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Not Out, But Fully Accepted My Hidden Wants And Desires

Going back many years when I was a college Junior I got a job as a bellman at a resort hotel for the summer. Being new I got the graveyard shift, which was all right considering I made more money in tips than I had ever made before. Lots of strange events and requests take place at night, but running errands for guests always paid for itself.

In the kitchen was a Mexican cook. He stopped to talk to me on the way out, he got off late at night around 4 a.m. after the kitchen had been cleaned and prepped for the next day. One night before he left he asked me to come with him to the men's room (no cameras) over by the exit to the pool. He unzipped his pants and took out his cock and told me he wanted me to give him the best blowjob of his life.

While we talked he kept playing with his cock and he got hard and kept offering his cock to me, standing between me and the door and he told me that if I didn't want to suck his cock that was fine with him, he would fuck me instead. To suck him I sat on a toilet and he stood in front of me and put his cock against my face then on my lips. I opened my mouth and he put his cock in my mouth and told me how he wanted me to taste his cock with my mouth and tonogue and to grab his cock with my hand and I was soon sucking on his cock and he was holding my head with his hands. He did cum, shoving his cock into my mouth and I got my first taste and first experience receiving cum. I swallowed some, spit out some, and the taste of cum stayed in my mouth until I got home later than morning to brush my teeth.

I got fucked some many times by him I lost count. At work it was dangerous, even in that men's restroom because I would have to be off station for a while. I went to his apartment after work, he was in bed naked and would hold up the sheets for me to get naked and get in bed with him. He always had lube on the nightstand and he would lube me and finger me and fuck me. The best position was me flat on the bed and he got on my back and fucked me while I rubbed my cock against the sheets and came into the sheets and mattress. I loved sucking his cock, I loved getting him to cum in my mouth, I loved having him fuck me. It is the reason I stayed all summer long at that job.

When I returned to college I never got up enough nerve to talk to someone I thought might let me suck their cock. I graduated without another experience. Career, marriage, kids, and divorce took place over many years. Until I met this man in the parking lot of a Lowes and he helped me change a tire on my car. We were sweaty and dirty and he suggested we go into the Chilies' and get a cold beer. We sat at the counter and had a couple of beers and he kept patting my thigh and I got a bit of an erection and he tapped too high and touched my semi erection and he invited me to go to his place which was a short distance away and I got to suck his cock.

Not a kid anymore, and more sure of myself I gave him the best blowjob I could. I held his hard cock in my hand and I let my memories of those days when I was in college come back, and I sucked him and used my hand to work him into ejaculating in my mouth and I swallowed as much as I could. The taste of his cum in my mouth, his cock in my hand, his hand on my head all caused me to ejaculate in my pants. We talked after that, after laughing at me ejaculating in my pants, and me telling him the story of when I was a college kid with a summer job. He was an active gay man, and he was more than happy helping me relive my experience and he fucked me which I really enjoyed.

With him we became friends, friends with benefits, we hung out at his place. He liked to sunbathe in the nude and I followed him out onto his balcony which conveniently had a bamboo curtain around it. I spent a lot of time playing with his cock, sucking his cock, he asked if I wanted him to kiss me and I said yes and we made love after that. Whenever he got on my back and I felt his cock go in and out I remembered my youth and how much I enjoyed it then and how much I enjoyed it right then.

We are more than just friends with benefits, we experienced the lock down together and now are planning a trip together to Iceland. Certainly I am not out with any of my family or friends, they know that I have this friend and that we get along, but I am sure they don't have any clue that we are lovers. He agrees with me that in my case it is best not to disturb anything.

Iceland will be our time together, we don't plan to do anything until after we have exhausted ourselves, fucked me until I can't take it anymore, fucked me until he can't give it anymore. We are going to Iceland to fuck ourselves crazy.

I worked as a bookkeeper for the utility in our city and retired after 30 years. After retirement I set up a small bookkeeping shop, I also became a notary, and did small EZ tax returns for older folks in town (I never charged for these as I felt it is an honor to help my fellow seniors). My wife died after I retired, a simple case that went horribly wrong, and I have been alone for these last seven years. I get lonely and I have wandered off and found company in all the wrong places on the internet.

You see, I have always had a dark side of me that looked for physical satisfaction with other men. I just have this desire to touch a man and perform oral sex on him. I have at times, mostly when I was younger let a man perform sex on me. I enjoyed that.

My dark side started when I was quite young, growing up as I did on a farm in Louisiana around men who worked the farms, some of them liked the company of younger men, some quite young and I found that I liked it. I fought it, especially on Sundays when I felt quite guilty, but I enjoyed it more and the word got around that I liked it and I was never at a loss for a man who was looking for that kind of sex. At that time I allowed men to have sex with me more than later on as I got older.

My job was quiet, I worked in an office downtown and from time to time I stayed in town to work late, but really I took the time frequent a couple of bars I knew, bars where men went to meet other men. As I grew older I had to change my ways and seek out the younger men, much as I had been hit on when I was that age. From time to time, not very often I met a man more my age which I much prefer.

So loneliness leads to finding company and I found it on the internet, setting up dates and meeting in public places, movie theaters in the afternoon, or at the food court in the mall, or walking down the gardening isle at Walmart, always wearing a specific shirt so that I would be recognized and when we met up we talked and if we liked each other we left to their place or mine. That is until that internet site was closed down.

Since then it is a lot harder to meet a man. I try several dating for seniors sites, but those are not as reliable as men want to have a relationship and I am looking for to pass the time. However I do from time to time meet a man who just wants to have sex and move on. The last man I met is a preacher who was in town on a mission trip with a bunch of kids and wanted company at his motel room. My first preacher I must add. Really he was quite a sordid one, wanting to do this and that but I kept it to what I like, giving him a blow job and that it.

I found one site which is from Mexico and believe it or not I got on a chat with this fellow and he was coming this way and he extended the weekend and we had a grand old time for two long days. He was more than happy to give me the once over, it had been a long time since I had real one and not had to depend on one of my rubber buddies for fun. I forgot just how much I enjoy a hard one up my ass. He knew what he was doing to and as I said we had a grand old time. We agreed to meet again on his next trip. That's the good news I wanted to talk about. I just want to squeal like a pig.

Well guys, I presume that my readers are all guys who enjoy time with each other, that is all for tonight. Wish you luck out there.

It Feels Good To Be The Pussy

So I met up with Sam and sucked his cock. I am seventy plus, in good health and sexually alive again. I spent my youth and middle age skirt chasing, pussy was the reward. I married twice, both ladies had their issues and eventually we parted company. One child, a forty four year old man.

I met Sam in of all places at Ace Hardware where we both worked part time. Divorced we found a lit in common, that and we are both fans of the Dallas Cowboys. It was watching the game that the subject of old men put out yo pasture came up. For a $100 we could buy a blowjob. $100 is a lot of money.

Sam unzipped, pulled what can only be called a Dong, stroked it and offered it to me, he would reciprocate. All I can say is God it was good, still get a huge uplift every time I suck his cock. It was so good I forgot to get serviced myself. At one point things had to move forward, someone had to be the pussy. I volunteered, I had been thinking about, I got the urge while I had his cock in my hand and mouth.

We did the research, took the dog position and he got up close and personal and his cock eased its way in. Again, what a great feeling, the combination of his cock working deep in my rectum, twenty, no a thousand times better than a prostate exam, and his hot body on my back. I have to admit I like being mounted and being the pussy. That and holding his cock in my hand and sucking him dry.

It's like that, so I met up with Sam and sucked his cock dry. Then we went to work.

I Love To Suck Cock Now

Let me start with admitting that I didn't know at that time that I would ever suck a man's cock. I was 35 with two small kids, I had a hot enough wife and we fucked once a week or sometimes twice a week. Granted she was a bit uptight about things like oral sex and she never would consider anal sex. But sucking a man's cock was no where in my mind.

It happened on a trip to Ecuador. The plane was diverted to Guayaquil and we were set up in this small run down motel. We got a meal tickets and the restaurant was small and a turnoff, but it had been a long day and I needed to get something to eat. I was seated at a table with a man who had arrived earlier. He was an oilfield worker, around 45 or 50, a New Zealander. He talked and I talked, we ordered a couple of beers. After we ate we walked across the courtyard back to our rooms.

At my room he pushed his way in, taking a look to see if it was as small as his. With the door closed he pushed me onto the bed and got on my back and started to hump on me. I couldn't fight him off, he told me to shut up and take it because he wasn't going away. By then his cock was hard and I could feel it against my ass. He was humping real hard, reaching under me to undo my belt. After a bit of time he got the belt lose and then he got my pants unbuttoned and he pulled my pants and boxers down below my butt.

He shoved his face in between my cheeks, working me with his tongue, slapping my bare cheeks and telling me to give him my ass. Somehow he got me in the right position and he licked into my asshole, reaching under me to stroke my already hard cock. He spit into my asshole and got on me with his dick head on my hole and shoved a couple of times breaking in and he shoved his cock in up to his balls. It felt good, I won't lie, but I was mad, angry that he was fucking me. And he fucked me in and out and in and out, my hard cock rubbing against the bed covers

He came, I could hear him cum, I came into the bedclothes. He pulled out slowly, my asshole got cold the minute he withdrew, he stuck his finger in me until he found my prostate and massaged my prostate and I seemed to cum again, leaking really He took the bedclothes and wiped his cock clean and told me to suck him, to keep his cock in my mouth and not let go until he could get hard again and cum again.

Sucking him was better than getting fucked, it was more intimate, I was doing that, I was making him feel good and I sucked him back into an erection and let him mouth fuck me and after a while he came again. He wanted me to lick it up and show him I would do what he wanted.

He got up and went to the bathroom, came out and stripped completely naked and told me to strip naked and we got in bed. He ran his hands all over me, from my face to my chest to my cock, he sucked my cock, he kissed my chest and nipples, he kissed my mouth and then latched onto my neck and sucked on me until he left a bright red mark, which turned blue and red the next morning.

He gave me his contact information and I gave him mine, but fake with the wrong city and the wrong phone number. I never saw him again but I have never forgotten him. When I go out, alone when I go out looking for a man, I want a man who gets aggressive. I want to be fucked like I was fucked in Guayaquil but I haven't found a man to do that. I suck cock, lots of cock, I really enjoy sucking a man and helping him cum, I eat his cum. I need to eat his cum.

When I was in the army, I knew a guy who had a big dick. He was Italian, and from New York, I was from Wisconsin. One time we were doing some training at night. We were in defensive positions and had made foxholes. It was cold that night, and I had wrapped myself in a poncho liner. He said that we should spoon and wrap ourselves together in the liner. We joked about this for awhile, before i said ok. He was bigger than me, and I had seen his penis before. I knew it was large. I hadn't been thinking about this, but It would come up later. He wrapped the poncho liner around himself, then while we were both standing, wrapped his arms around me. I was facing out of the covered foxhole, watching for the simulated opfor, and he was pushing into me. He rested his head on my neck, and i joked about, "what are you doing??" He said just relax, and I could feel his breathe on my neck. My dick was being pushed into the side of the foxhole, and was getting quite hard. I was pushing my butt out and he was pushing me back. I could feel his dick getting hard. Don't know why, but i started to grind into him, and he responded back. After awhile, and without words, i set my rifle down and started to rub him through his BDU's. His dick was quite large. After only a short while, he undid his pants and pulled them down to his ankles. He then pushed me back into the wall and grind-ed against me sliding his dick in between my legs and rubbing on my pants. He then reached forward and undid my pants and pushed them down to my ankles. He then placed his dick aimed right at my hole and humped me. I could feel the coolness of his precum and it was getting quite slick back there. As he humped on my hole, I began to push back, and ever so slowly his dick started to penetrate me. I was shaking and quivering as he held me around my neck and waist. His cock was so large but he was very good at seducing me. I felt like a telephone pole was up my ass. He was telling me how tight my ass was, and how he knew i wanted it. His pace quickened, and his balls slapped on my ass before I knew it he was cumming in my ass. After awhile, he slid out and leaned against the wall. I turned around and could see his extremeness. For some reason, he reached out for my neck and pulled my head to his cock. He whispered "suck it", which made me so hot, I dropped to my knees and began to blow him. He told me what to do, smacked my face with his cock when my teeth grazed him. I couldn't believe how feminine I felt as his erection increased again. It wasn't long before he shot his load into my mouth. After it was done we dressed up and never talked about it, but I could see him looking at me from time to time, while I looked at his crotch. I was transferred soon after, but I have never forgot that time.

I was traveling across country and stopped at a rest stop on I-40 west of Oklahoma City. I was sitting down on a bench just taking a lazy moment, and this middle aged guy sat beside me and started up a conversation. We agreed that we were hungry and he told me about a place to eat just up the road from the rest stop, and being alone I agreed to meet him there and we would get a bite to eat before pushing on.

You wouldn't believe that this guy grabbed my hand at the table and would not let it go. He rubbed my fingers and spoke to me like if I was a chick, he laughed and joked and put the move on me. He leaned over and told me he liked me and he wanted to give me something to remember him by, he put his hand on my knee and rubbed my thigh when he said that.

He asked me if I was into long kisses, and long mutual sucks. He wanted to see my dick and see if he wanted to suck it, so he went off to the bathroom and told me to follow. He let me in and locked the door behind him, and quickly opened my zipper and took me out and he had it in his mouth before I could say anything. He sucked on me for a minute and took out his dick and told me to try it. To just suck on it, that he would fuck me later.

All in all we were in the bathroom maybe five minutes and he sucked me and I sucked him, then he said we should go before anyone got suspicious.

We left the restaurant and we walked next door to a La Quinta and checked in. We were there two hours, we sucked each other, showered together where he soaped me up from head to toe, and took particular attention to my dick and ass, washed himself and had me wash and stroke his dick. Oh he fucked me, he was all over it. He fucked me first on my knees and elbows, but he had me turn over and he fucked me missionary style until he came.

For me it was my first and only experience with a guy, an experience that I won't forget. The blow jobs were nice, at least when I was blowing him, I liked that. But when he fucked me like a girl on my back, that was the best. That I liked more. Maybe he should have had me suck him and then moved on to fucking me, who cares. The point is that I sucked him off in the bathroom at the restaurant, in the shower, on the bed and he fucked me like a chick.

I am attracted to cute men with mid length to long hair but was always in denial about it. A guy at work hooked his brother up with a job in my department and he(the brother) fits that description. Soft facial features, tanned skin, tall, slender had smooth. He has innocent-looking brown eyes too but I hid my attraction and hung out with him and his family. One day, his family went to the beach and I went over to play video games. I stayed up late and eventually threw off my clothes and slept on a bed. I tend to sleep naked and I have the body and face of a model. I felt someone kissing on my back and opened my eyes. It was him. I told him I wasn't interested and he just kept kissing on the parts of my body that I didn't cover in sheets. I covered my penis up and he slid his hands under the sheets and rubbed all over me and kept trying to gently move my hands while kissing on me. He said he'd change my mind about being interested. I rolled over to protest but he kissed my lips and kept on kissing them. I breathed heavily . He said, "mmmm you like that." I denied it and then let him guide my hands away from my penis. He then took some aloe lotion and lubed up his hands before he began to stroke my cock. He stroked me while sliding over the he'd in a circular motion. I was beginning to love it and he kissed me again. I kissed back and came close to cumming. He stopped and we kept kissing. He tried to skip his tongue in my mouth and I stopped him. He gently grazed my lips age said, "Open your mouth. You'll like this." I did and he slide his tongue in. I dropped my guard and slid my hands up and down his body. He kissed on my neck, sending me to the edge. He then kissed all over my chest, biting, licking and sucking my nipples. I almost came from it so he began kissing me until I cooled off and then worked his way down to my cock. He teased the head and I begged him to take it all in his mouth. He only took in the head and it felt amazing. He then took it all in and I nearly exploded but held my cum back. He sucked me a while and began to lick my asshole. I said I wasn't ready and he just kept licking. I got up and ran some bath water and made sure I was clean then climbed back into bed with him. I laid face down and let him rim me. He jerked me as he did it. I loved the new sensations. He told me to wait and went to the bathroom. When he came back, he had Vaseline. I said no but he rubbed my body until I relaxed and then lubed up my ass. He worked a finger in and it was uncomfortable but I started to like it. He kept adding fingers until he slipped in 4. I was in pain gut then it felt really good. He stopped and rolled me over on my back. He said he wanted to look into my eyes as he fucked me. He then slipped his cock in me in place of his fingers. It hurt although I got used to the fingers. I screamed in pain the first few thrust and it felt good as I got used to having him inside me. I was in ecstasy, growing more and more attached to him as we went. He then gripped my cock and jerked me as be fucked me. I felt pleasure all over my body and came hard shooting rope after rope of cum. It was that biggest load I have ever blown in my life. He then came inside me. We both were unable to get up so we laid there holding each other and kissing. It was a highly emotional experience and I sucked, rimmed and fucked him later on. We still see each other and have sex every chance we get. Our coworkers and families don't hand the slightest suspicion of why we hang out so much either. He grew up in a Christian home and was homeschooled as a teen so I was his first experience while He was my first gay experience. Lovin' it!!! ;)

Awhile back about 20y ago I was hanging around some gay older men twice my age, I would let them blow me for twenty bucks bust a nut in there mouth and that was it. But this one guy named Richard would always stick his finger in my ass as he sucked me,. I would hold my anus tightly closed as he did this as it was uncomfortable to me but I still enjoyed getting my dick sucked and the twenty dollars. He always had a lot of young guy's about 18 or less around and would try to get us to suck each other and he would watch or take pictures if you would let him ( I did not )

After I grew some older he was no longer interested in me but would still let me come over and drink his booze and get my cock sucked by anyone that was in the mood and needless to say someone always wanted to suck cock at his house, It was a whore house for guy's. I started sucking a little cock now and then just to make him happy and then I really started to like it and also started craving my ass played with and even fucked if I could get it.

So one day I go over to Richard's house just to hang out and he has a roommate that pays rent to stay in the basement not a bad looking guy who happens to walk in with a friend who is not bad looking either both about my age early 20's they start down the basement and the guy paying rent say's come on down were not doing anything, maybe smoke a joint that's all,. I love weed so I go downstairs with them.

After a while getting high were just sitting there and the renter pulls out some cards and says lets play some poker, and his buddy say's strip poker the renter look's at me and I say sure why not. It's summer and none of us have much to lose so it wasn't long I had no clothes on and the other guy say's lets take turns ravaging on one guy at a time so being the new comer they started on me, both of the sucking my cock licking my balls taking turns swallowing my cock whole I was in heaven.

After ravaging each other that way for some time the one guy asks doe's anyone want something special?? I knew I had to speak up this was my chance to live out my fantsy... I want to suck a cock while being fucked in the ass buy you as I point to the guy with the fattest dick,. He rubs my ass with some Vaseline as I'm sucking the other guys cock slurping on that long skinny dick swallowing it all the way down my throat god I love the taste of his manhood such a sweet dick the other entering my ass slowly but it hurts some but I don't complain I'm getting used to it. Sliding that fat cock in and out of my hot ass I'm loving it. As I'm getting my ass banged from behind forcing that cock deeper into my mouth I am in complete lust slurping cock moaning on the pleasure of my ass getting reamed and the feel of cock in my throat this is the best sex I have ever had.

First Time With A Guy

Last weekend I finally experienced my first gay sex.

I was out at a gay bar with a few friends, they are gay and it was my first time at a gay bar. I figured why not go to check it out. I don’t drink so I just hung out with my friends. There was a drag show going on.

After a few hours there my friends decided they we’re gonna leave before it got too late. So we talked in the parking lot some them they got in their car and left. I was heading to my truck and a guy in his late 20s I’d say made a pass at me.

I am single so I kinda thought about trying gay sex a few times in the past just to see how it is. I told the guy I’m straight but he made a come back quick. Said a blowjob won’t hurt you. I thought about it and said alright.

So I opened my truck door to block anyone from seeing us. I lowered my jeans around my knees. He pulled my tighty whities down around my thighs. Then he was staring at my hairy 6 inch cut dick. As soon as he started sucking it I got erect right away. To my surprise this guy was better at sucking then my last girlfriends were. He really knew how to suck.

Within 3 minutes I was cumming a big load down his throat. He didn’t hesitate to swallow it all. He squeezed my dick to get the last drop put then licked my pee slit to make sure I was all cleaned up. I was in heaven, that was the best bj I had ever had.

As I’m pulling up my underwear and jeans he said I love a tighty whities daddy type. He put a paper with his number in my shirt pocket and said if that dick needs sucked again text me.

So for a week I’ve been thinking about that. Then last night I grew the guts to text him. He responded and said does that hairy cook need more head? I was sitting on my couch in just a shirt and briefs when I told him my address. He came over and sucked me on my couch.

Then somehow he ended up staying the night because I got super horny right after the bj and I fucked his tight young ass for about an hour. I was pretty surprised it happened that quick. I didn’t have lube or condoms but he was okay with using coconut for lube.

His butt was so tight too. Last time I had anal sex was when i fucked an ex girlfriends butt back when I was 19.

I came in that guys butt and this morning I just fucked him again. Thinking I might identify as bi sexual

Not Gay... But Love Having Gay Sex!

I am not attracted to men romantically, but I love my ass being stuffed with anything, and men have cocks that do the trick, My wife would only use her fingers, not a strap-on so I decided if I wanted to get pegged.. I might as well get fucked. So I met a guy who fucked me in my ass. I loved. It was fun. I am not interested in him other than what he can do with my butt hole. But I love what he does to it. I even sucked his dick as a thank you and realized how much fun that is, He knows I don't want to date him at all. He knows that I am gay in his bed and straight everywhere else. I enjoy 69ing with him and swallowing his cum, and taking his cum in my ass. My wife found out and she left, but I am still not going to date him.. It's just easier to meet for sex now. Basically... gay sex is my thing, straight sex is my thing, but relationships with men are not for me. Not bi, but bi in the bed.