What are your most deeply held desires and dreams? What do you wish for in the future? Do you have any fantasies that you've always wanted to fulfill? Do you have any fantasies that you've always wanted to fulfill?

Seriously...

I want to be locked into some version of a medieval pillory, ankles secured to the floor, wide apart, making me easily accessible to being both butt-fucked and face-fucked, by an endless succession of horny males, who would also take pleasure in wanking me to sheer insanity without ever allowing me to cum...maybe this could be videotaped, and copies sold, and distributed to everyone I know, as the most humiliating blackmail imaginable...I could even produce a debit card, to be used daily, to its $100 limit, in 'expenses' for such therapy...sigh, don't think there are any true sexual sadists out there any more...god knows I'm always looking...

  • What I Never Knew I Liked…

    There are a lot of things I never knew I liked. One of those things was orgasms. I treated them like a quick self regulating chore. Nothing special. Just get it done and go to sleep.
    I also didn’t think I liked anyone.
    Eventually, I realized I was demisexual. And it was a revelation. While I still didn’t quite understand the intimacy thing… i understood why other people liked it so much. I still didn’t really care about it-even with vibrators.
    I also didn’t think I liked the idea of penetrative sex.
    Until I met a friend. We’ll call him Adam.
    He’s just a sweet dream of a man and JFC I have never been so gone about anyone. I have watched him lift things and bend and also been wrapped up in his arms. Very nice arms that come with a very nice everything else.
    One of my friends, who knows how far gone I am, and has supported my self discovery, sent me a dildo.
    This bright pink thrusting dildo.
    I tried it out the first time lying down and it was fine. Orgasm. Whatever.
    But when I tried it while riding it….
    I couldn’t help but imagine Adam underneath me. Every movement was so much. I could barely keep rhythm before I lost it.
    And then kept losing it because the off switch is not easily accessible.
    I had to bite down on my pillow to keep from crying out Adam’s name.
    And now I’m just flushed and embarrassed. I never have reactions like this and I don’t really want to share these details with my friend, but I really needed to tell someone before I burst.

    My Latest Desires

    A few weeks back i was looking at porn . I saw pictures of transsexuals and lady boys . Since then i have enjoyed looking at them . If i look at ordinordinary men . It does nothing for me . Now i want to give a pretty transsexual a blow job and swallow his cum . I want to see his boobs and his pretty face while i am sucking him . I also want to watch one fuck my wife . Then lick his cum from her pussy .

  • Owning My Classy Boss

    I often dream about seducing my Boss. The way she looks at people, it's a power eye contact, oozes confidence. She holds the power, she loves leading the people. To seduce such a high profile woman and making her mind dance to my tunes is a dream made in heaven.

    She has the other side too. She loves pets and I often see her care for elder people. Such a lovable person. She smells wonderful and her flexible body is a treat for the sore eyes.

    Everytime she calls my name I feel the rise in my heart beat. I want to look at her eyes and let her know that my eyes undressing her, moving my wet lips All over her neck. I wanna hear her moan my name into the air.

    I'd love to pin her to the wall in the cabin room and kiss her passionately when other employees would only think we were discussing about the project.

    I'd spread her legs wide and push my fingers inside her. I touch her g-spot, making her eyes roll back into her head. Her c**t spasms and she feels the orgasm building up inside her pulsating body.

    She scream silently as the pleasure overwhelms her. I push my fingers even deeper and kiss her lips with immense passion.

    She throws her head back and leaks all of the warm fluids pooled in the groin area. She takes deep breaths and rests in her chair and I move out of the cabin quietly.

    Fantasies Of Being Used

    One of the sexual fantasies I have is of being used by a bunch of big burly men. The though of being put in that position is just so enticing for me, being surrounded by men I have no chance of fighting off (not that I'd want to if it would lead to this), suddenly taking control of me, and using me like a fleshlight, being completely ruined as my mouth and ass gets filled with cum, and when they're done, leaving me there as a quivering mess that enjoyed all of it.

    Not that I understand how it actually feels like, as I am a complete virgin, or will ever be put in that position, as I'm too shy of a person to even talk to people, let alone ask for sex, but I can at least fantasize about the idea, right?

  • My Husband Made Me The Whore I've Always Wanted To Be

    Before I met my husband I was very promiscuous and enjoyed sex with a lot of men. I was a sexy blonde with a killer body and extremely good looking if I do say so myself, very much in demand for sex. Then I met Paul my future husband, he was different and treated me really special. I soon was falling in love with him and stopped fucking all other men. We dated for about a year before getting married, I had told Paul about my past not hiding anything from him and he was good with it. At first our marriage was pretty normal, sex was good but nothing to kinky, some toys and huge dildo play with role playing. Not long after my husband confided in me that he had a fantasy and that he dreamed about watching me fuck other well hung men.

    This took me by surprise but I didn't get mad or upset by it, it actually intrigued me, the idea he wanted this and an opportunity to go back to my promiscuous ways was thrilling. I was more than open to his desire to see me fucking other men and told him I would be extremely happy to fulfill his fantasy. He was excited and wanted to get started right away. So we talked and set up guidelines and a few rules to keep us both happy with our new arrangement. He said he had a friend he wanted to see me fuck and told me all about him.

    His friend was named Frank and he seemed definitely suited to be my first fuck since we got married, according to Paul he was very good looking, just over six ft. tall, athletic build, light brown hair down to his shoulders and exceptionally well hung. So I agreed to hook up with his friend and Paul set up a date night for us to meet. We met at our house for dinner and drinks. Frank was everything Paul said he was and I was very excited and looking forward to fucking him!

    The sex with Frank was phenomenal, his huge cock gave me multiple climaxes and I loved every moment his huge cock was inside me, He pounded me hard for a good half hour before erupting inside my pussy filling it full of his cum. Paul had climaxed from watching us fuck. We both were satisfied with our first attempt at our new lifestyle. Frank and I made plans to fuck again in a couple of days and Paul was overjoyed to be able to watch us fuck again.

    Paul said he wanted to see me fuck more big cocks so I told him I'd call a few old fuck buddies and he was ecstatic at the prospect of watching me with these other men. Soon I was having as much sex with other men as before I was married and we both loved it. We went to clubs and nude beaches to find more big cock for me, we even got me well fucked on a Caribbean vacation with several exceptionally well hung black gentlemen, several times over the week, best vacation movies ever!!!!

    It's been several years now since we engaged in our lifestyle and we're going strong, I have an actual roster of fuck buddies to keep me and Paul happy. I couldn't ask for a better marriage arrangement or a better husband. I absolutely love being his whore and our life together. Big cocks rock!!!!

    Uncle Fantasy

    My Mom and I are in Florida visiting my aunt and uncle. The first night we were there, after dinner my mom and my aunt were cleaning up the kitchen. My Uncle and my cousin Jimmy went for a swim in their pool.

    I went out and sat in a lounge chair talking to the two of them. After about 20 minutes, my aunt calls to my uncle and tells him they're ready to play cards. He tells her "OK" and he'll be in shortly. My uncle and my cousin jimmy both climb out of the pool one at a time and they're both nude.

    Jimmy and I are the same age (16) and he just walks by grinning innocently, wrapping up in a towel and heading inside. Now my uncle Carl gets out and walks over while drying off. To my shock, my uncle who has an athletic build, also has a very big cock. He's just chatting away telling me how he hopes I wasn't embarrassed and that they always swim nude at night.

    The whole time he's talking, he's drying off and his big cock is just swinging around right before my eyes. I tried not to stare, but I couldn't help myself. I'd never seen one that big in real life. He went on in the house and I'm just sitting there stunned as my mom called me in to play cards.

    The next morning when we were getting ready to go to the beach, I walk by his door and he's standing there nude again, pulling on his shorts. He stops and looks up at me and says "Oops". I again found myself staring at his cock, I couldn't help myself and I actually reached out and held his big cock in my hand. My mom then yells at me to hurry up and come downstairs. Uncle Carl just smiled and said he hoped I would go swimming after dinner.

    That night, I went skinny dipping in the pool after dinner, but Jimmy was at a ball game. I held his cock in my hand and felt it grow hard. Since then, his muscular body and big cock is all I can think about....Courtney

    How Did You Fall In Love?

    I went running with a friend and twisted my ankle. While I was trying to stand, leaning on her, she kissed my cheek. I asked her what that meant. She was embarrassed and tried to play it down. But it was an intentional kiss.

    After I was back to where I could run again, six long weeks. I took her hand and pulled her around, 'why did you kiss me?'. She wanted to pull away but I didn't let her. I kissed her lips, just as intentional of her kissing my cheek. 'Now we are even'. We ran in silence, when we got back I told her next time I wanted her to kiss back and to make it count.

    See, I never thought about her like that, not until she kissed me. I had six long weeks to think about her. When you kiss trembling lips it does something to you. That's why I pushed, shoved actually. It's friends 'with benefits' now. I want more, a lot more. You don't just meet someone like her on the street corner. Shit, or fall in love over a kiss on the cheek.

    Changing Partners, Lifestyle, Has Helped My Anxiety And Self Esteem

    Following a nervous breakdown I took some time off in Santa Fe. I read, music, but no strained people issues. I reexamined my life and concluded that my various relationships led to my nervous breakdown. My life was in the toilet.

    I contacted an old classmate from years earlier. He flew to Santa Fe, we had several long and deep talks. Always it circled back to my choice in relationships. I picked badly, and failed to recognize it. He offered me a room and time. I moved to Austin, actually a town called Bastrop.

    Semi rural, small town, I had the run of the house, he is a pilot and has overnight travel. One night he asked if I wanted company. I was very ambivalent, but I recognized he wanted my company. I surrendered to him, little did I expect him to push it to the next level.

    I found myself agreeing and becoming formally committed to him. A small ceremony a couple of months later and I was married. 37 and in over my head. I've been married now 18 months. He supports me and the household. I haven't returned to any gainful employment. I've been supervising some remodeling and updating. Not something I'm all that comfortable with.

    One thing, I haven't had any anxiety issues. No breakdowns. I feel I have my life back.

  • Oh I Think It'll Fit Just Fine

    My wife and I have been married for around ten years when we got to taking about what we could do to liven up our sex life. We tried various vibrating toys and clit suckers which she enjoyed immensely. We talked about her trying another man as that was always my dream but she was unsure so we decided on her trying a huge realistic dildo, she had picked out a really big thick one and said she's always wanted to try fucking a massive cock. When the dildo arrived she took it out of the box and started laughing, saying it was way bigger than she thought it would be. I asked her if we should send it back but she said no, now that it was here she was definitely going to try it. It was a challenge she wanted to take to see if she could do it.

    That night we played around until she became extremely aroused and said she was ready to try that big cock. I lubed up her pussy as well as the dildo, then went down on her, as I was licking and sucking her clit I pressed the head of the giant dildo against her pussy. She stated to moan loudly saying Oh yes i want it and opened her legs as wide as she could pressing back on the dildo. It slowly started sliding into her hot waiting pussy and she climaxed immediately, crying "Oh Shit that's big!!!!" Don't stop keep going, as it slowly slid deeper into her, stretching her pussy wider, she became super aroused pumping her pelvis to take it deeper still, she had another huge climax saying oh yes, yes!! It feels good. She could only fit about nine inches inside her pussy but it was stretching her out big time. She was on fire, saying fuck me, fuck me hard! She was in sexual bliss experiencing multiple climaxes, her facial expressions were priceless as she was experiencing the biggest cock she'd ever had in her life.

    She rode that huge fake cock fast and hard for a good half hour before she experienced one last humongous orgasm and collapsed saying she was done, she was all fucked out. When I pulled that big dildo out of her, it left behind one destroyed pussy, gaping her pussy bigger than I had ever seen her pussy before, it was so hot!!! She was smiling saying wow! She absolutely loved it, she stated that once she was over being sore she wanted me to use it on her again. I climbed on and inserted my small cock into her huge gaping cavern and she laughed saying she couldn't feel me at all. I said I can feel you and it was fantastic, I came immediately! Her pussy was so hot, wet and loose, I loved it.

    Afterwards we talked about how much she enjoyed the huge dildo and what a turn on it was for both of us, i loved fucking her with it. She said she's going to want it all the time now that she's experienced such a big cock, she's definitely a size queen. She asked me if I still thought I'd like to see her try a real cock, one that's huge and super thick. I replied I most certainly would, the sooner the better! She replied "all rightly then, I gonna do it!" And we started planning on how to make it happen.