Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

Been Bi For A Long Time

I had a little too much to drink while at my neighbors house a few years ago, he made a comment that his wife has not blown him in a few years and cursed menopause for it. Feeling quite drunk and half joking with him I told him that I liked sucking cock and he laughed saying not to tease him like that, we were in his man cave downstairs so I slid out of the chair and knelt on the floor. He stared at me for a few seconds then said he needed to check on what his wife was doing first but don’t move, when he came back he was already undoing his pants walking towards me and I thought Well, here we go!
I gave him like three blow jobs that evening, couple days later he texted me that his wife was gone and would I come over, I thought sure why not and that is how it has been ever since. I really do enjoy doing it and told him this stays between us because I don’t want everyone knowing about it.

  • I Saw A Guy I'd Dated Years Ago

    I saw him unexpectedly at a café. Age had not been kind to him. In one sense he was fine, no grey hair, not limp, but in another, he hadn't changed...still awkward, and focused on his computer instead of on the world around him. He also didn't wear his new weight well.

    I guess I'm glad that relationship went nowhere. He didn't recognize me and I didn't make an effort to say hello.

    Becoming?

    When I was younger, in school, like a lot of boys I played around with a few other boys. While I was never gay I did enjoy being homosexually indulgent. Then I went to dating girls and did all of the usual stuff.
    Now I'm twenty-six and about a year ago I ended the long term relationship that I was having with a girlfriend who had become so difficult and self-centered. I tried dating a little bit, but all of the girls seemed disappointedly the same.
    So I idly began to think back on ky fun days in school with other boys, and found that to be rather appealing.
    I knew this guy my age who lives in the same apartment building as I do. His name is Jared and I sort of got the impression that he might be a little gay. So with some ulterior motives I started to become friends with him and the two of us began to hit it off.
    One morning he had come over to my apartment and I told him that I was going to take a quick shower. So I went and did that. Feeling brave and uninhibited I came out naked toweling off. He grinned and I grinned. Then I easily started to get a boner right there in front of him and he didn't mind seeing that. He asked if I wanted to do it. I said all right sio he took his clothes off and got naked, too. I got a bottle of lubrication and he applied a few drops to my hard dick and then turned around to put his hands on the back of the sofa and spread his bare feet well apart. I got up behind him and pushed my erection into his boy hole. I spent the next several minutes F-ing him before I took my boner all the way in him which he had no problem in my doing. With his still having a boner I summoned my courage even though this had been a long time since I had done that, and gave him a blow job.
    We had the best time doing this together, and the next day we repeated the experience and later I let him do me which was so great.
    Since then I have really enjoyed having this sexual friendship with him, and I have been surprised to be feeling as gay as I have been with Jared . But right now it has just been so satisfyingly male and I'm wondering if maybe I shouldn't try to be more gay with him.

  • The Swimming Hole Experience

    I was in Scouts, First Class, and we went to a knew campground for the summer camp experience. At that camp there was a lake and the purpose of going there was for many of the Scouts to get their canoeing merit badge, as well as other outdoor badges, riflery, archery, bridge building. There was also a swimming hole, up river about a mile. Because I was First Class and a little older, I was in the group given permission to go.

    The water was cold in the swimming hole, and we laughed because we all shrunk quite a bit. The sun was shinning and someone got the idea of taking off their swim trunks and sunbathing naked. Soon we were all naked. Laying out on the river edge, our pricks had gotten bigger now that we were out of the water. Some of the boys were jerking off, and hard pricks were offered around like pot was offered around in college dorms. I sucked my first prick, so smooth, so hard, my heart raced and I had to suck him more. He was fourteen and he shot his load, I was the winner.

    After that swimming hole experience I was one of the boys that sucked off older boys. I liked it and I liked holding a prick in my hand. We usually sucked after lights out, in the tents. I think it was usual for us to have a favorite, we sucked the same boy and that boy looked after us. It was some time before we kissed on the mouth, first to see what it was like, and then because we liked it.

    There was school, not only scouting, and once we had established who was whose we became boyfriends. We didn't call it that, but we were boyfriends. We hung out together and whenever the opportunity was there we kissed and made out, and we sucked each other. It wasn't until well along in high school, after we had made Eagle, that we spread our cheeks and we were made true boyfriends.

    I don't know why that came back to me so hard, such memories are precious and they stay with you. We remained boyfriends all the way through college. It was after college that the flame burned out between us. We haven't talked in over twenty years now.

    Morning Coffee

    My neighbor, who is also retired, stopped by for coffee, like any other Monday morning. Today was a little different, ,as he brought a friend of his with him. We end up sharing cock for almost 3 hours. What a great start to the week.

  • Better Late Than Never

    I been straight pretty much all my life but always had a fascination about cock. It started in the 7th grade gym shower room. At first was embarrassed being naked with about 20 or so other boys. We were required to take a shower after gym. Of course I was checking the other boys out. I was scared of getting caught and be pegged gay which at the time was so taboo and gay bashing was going on. Then when I turned 18 in 1975 adult theaters started opening up and I went to my first porn movie. It was deep throat and got turned on watching Linda Lovelace taking a big cock right to his balls. I started going to the adult theaters all the time even when having a girlfriend and having sex with them. Got married in 1989 had a couple kids went on nights, so someone was home for the kid's wife, and I only had sex on weekends. Somewhere in the 90's the internet was taking off in the 2000's I was always in the porn and chat sites. I started going in the gay porn sits watch gay porn. I started going in the gay bisexual chat rooms and chat with other likeminded guys. It just fueled my craving for cock. I started chatting with a guy for about 2 months and did a face-to-face meet. We liked what we seen and agreed to get together. His wife was going to FL for 2 week a window of opportunity.
    I went to his place nervous as hell, but excited. He answered the door in a pair of nylon sheer bright red panties. Following in the next room check his cute ass out. He sat on the sofa I got naked sat next to him our bare thighs touching then he did something I never thought of doing he grabbed my head and planted an open mouth kiss. I was shocked but it excited me kissed him back our tongues in each other's mouth. We reached for each other's cock. It was different kissing a man his stubble rubbing my cheeks. All of a sudden, he stood up I side to the edge of the sofa ready to get up, but he was standing in front of me taking his panties off the stepping to me I grabbed his cock pulling the foreskin back exposing a bright pink wet head. He stepped closer and I rub the wet head on my lips and face then engulfed it in my mouth taking my first cock.
    We then got into a 69 him on top. I can still see his cock and balls dangling in my face taking his cock back into my mouth feeling his mouth on my cock. I lick up the shaft to his balls taking turns on each ball in my mouth as I jerked his cock. His puckered brown hole was staring me in my face. I had to taste it sticking my tongue in it. He sat up slightly and started to grid on my face moaning yes yes. We then went back to sucking each other. I felt his finger push into my hole and lost it shooting my load in his mouth. He got off me got on his back I got between his legs and went to town on his cock. He pumped in my mouth, and I swallowed it all. We sat for a while he said it's official your now a cock suck what do you think. I said I love it. We met many times after that. I even had him fuck me and fill me up with his man juice.

    Slow Seduction

    Up until 2002 I considered myself a straight guy. I was in my early 30's divorced but still dating women. I worked in an office tower then for an insurance company.

    I sometimes worked late at my desk and was the last to leave. The new janitor who cleaned our floor would see me and we would have a brief friendly chat before he started his night shift. Bruce the janitor had been married himself and at the time in his early 40's.He is shorter than me and slim with hair short and just starting to go grey back then.He read a lot of books and could converse easily on lots of subjects. He liked cleaning and making things tidy while working on his own.

    Gradually as we got to know one another our chats lengthened as we got comfortable with each other. Bruce initiated getting together outside of work. On weekends he enjoyed walks in a local nature reserve and I began joining him. I would drive there and we had a picnic together after a nice hike.

    We had gone on these outings several months when sunny afternoon the unexpected happened. Bruce and I were in a deep conversation about relationships. He said a friendship between men can be a beautiful thing. At first I did not fully understand what he was getting at. I knew we were friends now and getting closer but I saw it as a regular situation. He explained that friendship can deepen into something else. He asked me if I agreed. I got nervous and tried to respond. Bruce then said he was romantically and sexually attracted to me and that though he had been with other men sexually this was different. I looked at him hesitantly and said that he is my friend but I had never thought of other possibilities. He asked me if I would share a kiss with him to see if I felt anything. I knew this was a line I either crossed or not. Inside myself I felt a rising curiosity as to whether I would like the kiss or not. I honestly did not know. After a long silence I nodded yes.

    Bruce leaned over and kissed my lips as we sat together on a blanket. At first it felt pleasant as I tried to process the sensation. He kissed me again a little deeper. Then I began feeling a tingly sexy feeling and kissed him back. The desires were unleashed and we necked passionately. Bruce ended up sucking my cock as I lay back moaning. We ended up back at his place in his bed as he explored my body fully. The sex between us became urgent and regular. I learned how to please him with my mouth and we took turns making love to each other to the point his meaty cock in my ass happened as much as mine inside him. I became just as in love with him as him with me. Even today I look back and relive that first encounter. I know what Bruce means about a special friendship between men.

    Out Of The Ashes Rose The Phoenix,

    Some things happen that you cannot imagine ever happening. I was a thirty year old working for a textile company in Latin America, and met a young woman there and we got married. On an outing to a lakeside, we were stopped by the military at a checkpoint, things got out of hand and a soldier didn't have his safety on, and a wild bullet hit and killed my wife.

    Nothing anyone does is enough or matters. That it was an accident is irrelevant. Apologies go nowhere. That the soldier was dealt with means nothing. I retreated, returned to the home office to try and make sense of it. I withdrew completely. It was a year before I was able to join a social setting.

    It was at a social setting discussing local politics that I met this guy who was athletic, ran track in college. He was friendly and we went out after the meeting. He wanted to show me his gun collection at his apartment, he cornered me and kissed me and pushed me down and grabbed my cock and swallowed it. It didn't end there, we got our clothes off and I returned the favor and when I was held down with him on my back shoving himself in me I got clarity. I let him continue until he was finished. We lay on the bed with the fan overhead, both naked until he got up over me and kissed me and went to the bathroom. He came out with a warm towel so that I could clean myself up and I got dressed and left.

    I avoided any contact with him, it happened, I accept it and let it slide back into the depths of my memories. I couldn't really make sense of it, and through a woman friend I agreed to see a psychiatrist, she said I had all the symptoms of PTSD and I needed someone to help me, process my wife's death. I agreed but never opened up about my experience that night. I had that bottled up and kept it there. My company paid for the sessions, which were very expensive, but I was overseas on their nickel when it happened and they agreed to cover the expenses.

    The psychiatrist surprised me one session and asked me if I had suppressed homosexual feelings. If I had ever felt like acting out those feelings. It hit me hard and I stopped going to see him.

    I go out and once in a while I meet a man that I go home with. I play the role of the bottom and it ends well when he takes me and completes himself in me. If I don't have sex I have deep frustrations. I've met a man, a veteran of Iraq and a Constable, he works off his PTSD on me. I surrender myself completely, it's not that I want him to fuck me, I need him to fuck me. I don't clean myself afterwards, I always go home wet and dirty. When I'm home I insert a butt plug up my ass and lay there watching the ceiling fan go round and round. Jerk off, and fall asleep.

    Until the next time. And the next time.

    Definitely Like Dick But..

    I’ve only been fucked 3 times in my life. No one in my part of Ohio puts out I guess. I’m convinced guys don’t like to fuck an ass or get a bj in northwest Ohio.

  • It's Always Been In Me

    The short story is I became one of 'them', I suppose I always was, but I wouldn't admit it.

    The long story starts when I was in high school. I went to a matinee movie alone, I was angry at my mother. A man sat beside me and put this hand in my lap before grabbing my wrist with his other hand and putting my hand in his lap. I was surprised, but I had heard of men like him. He had my pants in his fist and was whispering for me to follow him. I followed him downstairs to the basement, into a room where he kissed me and gave me a blowjob.

    I carried that with me, he was gay and I wasn't. I went on to college at Missouri, met and married my wife. We had our family. We worked and took early retirement. It was then that we started having problems. Her mother, her church activities, her volunteering, nothing involved me. When I was in line to vote I talked with the man behind me. I shared too much, that I missed work, and me and my wife were having problems.

    He waited for me to vote and asked me to follow him. We walked to the library, and went to a book room. He kissed me and unzipped my pants, and I unzipped his and gave him a blowjob. It felt so good, like everything I'd been missing.

    My wife and I are separated, she has her church friends, I have my friends, no one she would ever talk to.