The other night, I had a sex-dream about my son. It was quite real and explicit. I would NEVER do anything like this, but I woke up sleepy & turned-on. And I quietly pleasured myself while thinking about it. Since then, I have been feeling really guilty. When I see my son, I just feel awkward. Like we actually had sex or something. I'm waiting for the thought of it all to just go away, but it hasn't yet. I feel gross.