I'm 17 and i love dating older men. Where i live its not illegal by the way. I'm dating a 32 year old at the moment. Today was my ex's birthday, he turned 44 and i told him i would visit. We broke up months ago but i knew i wasn't over him. We just talked for the first hour,he was hinting here and there that he wanted to head in the bedroom. I guess he got tired of me ignoring his hints when he said "you know i want you right" so i said "yeah i do." He held my hand like he did the first time i was ever at his place and led me into the room. A the door he lifted me up and threw me onto the bed. He climbed up on top of me and said "can i have you" and of course i said yes. He started unbuckling my pants and piece by piece took everything else off of me. Then he stripped and climbed on top of me. He struggled hard to get into me, i must say he's blessed. When he finally penetrated it was like the first time with him again. I screamed a little and he said "i missed this body so much." He was on top of me, i was on top of him, we did it from the side. on the edge of the bed it was the greatest feeling i've ever had. Then when he came, i felt that warm liquid on my stomach. I don't feel horrible, i don't know why. I didn't want it to stop but i was satisfied. Shaking actually.