Coming out of the closet is never an easy thing to do. Where you forced out by an unfortunate circumstance? Did you come out on your own terms. What and how did you finally come out? To who?

Getting Caught

my best friend and I when we were young had a secret bisexual relationship . one summer day his older sister went to work and both his parents were working too. we got undressed and starting fooling around and my friend suggested we try in his sisters clothes. we giggled and pranced into her room and went though her closet. I picked out a black mini skirt, pink crop top, panties and a bra and he picked out a silk bright blue nightgown with matching panties. we got dressed and felt so sexy and girly and started getting aroused. we pulled our oanties to the side and started 69ing. we were both so turned on and I was always the submissive one for anal sex. we got on her bed with me on all fours and we took each other panties off and he lifted my skirt and entered me.
he began slowly humping me and we both were panting and moaning when suddenly we heard his sisters voice asking us what was going on. we didnt know what to do as we got caught red handed. we begged and pleaded with her not to tell on us as we tried to hide our throbbing cocks. we were so embarrassed and told her we would do anything if she didnt say anything. she got this smirk on her face and started asking us questions and then said she had suspected we were gay because we were always going into the woods and stay there for hours.

then she said she wiuldnt tell on us but we had to strip naked in front of her, by this time we were so embarrassed and we were no longer aroused. we turned our backs to her as we began undressing and once we were naked she made us turn around and she laughed at how small we were. then she told us to show her how to give a blow job. we had to take turns sucking each other in front of her until we made each other cum. after we both had cum she told us to stay naked and asked us if we fucked each other too, but I confessed to her that I was the one that always got fucked so she made me suck her brother again until he got hard. then she ordered her brother to fuck me while she watched. the whole time he was fucking me she was calling me a fag and a sissy and saying how much I liked it. I was so humilated but at the same time I was very excited too. once he was finished fucking me she told us to get dressed and sit on her bed and she left for several minutes.

she came back and told us both she had a surprise for us tomorrow and for me to be in their house the next day at 10 am. I came over the next morning and my friend and I were met by his sister and 3 of her friends. she told us we had to teach her and her friends how to give a blow job and ordered us to strip naked in front of all 4 of them we both were so embarrassed and our faces glowed bright red. as we were stripping the girls were giggling and making fun of how girly looking our bodies were, saying we had cute butts and little cocks. I was ordered to suck first and as my friend was getting hard i was too and the girls were laughing and commenting on how much I liked sucking cock because i was getting hard too. then as I was sucking him I was told when he was ready to cum I had to let him cum on my face instead of my mouth. I felt my friend getting ready to cum so I stopped and he jacked off on my face. the girls were laughing as he flooded my face with cum. when he finished cumming I was told I had to leave it on my face and my friend was ordered to suck me. I stood up and the girls laughed and said how cute I looked with a cum covered face , they were laughing too at the fact I was so hard from sucking his cock. my friend hot on his knees and started sucking me while his cum was dripping off my face. one girl told me not to waste his cum and ran her fingers over my face and told me to open my mouth as she stuck her fingers in my mouth making me lick them clean. the girls snickered and laughed and were saying that's a good fag eating and loving cum. they told my friend he had to let me cum on his face too. so when I was ready to cum I shot all over his face too. they made my friend stand up and face me and told me to start licking my cum off his face but not to swallow it. when I cleaned up his face we were told to kiss and share my cum with him.

we thought this was the end of our humilation but the girls had other ideas. his sister told her friends about us wearing her clothes and they all giggled in excitement and shouted make over. we were walked into her room completely naked and told to sit on her bed. they brought out clothes, panties, bras, panty hose and then they got out make up too. we sat there as they began putting on make up and fixing our long hair ( it was the late 60s and yes we had long hair) and as they were making us look like girls we both began getting aroused and hard. they kept calling us girly fags and how cute it was that we were getting so turned on from being made into a girl. when they got done with our hair and make up we were ordered to put on the outfits they picked up for us. then we had to stand in front of the full length mirror to see how cute we looked as a girl. we both were really surprised at how much we looked like a girl.

then they told us it was time for me to get fucked by him. the girls lifted up my mini skirt and pulled my panties off exposing my throbbing cock and saying how cute my little hard cock looked and then they did the same to my friend. I got on all fours and my friend entered me and I began moaning and panting as he was thrusting inside me. I almost forgot the girls were there as it felt so good having him fuck me. they told my friend to go faster and harder and my friend started pounding me hard and deep. my entire body was quivering and trembling as I moaned loudly and then I felt him inside me and I was so turned on by the feeling of getting fucked and looking like a girl that I came too without touching my cock. the girls were laughing hysterically at the fact he made me cum hands free.

my friend pulled out of my butt and we were ordered to lick my cum off the sheets. the girls made so much fun of us as we licked every drop up and then we had to kiss afterwards. we were then told to go to his room but we had to leave our clothes on and sit on the bed until they came into his room.my friend and I sat there talking about how much we enjoyed putting on a show for them and even though they made so much fun of us it was so exciting too. we could hear the girls laughing and talking but cou look dnt hear what they were saying. after several minutes they all came in and told us that tomorrow they had another surprise for us but wouldnt tell us what it was.

I was told to be at his house again at 10 am and when I arrived the girls were there and made us strip naked again and they once again gave us a make over and picked out clothes for us. once we were all made up we had to go back to his room and wait. we were so nervous but excited too and we both had raging boners when we heard guys voices and the girls giggling. they opened our door and proudly said here are our little fag sisters for you guys to play with. we were both shocked but we knew we didnt have a choice but to do what they wanted out of fear they would tell our parents. we were ordered to get on our knees ..(continue confession)

  • Fag Time

    I was being such a fag last night. As gay as you can get without touching someone else's cock. I had a vibrator in my ass, I was fully naked and shaved smooth. I posted a nude to a forum and hoped that guys would cum while looking at it. I cammed for a while, and eventually I came while watching a guy fuck his fist, imagining he was fucking me.

    Closet Nudist And Exhibitionist

    I have to admit that I am a naked nudist nudee, naked nudist nude am I, l am a naked nudist, I am a naked nudist guy.
    I'm obsessed with being naked all the time and I spend every minute possible being naked all by myself.
    What is wrong with me?
    Do l need to see a shrink?
    Well anyway I do work a manual labor job outside at my leisure and get by fairly well enough to support myself but I can't stop thinking about being nude so I do half of my work alone in private outside nude and oiled in the sun and I'm totally obsessed with being tanned completely so I can look like a Native American and act like that. I'm entertained with mimicking the way of the native and find it extremely exhilarating and respect the raw honesty of it.
    So anyway my problem is that I like to drink too much and every so often I get drunk and get high and way high so my frustration as a pent up nudist releases all my inhibitions and I get completely freaky naked and doll myself up like a slutty little fuck doll.
    I'd like to continue this on a further post ,for now this is naked bitchboy signing off.

  • I Cant Help My Love For Trannies

    Im here to confess that I cant help but to worship tranny cock. I am only into women and trannies. No men at all. I do share my woman with other men and we once had a threesome with a tranny. We are both open with each other but she doesnt know about my extreme fetish for tranny cock.

    I bottomed once with a tranny and was really turned off but I did it to please my partner. After that one try she never asked again...I can tell she wasnt please but oh well. I just honestly prefer to suck tranny dick or 69 since trannies do give some of the best BJs and maybe fuck if shes freaky enough to make me want to fuck.

    There are a few trannies that I would love to fuck, but my visits have never consisted of fucking. Either me worshipping them or a good ole 69. I couldnt bare to be interested in looking at a guy with his dick out but seeing a true shemale that can pass for a gorgeous lady at first glance with a cock will melt me. I have to blow her...and the same goes for vaginas.

    I love eating pussy and I love blowing trannies but she must be passable and not too masculine. Its a passion for me and I dont believe that sexually worshipping women is a sex act. I have blowed a tranny until I had a crook in my neck. By the time I finished she was too weak to lock the door behind me when I left because I ended up coming back like an hour or so later and she was still laying in the same position as when I left. I think I swallowed like 12 of her loads before she gave out on me.

    When I returned I mostly used her partially erect cock as a pacifier deep in my throat while she massaged my neck the rest of the night. I onced showed so much enthusiasm that a tranny escort stopped charging me to give BJs. That didn't last too long because feelings eventually got attached.

    I have a secret list of about 4 trannies that I blow occasionally. I have the same routine with all of them..Bj and swallow a load or two then worship them until another client calls. Not to brag but only one tranny have been able to stay professional throughout all of our visits. The others always fall in love with my head and things tend to get personal.

    I always orgasm fast as hell when I masterbate while getting my throat fucked especially when shes balls deep. The goal is to snatch her soul with my throat. Relax her body. Cater to her girth and drool along her shaft. Stick my tongue out and slowly insert her far back into my throat as she can go and firmly use my tongue and mouth to grip and soothe her cock until she drowns deep into my sexual abyss as she fall asleep.

    The worshipping doesn't start until I've swallowed at least 2 or 3 loads. By this point Im in control and shes too weak and delighted to ask to stop. After her strength returns she begin to beg me to stop pushing my head away. From her lack of strength I simply grab her by her wrist and move her arms making her a defenseless against my deep throatpies as she briefly clinches from the intensity of her orgasms only to unwind a huge load deep into my digestive system and I continue to throat her manhood.

    This is the type of stuff I cant resist from doing. The longer I try to stay away from it the harder I relapse. & having 2 different chicks pussy juices and 2 different trannies cum digesting in my stomach when I come home just to eat out my girl for hours knowing shes been fucking other dudes is a typical swinging type of weekend for us. She knows all about the women but aware that I only fuck trannies. Im trying to keep it that way but these unprofessional tranny escorts blow up my damn texting app more than my woman does.

    How It All Started....

    I am a married male....a father of 3 great kids....I have a sexy and very loving wife.
    BUT even when me and the wife are being intimate together, all I can think about is cock.
    It all started when I was still at school and the school bully beat me up and then dragged me into the grounds keepers shed and forced me to suck him off.
    I struggled initially but then realized I was actually enjoying having his cock in my mouth. He held me down and basically face fucked me.
    The next time, he dragged me into the shed a few days later but this time I didn't need any encouragement and he stood bewildered as I unzipped him and took him in my mouth.
    This went on for a whole year and progressed from blowjobs to him taking me anally. He never used a condom and amazingly I never caught any nasties from him.
    The following year he left school and I never saw him again. I managed to subdue my desires for several years. Got a girl friend.....had sex with her. It was nice, but not the same as being with him.
    A few more years go by and I've been in town with some friends for a few beers. At this time, I had a steady girlfriend. At one point in the evening I go to the gents and another guy comes up next to me as I am at the urinal and I look down at his cock. It's rock hard and he's not there to pee. He starts wanking himself and I can't take my eyes off his cock. I've finished peeing but my cock is still out and I'm getting hard. He reached over and took my cock in his hand, so I reached over and took his in mine and we stood there wanking one another. Just then another guy comes in so we stop, zip up and go back into the bar. I go to my friends and he stands at the bar watching me.
    Long story short I ditch my friends and have sex with this guy. Then I go back to my flat and my girlfriend is there waiting for me. She's upset when I say I don't want sex, but I blame it on the booze. She stays the night but we just cuddle.
    Next night I am back at the same bar - I see the guy from the night before and we go on to a gay bar.
    He introduced be to some friends of his and the next thing I know I'm making out on a mattress on the floor of someone's flat with several other guys. There are cocks and ass and semen everywhere. I remember being kissed passionately by a bearded chubby guy and thinking how nice it felt.
    I go home and my girlfriend is there again. Again she wants sex but I am exhausted.
    This repeats a few times during the next month. Eventually she leaves me.
    I start to go to adult shops and gay bars where I know there are glory holes. During that phase of my life I just wanted to suck off lots of anonymous guys. It was a real thrill to be sitting there waiting for a random guy to push his hard cock through the hole for me to suck until he ejaculated. I loved it - especially if the cock was big and black.
    Then out of the blue I met this girl at work and she was amazing. We had a proper relationship....yes there was sex, but we had a lot of other things in common and were best friends as well as lovers. I stopped meeting guys as I wanted this relationship to work.
    Several years later we've been married for over 20 years and have 3 awesome kids. I stayed loyal to her.
    Our sex life kind of got put on the back burner somewhat as the kids were always around. As they started to leave school and go to college or work and move out my wife wanted us to have sex more. She also told me about some fantasies that she had and said that she wanted to try some of them out. She asked me if I had any fantasies and initially, I said no not really. BUT when she confessed that one of her fantasies was to dominate me sexually I asked her if that included wearing a strap on cock and pegging me. She said it could do.
    So, she wears a black strap on cock and "makes me" suck it before she makes me bend over and take it in my ass.
    This is not the only thing we do, but it's the one that gives me most enjoyment. It has also awoken my old self and I've started cruising the gay bars again. I hate myself for cheating on her, but now I've started again I find it very difficult to stop.

  • I Need To Confess

    I love cock. Very few know, just my Daddies and I. I like to be taken somewhere quiet and forced. I do anything for cock, anything at all. I guess I'm the perfect partner, I do what they ask, when they ask and never complain. That's it everyone now knows.

    Knock On The Door

    I was watching a late night show in my boxers and T-shirt when I heard a knock on the door of my appartment. I wondered who it would be this late at night - I opened the door and there was this young 20ish year old skinny guy - he was a bit drunk and overly feminine - he realized that he had the wrong appartment number - I invited him in for a beer and he agreed.

    He sat on the couch and I fetched 2 beers - I sat next to him and opened my hairy legs with my bulge showing in my boxer shorts. I had never been sucked by a guy but I was horny and he seemed like the perfect candidate.

    He kept staring and it did not take much time before twinky guy was on the floor between my legs and my boxer shorts were off. He was such a cocksucking slut and he worshiped my big cock and balls for a good 40 minutes. I eventually shot a huge load and he swallowed the protein.

    He then sat up on the couch, drank his beer and we did small talk and then he left.

    It Takes One To Know One

    My first knowledge about gays was my uncle Willie. He was gay all over. He had a decorating shop and used furniture store. When he came for Thanksgiving dinner he was 'one of the girls'. He was pretty flaming, from the hair to his shoes. i remember an older cousin who said to us kids, for every flaming effeminate was a manly gay who dated them. Food for thought when you are a teen.

    When I got old enough for a trip to New York my cousin went with me. He wanted to go find gay hangouts and look at the queers. We ended up at this bar where the gays were holding hands, dancing and making out. He didn't want to leave. I should have figured it out. When we walked back to our hotel, that's all he talked about. The second night he wanted to go back. I started to figure it out.

    No sense in dragging it out, my cousin was one of those gays who doesn't look the part, but when it came to making out they wanted to make out with the girly boy types. On that trip to New York he confessed to me that he and Carlos, the neighbor boy, were making out. What he couldn't understand was my resistance to it. He was sure that once I went to one of those places in New York I'd realize my persuasion.

    It wasn't until several years later, out of college and working in Big D that I met an older man at work that pushed me over. The truth is I was upset about it, I ran away from it. It happened, it wasn't going to happen again. But it did, with him. I wasn't a flaming gay like that uncle of mine. And neither was the man I was having sex with. Far from it, we could not have looked straighter. But we weren't.

    My cousin, after I came out to him, said 'it takes one to know one, he always knew'. Maybe.

    Family Halloween Party.

    This is less a confession & more a dilemma I'm having & want all your options!

    My family puts on a yearly adults only costume party & I'm debating, should i use this opportunity to come out to them by fully dressing as my alter ego Kimber? Or do I play it more off as a joke & come dressed as Dr. Frank-N-Furter the character from the movie Rocky Horror Picture Show, just to get them talking first & then slowly come out to them at a later time?


    A little background about me.... I've been crossdressing on & off since I was a teenager. None of my family members know about this side of me except my brother (he caught me) & I'm really wanting to just come out becoming a full time CD. My brother is trying to talk me out of fully coming out, because my family is pretty straight laced & doesn't think most would be as accepting as he was & doesn't want to see me hurt.

    What do you all think?

  • NEVER TO OLD

    Clubbing last night and was picked up by two femboi's. I knew what I was doing when I was being taken to their flat, their hands on my body, their tongs down my throat. They were assertive bordering on a little rough. Inside a couch which pulled out as a bed, and I was tossed onto it. They made light work of my clothing naked and nervous I awaited my fate. I had only dreamt but this was for real, and I knew I had little choice with my virginity. No foreplay just down to business, one in my mouth and one in my ass spit roasting me. A steady rhythm soon emerged, and I was bred, a sharpe slap of my flank I turned round so the lazy sod who I'd been sucking could ram his cock up me. Quickly I became a cum dump for the second time. He pulled out and rolled me of the bed his partner beside him. That was it they'd done with me, 'close the door on your way out'. I dressed and came home, WOW what a night.