I'm a 30 yr. old woman and until this past Saturday, I was a virgin. I felt like guys thought that I was too ugly and that was why they didn't want to have sex with me. Anyway, I met this guy online. He messaged me about having sex. I told him that I was inexperienced. He responded by saying that he would give me more experience. So, I told him that I was a virgin. He was ok with that. We chatted a bit more and decided to meet. I told him that he had to wear a condom and I also used the Plan B afterwards. Yes, he wore a condom but I wanted to be extra safe. When Saturday arrived, he was going to back out because he didn't want me to think that he was a loser that just wanted sex. I asked him if he was sure. We chatted for about 45 min. to an hr. We decided to go ahead and meet. He was gentle with me. It didn't hurt like I thought it would. It felt so natural and so good. I didn't have an orgasm. I was disappointed that I couldn't get him off but he said that it felt good. I know that it felt good to me. I sucked at giving a blow job....no pun intended, but I enjoyed it. I know that he want to meet again...for some sex. He wants me to have an orgasm. I know I can give one to myself with my toy...perhaps I should bring the toy and let him use it on me...start by watching me use it.