Bi-Sexual Male / 50
How It All Started....
I am a married male....a father of 3 great kids....I have a sexy and very loving wife.
BUT even when me and the wife are being intimate together, all I can think about is cock.
It all started when I was still at school and the school bully beat me up and then dragged me into the grounds keepers shed and forced me to suck him off.
I struggled initially but then realized I was actually enjoying having his cock in my mouth. He held me down and basically face fucked me.
The next time, he dragged me into the shed a few days later but this time I didn't need any encouragement and he stood bewildered as I unzipped him and took him in my mouth.
This went on for a whole year and progressed from blowjobs to him taking me anally. He never used a condom and amazingly I never caught any nasties from him.
The following year he left school and I never saw him again. I managed to subdue my desires for several years. Got a girl friend.....had sex with her. It was nice, but not the same as being with him.
A few more years go by and I've been in town with some friends for a few beers. At this time, I had a steady girlfriend. At one point in the evening I go to the gents and another guy comes up next to me as I am at the urinal and I look down at his cock. It's rock hard and he's not there to pee. He starts wanking himself and I can't take my eyes off his cock. I've finished peeing but my cock is still out and I'm getting hard. He reached over and took my cock in his hand, so I reached over and took his in mine and we stood there wanking one another. Just then another guy comes in so we stop, zip up and go back into the bar. I go to my friends and he stands at the bar watching me.
Long story short I ditch my friends and have sex with this guy. Then I go back to my flat and my girlfriend is there waiting for me. She's upset when I say I don't want sex, but I blame it on the booze. She stays the night but we just cuddle.
Next night I am back at the same bar - I see the guy from the night before and we go on to a gay bar.
He introduced be to some friends of his and the next thing I know I'm making out on a mattress on the floor of someone's flat with several other guys. There are cocks and ass and semen everywhere. I remember being kissed passionately by a bearded chubby guy and thinking how nice it felt.
I go home and my girlfriend is there again. Again she wants sex but I am exhausted.
This repeats a few times during the next month. Eventually she leaves me.
I start to go to adult shops and gay bars where I know there are glory holes. During that phase of my life I just wanted to suck off lots of anonymous guys. It was a real thrill to be sitting there waiting for a random guy to push his hard cock through the hole for me to suck until he ejaculated. I loved it - especially if the cock was big and black.
Then out of the blue I met this girl at work and she was amazing. We had a proper relationship....yes there was sex, but we had a lot of other things in common and were best friends as well as lovers. I stopped meeting guys as I wanted this relationship to work.
Several years later we've been married for over 20 years and have 3 awesome kids. I stayed loyal to her.
Our sex life kind of got put on the back burner somewhat as the kids were always around. As they started to leave school and go to college or work and move out my wife wanted us to have sex more. She also told me about some fantasies that she had and said that she wanted to try some of them out. She asked me if I had any fantasies and initially, I said no not really. BUT when she confessed that one of her fantasies was to dominate me sexually I asked her if that included wearing a strap on cock and pegging me. She said it could do.
So, she wears a black strap on cock and "makes me" suck it before she makes me bend over and take it in my ass.
This is not the only thing we do, but it's the one that gives me most enjoyment. It has also awoken my old self and I've started cruising the gay bars again. I hate myself for cheating on her, but now I've started again I find it very difficult to stop.
BUT even when me and the wife are being intimate together, all I can think about is cock.
It all started when I was still at school and the school bully beat me up and then dragged me into the grounds keepers shed and forced me to suck him off.
I struggled initially but then realized I was actually enjoying having his cock in my mouth. He held me down and basically face fucked me.
The next time, he dragged me into the shed a few days later but this time I didn't need any encouragement and he stood bewildered as I unzipped him and took him in my mouth.
This went on for a whole year and progressed from blowjobs to him taking me anally. He never used a condom and amazingly I never caught any nasties from him.
The following year he left school and I never saw him again. I managed to subdue my desires for several years. Got a girl friend.....had sex with her. It was nice, but not the same as being with him.
A few more years go by and I've been in town with some friends for a few beers. At this time, I had a steady girlfriend. At one point in the evening I go to the gents and another guy comes up next to me as I am at the urinal and I look down at his cock. It's rock hard and he's not there to pee. He starts wanking himself and I can't take my eyes off his cock. I've finished peeing but my cock is still out and I'm getting hard. He reached over and took my cock in his hand, so I reached over and took his in mine and we stood there wanking one another. Just then another guy comes in so we stop, zip up and go back into the bar. I go to my friends and he stands at the bar watching me.
Long story short I ditch my friends and have sex with this guy. Then I go back to my flat and my girlfriend is there waiting for me. She's upset when I say I don't want sex, but I blame it on the booze. She stays the night but we just cuddle.
Next night I am back at the same bar - I see the guy from the night before and we go on to a gay bar.
He introduced be to some friends of his and the next thing I know I'm making out on a mattress on the floor of someone's flat with several other guys. There are cocks and ass and semen everywhere. I remember being kissed passionately by a bearded chubby guy and thinking how nice it felt.
I go home and my girlfriend is there again. Again she wants sex but I am exhausted.
This repeats a few times during the next month. Eventually she leaves me.
I start to go to adult shops and gay bars where I know there are glory holes. During that phase of my life I just wanted to suck off lots of anonymous guys. It was a real thrill to be sitting there waiting for a random guy to push his hard cock through the hole for me to suck until he ejaculated. I loved it - especially if the cock was big and black.
Then out of the blue I met this girl at work and she was amazing. We had a proper relationship....yes there was sex, but we had a lot of other things in common and were best friends as well as lovers. I stopped meeting guys as I wanted this relationship to work.
Several years later we've been married for over 20 years and have 3 awesome kids. I stayed loyal to her.
Our sex life kind of got put on the back burner somewhat as the kids were always around. As they started to leave school and go to college or work and move out my wife wanted us to have sex more. She also told me about some fantasies that she had and said that she wanted to try some of them out. She asked me if I had any fantasies and initially, I said no not really. BUT when she confessed that one of her fantasies was to dominate me sexually I asked her if that included wearing a strap on cock and pegging me. She said it could do.
So, she wears a black strap on cock and "makes me" suck it before she makes me bend over and take it in my ass.
This is not the only thing we do, but it's the one that gives me most enjoyment. It has also awoken my old self and I've started cruising the gay bars again. I hate myself for cheating on her, but now I've started again I find it very difficult to stop.
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