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Molested And Messed Up

When i was in my early teen years my mother was cheating on my dad with a migrant from Albania who was a handyman. He came to fix plumbing in our house and they ended up having an affair. I came back from school early one day when i was like 13? and heard the sex. I knew about sex through friends, internet, older cousins etc. so i was familiar with masturbation and would do it on a regular basic at this point. So when i heard what was going my curiosity peaked and i wanted to get a look. I thought it was my dad with my mom but when i got closed i realized that was not the case at all.

The door was closed so i could only hear, but even from just this i would tell it was the handyman since i had met him when he came to fix our plumbing. He was saying very nasty and disrespectful things to her, to which she was positively replying and moaning loudly. Loud was also the sound of their bodies smashing together. From what my mother was saying i figured he must have had a very big dick. I couldn't help but getting wet hearing these things so i started to touch my heated pussy outside their door. As i was doing that i had the idea of recording it on my phone to hear it again later on my bed, so i took my phone out, put it on mute so no random calls would give me away and started recording while also touching myself.

He was very rough with her and i loved it. I am sure soft moans escaped me when i orgasmed but it was impossible to hear them over their very loud and profane sex. I left and came back at the time i was supposed to. By the looks of my mother and her running about with sheets in hand going to the bathroom i figured he had probably just left. I couldnt help but go to her bedroom and smell the air, which indeed smelled musky, sweaty and another smell which i later found out was cum.

I rushed to my room and masturbated again. That day i must have masturbated like 5 times. I knew i should have told dad but i was just a dumb horny teenager and hormones won. I made it a habit after that day to try and catch them again. Which i did on 2 more occasions without them realizing it. Soon after mum divorced dad and soon after that she got in an official relationship with him. He was a real macho guy, strong build, no bullshit attitude, and it was his way or the highway. He would often fuck mum even when i was at home, and he didnt care i could would listen. Mum at first felt awkward about this but soon she got used to it and so i would very often hear them go at it. She was having a real blast i could tell. She was addicted to him.

While fucking her he would make sure to insult our family and our country, he would have her emphasize his Albanian heritage and how they are better men than our men and call her all sorts of nasty names. I even heard once respond to her concerns that i might hear them by telling her than i was going to be a whore like her and that i should be learning. All the while i was masturbating every time i heard them.

One day i came from school to find a young guy with his boxers laying in my bed. To my shock he informed me that he was my step brother and he was away in juvenile because he was caught selling weed. He was 18. He came to greet me, told me i was a real hot piece of ass and slapped my bum. He would keep doing things like that daily and gaslight me into thinking it was his way of showing his love for his new little sister. Soon thought the gropings would escalate into long squeezes between my legs, raunchy comments and inappropriate questions like if i am masturbating when i hear his dad railing my mum.

One day when my mum and step dad left for a one day trip and left us alone, he came out of the shower naked with his big dick dangling. My eyes poped out and he started laughing and came near me, took my hand and placed it on it. He told me to jerk him off and i said its wrong and he is my brother. He smacked my across my face, told me he is my step brother, and that whores like me are born to be fucked by men like him, and that today he was going to break me in. I was shocked and kinda turned on since he was really hot and i had already masturbated thinking about him.

However when i froze, he threw himself at me, forcibly undressing me, smacking him, saying real nasty stuff about me and my mom, forced his now hard dick in my mouth and fucked my face to the point of choking me and making my cough. I told him to stop and leave me alone and i would say anything, but he just grabbed me by my hair and took me to my room, threw me in my bed next to my teddy bears, climbed on top of me and r**ed me. I was begging him to stop and cried but he shut my mouth and kept doing it until he came inside me. Without wanting it i came too.

After that day, he kept abusing me for years and since i couldnt escape it, i started loving it. It messed my perception of sex and love, and to this day, i am messed up by it, but i always get wet thinking about it. I will share more about my messed life

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For My Ex's Approval

My husband loves taking naked pictures of me, spreading, tits, hand bra, etc. What my husband doesn't know is that I send these pictures to my ex boyfriend because I love the degrading comments he sends back. I'm pretty sure he shows them to his friends also. I just still need his approval, even if it's negative attention.

It turns me on knowing that my husband is indirectly giving his lovely wife to her verbally abusive ex boyfriend.

Miss Abusive Bf

My first bf was abusive. He would call me down all the time and it escalated to wear he would hit me and break my things. I also hit him sometimes so it was a toxic relationship but after a year he was so cold and such a psycho prick.

I would leave him for weeks at a time but I felt so empty I would go back. Was almost two years when he finally broke up with me. It was fucked up how he planned it. I still lived at home but I had a lot of stuff at his place. He completely planned everything. He took me to dinner and while we were out his friend took all of my stuff and threw it out. Clothes, I had CD's, Mirror, lots other stuff. after dinner we had sex but he r**ed me anally. He had asked to try anal before and I always said no , it was the one hard no I wouldn't try. I couldn't stop him I just cried and went numb.

When he was done, he said he wanted to break up and that my stuff was already gone. I laid there a long time felt like absolute piece of shit.

I was in shock for the longest time and took me forever to even date again. It was 100 percent not consensual but its been years now and I still think of him and our last time together. It's fucked up. Sometimes it's almost as bad as back then, the feeling of wanting to be with him.

I recently got married for the second time, and I have literally never been faithful to him.

My first marriage was messy. I ended up moving in with a friend and her new boyfriend to help with expenses for us all. The boyfriend, Chris, is an absolute a hole. Yes, he is tattooed, muscular, well built all that but he is a total prick. Borderline abusive, physically and emotionally.

He of course came on to me too, many times. Groped me a few times. Eventually, my friend decided to break up with him. She was upset, crying, but had to she felt. She went to stay with her parents for the time being. The problem was, I had nowhere else to go.

I met my now husband Connor, and it was instant attraction and chemistry. He has a warm smile, strong arms, and is so loving and passionate, yet calm and cool. He is an amazing man, and I do not deserve him.

Our first date went amazing. We we had wine, we ate, we laughed. As he was dropping me off at the apartment, we had a goodnight kiss in the car that was electric. He is an amazing kisser. I was turned on, it had been awhile. The kiss turned in to more kissing, making out, touching and rubbing and I wanted him. I invited him in. He considered it, but declined. He said he very much wanted to but he is interested in something more with me, and didn't want to ruin it by having sex with me before we get there. It was sweet. I loved that.

But...I was still very worked up, and a little buzzed from the alcohol. So, I come in the apartment to Chris sitting on the couch, watching porn with his dick out. This wasnt the first he had done that, but it was the first I went over and watched with him.

He asked about the date, asked if I fucked him. I said no, I'm not a slut. He laughed and said yeah, but here you are watching me stroke my cock. I turned to him to say no I was not but then I looked at it, and him stroking it and then I was watching him. And I kept watching him. And I was getting very wet.

He told me to come sit by him. I said no, thanks I'm good where I am. He said I didn't ask, slut, get your ass over here. For some reason, I did. I sat next to him as he stroked his cock slowly. He said looks good doesnt it. I didnt answer, just watched. He grabbed me by my hair and pulled me down on it. I didn't resist. I let him shove it in my mouth, and I sucked on it like automatic.

I let him face fuck me there on the couch. After a few minutes he pulled my hair again and threw me back on the couch. He nearly ripped my dress off and put a hand around my throat as he entered me. He commented how wet I was. How he always knew I would be a slut.

He fucked me hard, his hand around my throat most of the time. Telling me how worthless I was. What a whore I was. How I should be thankful he even bothers to use my pussy to take his cum. I don't know why being talked to that way made me cum.

After he finished with me, I went to my room and cried. I felt awful. For some reason, he has this hold on me. Every time he calls me names, grabs my hair or throat its like my brain shuts off and I just...let him have me. From then on, he was fucking me regularly.

It was a month before the first time Connor and I had sex. But I had been fucking Chris regularly. Several months later, Connor and I got engaged. Chris took me as soon as I told him. He came on the engagement ring and made me lick it off. I moved in with Connor. Chris volunteered to help me move my things. Ended up talking Connor to go get some food to celebrate the new apartment, and when he was gone Chris took me first in the new bed Connor had bought. Chris fucked me the night of my bachelorette party and...he fucked me on my wedding day when I went to change out of my wedding gown to a more comfortable dress late in to the evening.

I absolutely hate Chris. I despise him. But, I still let him fuck me whenever he wants. He just has to call me names, grab me, whatever, I can't say no.

Domme Wife Wants To Make Me Bi

I am 23 my wife is 32. She was married to a very dominant asshole of a man and after she got out of that abusive relationship vowed never to be submissive to a man again. I'm ok with that. It was some spanking, denial, edging, pegging, cleaning her during and after her period, when she goes to the toilet. Nothing too nuts and I went along. I actually liked not knowing what was next with my then girlfriend. After we got married, we were in the hotel room in the islands and she puts me in a womans shorty nightie. Then we fuck like crazy. During the fucking she eventually takes off the nightie. After she was done which ended with her pegging me, I didn't know she brought that stuff through customs, she puts on a pair of boxers and tells me to stay in stockings and garter. The next morning she was fucking like crazy again.

Ever since we got married she's been having me crossdress in the bedroom. It's been a year now and she takes me out to shops to buy me underwear, stockings, dresses, skirts, blouses. I grew my hair longer at her request, and when we are in shops I have to go into the dressing booths and try things on and then come out and show her. She is very vocal about things and everyone knows that the feminine attire is all for me. It's very embarrassing, but she doesn't want me working at all, she wants me dressed en femme, and cleaning, cooking, and keeping the house for her. Then be her sex slut at night. Sometimes she made it known all the while since we met, she will go for an occasional fuck with a manly man. There is no love, I'm the one she loves, it's just something she needs from time to time. She keeps talking about me getting fucked by a man, while she's pegging me. She really wants to see it happen. I'm thinking that if she wants it, maybe I should agree.

Total role reversal, and I'm ok with it. I get to have a LOT of sex with a beautiful, natural blonde, way prettier than I could normally get, and she isn't submissive in her marriage or abused like she was before.

My husband has a boss that he continually complains about for various reasons. He steals my husband's ideas and gets the credit for his work, he sends him on crappy assignments, all that kind of thing. In addition, my husband hates him because my husband is a very good man and dislikes slimebag guys like his boss. Apparently the word around the office is that his boss has screwed most of the women that work there and even a couple of his employee's wives.

This brings us to memorial day weekend and the BBQ at our house. My husband felt compelled to invite his boss and it was my first time seeing him and woah, hot guy. I could see why the women go to him despite him being a jerk. A couple hours into the BBQ his boss is hitting on me pretty hard and I can't help but wonder what he's packing down there since he's such a man-whore.

Long story short, I wound up in the upstairs bathroom, standing, facing the mirror while my husband's hated boss fucked me from behind. He did indeed have a very big cock and was great at using it. He made me cum three times in only 10 minutes or so. My husband had no clue, he was at the BBQ grilling chicken the whole time and I had a massive load of his boss' cum in me the rest of the day that of course, he wound up eating out of me that night. So my husband basically sucked the dick of the boss he hates.