Seriously...

I want to be locked into some version of a medieval pillory, ankles secured to the floor, wide apart, making me easily accessible to being both butt-fucked and face-fucked, by an endless succession of horny males, who would also take pleasure in wanking me to sheer insanity without ever allowing me to cum...maybe this could be videotaped, and copies sold, and distributed to everyone I know, as the most humiliating blackmail imaginable...I could even produce a debit card, to be used daily, to its $100 limit, in 'expenses' for such therapy...sigh, don't think there are any true sexual sadists out there any more...god knows I'm always looking...