I miss my ex boyfriend., We had great sex and I experienced a lot of new things with him. I know this is going to sound shallow, but I miss his large dick. I was only with three guys before my last boyfriend sexually, all wonderful and average sized. I have a new boyfriend and we have fun, but I miss my ex. I don't want to be labeled a "size queen", or anything. I have a larger size dildo from my past relationship that we played with and I've used it a few times lately without my new guy. My close girlfriends know about my ex but I would NEVER tell them how I really feel.