Gender Neutral / 30
What I Never Knew I Liked…
There are a lot of things I never knew I liked. One of those things was orgasms. I treated them like a quick self regulating chore. Nothing special. Just get it done and go to sleep.
I also didn’t think I liked anyone.
Eventually, I realized I was demisexual. And it was a revelation. While I still didn’t quite understand the intimacy thing… i understood why other people liked it so much. I still didn’t really care about it-even with vibrators.
I also didn’t think I liked the idea of penetrative sex.
Until I met a friend. We’ll call him Adam.
He’s just a sweet dream of a man and JFC I have never been so gone about anyone. I have watched him lift things and bend and also been wrapped up in his arms. Very nice arms that come with a very nice everything else.
One of my friends, who knows how far gone I am, and has supported my self discovery, sent me a dildo.
This bright pink thrusting dildo.
I tried it out the first time lying down and it was fine. Orgasm. Whatever.
But when I tried it while riding it….
I couldn’t help but imagine Adam underneath me. Every movement was so much. I could barely keep rhythm before I lost it.
And then kept losing it because the off switch is not easily accessible.
I had to bite down on my pillow to keep from crying out Adam’s name.
And now I’m just flushed and embarrassed. I never have reactions like this and I don’t really want to share these details with my friend, but I really needed to tell someone before I burst.
I also didn’t think I liked anyone.
Eventually, I realized I was demisexual. And it was a revelation. While I still didn’t quite understand the intimacy thing… i understood why other people liked it so much. I still didn’t really care about it-even with vibrators.
I also didn’t think I liked the idea of penetrative sex.
Until I met a friend. We’ll call him Adam.
He’s just a sweet dream of a man and JFC I have never been so gone about anyone. I have watched him lift things and bend and also been wrapped up in his arms. Very nice arms that come with a very nice everything else.
One of my friends, who knows how far gone I am, and has supported my self discovery, sent me a dildo.
This bright pink thrusting dildo.
I tried it out the first time lying down and it was fine. Orgasm. Whatever.
But when I tried it while riding it….
I couldn’t help but imagine Adam underneath me. Every movement was so much. I could barely keep rhythm before I lost it.
And then kept losing it because the off switch is not easily accessible.
I had to bite down on my pillow to keep from crying out Adam’s name.
And now I’m just flushed and embarrassed. I never have reactions like this and I don’t really want to share these details with my friend, but I really needed to tell someone before I burst.
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