I don't know if I am putting this in the right category.

I have a female roommate that is married, her husband lives with me as well. Most of the time I cannot stand them, not at all. She does everything to get on my nerves, I don't even want to get started because it is such a long list of things. I live feeling uncomfortable in my own home because of them.

Even with that being said, I have a strange urge to want to see her naked. When she showers, she leaves the door cracked, and when she gets out, she walks through to the other room of the bathroom where the toilet is to close the other door so she can do whatever she does in there.

I always sit right across from the bathroom door at the table, and have been sitter there while she showered many time, and have always felt the urge to look over, but I never have. I am afraid if I saw something she would be weird about it.

If only one day I could secretly take a peek without being noticed...