, and he opened the shower door inviting me in. We washed each other and with some soap on his middle finger, he got on his knees in front of me and sucked me with his finger in my butt moving along my prostate. I had never had that before, and it was incredible. I came like never before and he swallowed it all. After, I was sucking him on the bed and he fucked me again. I didn't empty this time, I came back home and in my room am here again with a 45 year old mans sperm inside my body. I don't have to hem and haw anymore, he will fuck me everyday I want, anytime I want. When I go with my girlfriend tonight I'm going to get her to suck me while her finger moves on my prostate. He's asked me to come to his house after I'm done tonight, and not to wash my cock off from her pussy juice. I want his cock so badly. I need it, I need to feel that internal cum again. I'm going to spend the night with him, but he warned me in the morning he'll want to be sucked and I must swallow. I will . . . another first.

Vacation With The Wife

My wife and I decided to take a cruise last summer. Good get away from the kids and a good chance for us to catch up on some needed sex

Well I definitely had sex with her but one day while she was doing stuff I happened to end up in a room with an older couple. An older gay couple.

Both of them were wanting a bottom to share and I happened to be a bottom even though I hadn’t took dick in about 12 years

But I was bent over the bed and they used me. Both cummed in me. So as I left there cabin my ass felt like cum was about ready to leak out into my bikini briefs I was wearing under my shorts.

Before my wife got back to our cabin I was able to push the cum out and shower. But when she got back and saw me naked with a fat erection I plowed her ass thinking about how sore my ass was from taking two fat older dicks.

First Time

Two nights ago I got fucked for the first time. The guy who fucked me was a few years older

I honestly don’t know how to feel. Losing my virginity hurt at first but once I was relaxed it didn’t feel to bad. My hard dick and balls bouncing as he fucked me doggy style.

He did wear a condom but came all over my butt and lower back.

Afterwards I went home to my wife and 3 daughters with a sore ass. But oddly the soreness made me horny

I’m not sure if I’ll go back to the guy for me sex. I liked it but at the same time it was pretty overwhelming taking a big dick

Wild Year With College-age Guys After Divorce

I've been divorced for a year after being married to a woman for more than 30 years. I'm a father of two adult children. The last 10 years of the marriage there was no sex at all. I didn't cheat during the marriage, just jerked off a lot. Got addicted to twink porn. After divorce I got settled into new house, asked out a woman I knew who was also divorced, turned out she had a boyfriend. I was always kind of attracted to guys too so I created a Gr*ndr profile. I was so inexperienced. I started out hosting blo-n-gos, giving oral. I was amazed how many younger guys liked older. Then one guy wanted to f*ck me, so I let him. It hurt a little at first but then felt amazing. I couldn't believe what I missed out all those years. I slept really well that night. Then guys wanted me to f*ck them. I gained confidence with more experience. I was really happy having lots of fun, hooking up two to three times a week, every week. I was comfortable with inexperienced guys. There were a lot of scared rabbits though that would flake out and ghost, just not show up without any word. A few times after great sex some said they wanted relationships but then I never heard from them again. I mostly liked to give oral sex and anilingus. I enjoyed making college-age guys happy and loved hearing them moan in appreciation when I made them feel good. I liked receiving, too, and topping, and had a lot of great sex over the past year but I was worried about becoming too promiscuous. When I had sex it was almost always bareback. I would breed and get bred. I knew the risks but I thought I selected partners carefully and didn't do random public hookups in parks or restrooms. After years of feeling rejected for sex by my ex and having low self esteem I was finally happy again and feeling wanted. I feel bad now though, and foolish, but not surprised that I may have a STD. I've made an appointment to get tested and quit Gr*ndr cold turkey. I feel like I just went through a slut phase that maybe some people do when they're younger. It was really hot f*cking attractive guys 40 years younger. I have amazing memories of encounters with many partners but taking a break now. I may have scratched that itch and gotten it out of my system. I may never do random NSA hookups again and just look for a stable partner instead.

First Experience With A Guy

I married my wife when I was 24. She was 23. We met in college.

After college I started working at a company in sales. It was a lot of work but had good rewards and excellent benefits.

While on a work trip with an older coworker when I was 30 we had an unexpected layover so we got a hotel room together. This coworker I had know for a few years.

Hanging out in the hotel room he strips to his underwear. His tight runners body in white Calvin Klein briefs. His bulge in his briefs was a sight. This man was obviously hung.

To make things more comfortable I figured I’d strip to my underwear too. So off came my clothes and there I was standing in my white fruit of the loom briefs. I was trying so hard to not get hard but I did. And he noticed. Tried my best to hide it as I got in bed but my coworker says it’s fine. He gets it we’re both guys.

As an hour passes he’s now in my bed naked. His dick makes my average size cock look small! Informing him that I am a virgin to sex with guys he assured me he’d take it slow. As I watched his left hand with his wedding ring stroke my dick he said I’m gonna try to penetrate you

There in that airport hotel my virgin hole was stretched wide open taking his dick. I’m sure others could had heard my moans! It hurt at first but I knew how anal was since I fucked my wife in her butt.

As my coworker is balls deep in me. Bouncing his balls off my butt my dick is rock hard. I was stroking it too. It didn’t take long for me to cum all over the bed. Talk about a mess!

A few minutes later his pace was picking up and his dick started to thicken up. Before I knew it he was saying I’m cumming. Deep in my rectum he emptied his load. And it definitely wasn’t a small load because I felt his dick throb for awhile.

After he pulled out he went to wash his dick off as I laid there with my ass feeling funny. And full of cum. I’m thinking in my head that a man in his late 50s just used my ass as a pussy and we’re married to women.

Once he came out of the bathroom he put his underwear back on and got in bed.

The following morning my ass was sore but we had a flight to catch

Fast forward to now. My wife and I got 4 kids. Teenage twin daughters. One son and then another daughter. Now when I got out of town every other month for a week on a work trip I got a guy that I meet up with and he fucks me really good. It’s great stress relief for me.