Umm So I Did A Thing... Again...
Okay Hi um... thanks for all the support. My last post got a lot of likes and the comments were nice. I guess there are people out there who don't think I'm disgusting for having done what I did. Why am I back? Well not that I want more likes or whatever... I just appreciate the support and it feels really good to get this off my chest. Okay so here goes...
The first time happened on the Monday of that week, so the 11th. It ate me up so bad inside that I just had to write and get it out somewhere. The family friend came back from vacation that Tuesday. He called to see if I wanted to get dinner as a thank you for dogsitting. I was just so disgusted with myself that I lied and said I had to study for my standardized tests. Go figure, I was walking home from Chinese school one weekend when I run into him and his companions by the park.
I tried to shuffle away before we made eye contact. It didn't work out because his companions recognized me. They ran up very happy to see me, especially the one that took me for his pleasure. I guess I'll have to says his name... Benji. Benji pushed his snout up my crotch and tried to mount me on the street. I'm a small girl, so he was really pushing me around. Thankfully, the family friend, Toh, comes up to take control.
"Hey Hayaka, how're you? Just finished Chinese school?" I think Toh said something like that, but I was just reliving that moment in my head. I probably nodded yes and shuffled away. Benji wouldn't leave me alone though, he kept trying to mount me every step I took. Toh just thought it was funny before finally restraining Benji. "Hey, you okay?" I guess I really looked bothered.
Nothing until the following Wednesday. Toh stops by my house and tells my parents that he'd really like to take me to dinner as an appreciation. I couldn't weasel my way out of this one because they called out to me to come say hi. I was surprised when Benji didn't greet me at the door. Well, I reluctantly went with him.
It was an awkward silence in the car before I weakly asked, "So what's going on?" He placed his hand between my legs. He says, "I know what you did." My heart dropped, but I had to play dumb because I didn't want to disgrace myself by admitting it. "Um... Um... what are you talking about?" He just pulls out his phone, plays a video... of me and Benji, and I swear my heart just stopped.
"I... I... look I..." the words wouldn't come out, but he shushed me. It was a long awkward silence until we got to his place. I was confused, thinking we'd go to the restaurant, but followed him anyways. He sat down on the couch and motioned for me to sit next to him. I do so not knowing what else to do. Then he pulled me into a hug. I was obviously confused, especially when he was saying something like, "It's okay, I get it. You did nothing wrong." At that point, I just melted in his arms and started bawling. He comforted me while I let out all my feelings, confusions, conflicts, just everything since Benji took me.
After I calmed down, he suggested a way to make me feel better about it. He said it's all about acceptance, there's nothing wrong with me, and in fact, it can be really enjoyable. I didn't believe him until he pointed out that I enjoyed getting eaten out. I was still doubtful until he pulled out his phone again. This time, he had videos of other women and Benji. They welcomed Benji so willingly. From what I saw, they enjoyed every second of it.
"Sorry, can I?" Toh asked, but I didn't get it. He just went ahead and unzipped his pants, letting his cock out. I was shocked. He didn't seem to mind touching himself in front of me while we watched women and Benji. I tried to get out of there, but Toh shushed me again. This time, he set his phone down and pulled me into a kiss. I wasn't sure what was going on until I felt his hand claw underneath my skirt. The moment his finger flicked my clit through my panties, I let out a soft moan. I guess I was turned on by all that despite my confusions. We started making out, but Toh didn't wait too long before tearing my clothes off. He undressed too, then called Benji over.
I immediately closed my legs at the sight of Benji. Toh came to pat me on the head, reassuring me that everything will be fun. I slowly spread my legs, but Benji just sat there. "Lick!" Toh called out and Benji casually walks up to me and starts to eat me out. My body tensed again as waves of pleasure washed over me. Toh was massaging my chest while I lost myself. I came in no time, shaking violently because Benji kept eating me out even after I went over the top.
The licking eventually stops and I'm panting. "Want to try again?" Toh asks casually. I shake my head, I think I weakly said something like, "He was too big... it kinda hurt." Toh gets up and comes back with a dildo shaped like Benji's tool. He lines it up with my entrance. I was about to protest when he shushes me again, then slowly penetrates me with the dildo. I think my mouth hung open while I felt the pleasure of being stretched apart. He slowly fucks me with the dildo until I'm constantly moaning. There was a pressure getting stronger and stronger each time he thrust the dildo into me. It felt so good getting stretched apart. Then I realized it was skin on skin. I open my eyes to see the entire dildo, knot and everything, inside me. Toh leans in to kiss me and tell me what a good girl I am.
At this point, I was so hot, sweaty, and honestly... horny. "Can.... can we.... try Benji again?" I had no clue what I was asking, but it came out of my mouth. Toh calls Benji over, throws a few pillows on the floor, then helps situate me. He kept patting my head, telling me that I'm going to do great. He taps my back, says, "Up up!" and I'm mounted again. I just hung my head, closed my eyes, and bit my lip in anticipation. I feel something thin enter me, then the full onslaught of Benji's thrusts. I was expecting it to hurt, but as he grew bigger and bigger in me, this time I just choked on all the pleasure I'm feeling. An orgasm exploded in me. I couldn't help but collapse from my orgasm. Benji didn't mind, he seemed to like my ass higher in the air.
Then it came time. Benji pushes something really thick into me. It keeps growing, but this time, I'm squealing at the stretch. I could feel the pulsing and loved every second of it. I was so out of my mind that when Toh tapped my lips with his cock, I just mindlessly opened to let him fuck my mouth. I don't know how long passed, but I definitely came again from all the pulsing. Then it came time that Benji started to shrink and pulled out of me again with a plop. I don't know why, but I squeezed to try to keep him in longer. When he pulled out with a plop, I could hear a soft splash and dripping behind me. Benji licks at me while Toh pulls out and gives me my first facial.
Toh let me shower and freshen up while he cleaned. We get some take out before he dropped me off at home. We made sure to make it look like it had somewhat been eaten. My parents thought nothing of it. I go to bed peacefully, thinking about what had happened, but before I really fell asleep, I texted Toh, "Are you free tomorrow?" He texted me a thumbs up so... yeah...
