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Anything Goes
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I got myself into a mess I can't clean up. Financially, I am totally broke, in debt for large sums of money, and because of my behavior I lost my job, and because of my credit and having lost my job I can't get another job. We were evicted from the house we lived in. I found myself on the street and dependent on friends, who couldn't really take a woman with three kids under six, and a deadbeat, depressive and attitudinally maladjusted husband.
A friend of a friend, who I know through them, had a rent house that was vacant and offered for me to stay there. Me and my kids. Not my husband. He got some furniture, and put me up. He gave me money for food, and a little extra for other things. He came over to bring some stuff for the kids, and found my husband there. He blew up and through my husband out with his bare hands, just grabbed him by the neck and through him out and told him that if he ever showed up again he would brake his knees with a bat.
Then he turned to me and told me that as long as he supported me I did what he said. If I ever saw my husband again he would through me out too. That meant saw him, spoke to him, anything. I was never to speak to him again. He was so mad I just shut up and said I would do what he said. We sat there for a long time and then he told me to fix dinner, which I did and we ate. He told me to get my kids to bed, which I did. Then when we were alone he told me that since he supported me and kept me that he wanted me for himself. Starting that night.
He sent me to my room and told me to get ready for him, and to call him when I was ready. I changed and cleaned up and looked at myself in the mirror for about an hour. I cried. And then I went out and told him I was ready and he took me to bed. He is sleeping now, and I am wide awake. A new man has taken over my life now. After he had me and I was beside him he told me he was moving in, that he was supporting me now and for me to fix things up for us. No whining or long faces, to prepare the bed for him at night and prepare his breakfast, take care of kids and make sure I did not ever speak to my hustand again. Then he squeezed me real tight and went to sleep. And now I'm here and have to decide to do what he asks or be on the street.
A friend of a friend, who I know through them, had a rent house that was vacant and offered for me to stay there. Me and my kids. Not my husband. He got some furniture, and put me up. He gave me money for food, and a little extra for other things. He came over to bring some stuff for the kids, and found my husband there. He blew up and through my husband out with his bare hands, just grabbed him by the neck and through him out and told him that if he ever showed up again he would brake his knees with a bat.
Then he turned to me and told me that as long as he supported me I did what he said. If I ever saw my husband again he would through me out too. That meant saw him, spoke to him, anything. I was never to speak to him again. He was so mad I just shut up and said I would do what he said. We sat there for a long time and then he told me to fix dinner, which I did and we ate. He told me to get my kids to bed, which I did. Then when we were alone he told me that since he supported me and kept me that he wanted me for himself. Starting that night.
He sent me to my room and told me to get ready for him, and to call him when I was ready. I changed and cleaned up and looked at myself in the mirror for about an hour. I cried. And then I went out and told him I was ready and he took me to bed. He is sleeping now, and I am wide awake. A new man has taken over my life now. After he had me and I was beside him he told me he was moving in, that he was supporting me now and for me to fix things up for us. No whining or long faces, to prepare the bed for him at night and prepare his breakfast, take care of kids and make sure I did not ever speak to my hustand again. Then he squeezed me real tight and went to sleep. And now I'm here and have to decide to do what he asks or be on the street.
