Yes you are stupid and If you do love him tell him the truth and end it. You don't give a shit about him if you don't tell him and let him make his own decisions. you don't care about him at all if you let him catch those diseases from your fucking around it may hurt him but at least he will know that you love him enough to let him make up his own mind and not let him risk his life for someone who obviously didn't care enough to protect him.
WELL, I TOLD MY HUSBAND. HE CALLED ME A FUCKING WHORE AND THREW ALL OF MY STUFF OUT OF THE WINDOWS AND DOORS. HE SAID HE HOPES I DIE! AND I HOPE SO TOO. IF IT WASNT FOR THIS BABY I WOULD JUST JUMP OFF A BRIDGE. HE TOLD ME AFTER THE BABY IS BORN HE WANT ME TO HAVE A PAT TEST AND HE WILL BE GETTING CUSTODY OF THE BABY. I AM MOVING TO NEW JERSEY FROM CALI TO GET THE HELL AWAY FROM THE WHOLE SITUATION. I HAVENT TALKED THE THE POSSIBLE FATHERS (BESIDES MY HUSBAND)
IN TWO WEEKS AND I NEVER WANT TO TALK TO THEM AGAIN. LUCKILLY I HAVE A PLACE TO STAY UNTIL I GET ON MY FEET, AND WILL BE MOVING SOON. THIS BABY WILL HOPEFULLY TURN MY LIFE AROUND FOR THE BETTER...AND MY HUSBAND HAS NOT BEEN PERFECT EITHER SO I WILL BE PUTTING UP A FIGHT IF THIS CHILD IS HIS! HE/SHE IS THE ONLY THING I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO. TAKE IT FROM ME, IT IS NOT WORTH IT TO CHEAT. YOU GET CAUGHT AND EVERYTHING GETS RUINED. I LOVED MY HUSBAND REGUARDLESS OF THE FACT I CHEATED. I THINK IT STEMMED FROM BEING RAPED AS A TEEN BY MY STEP BROTHER, COUSIN AND 2 OF THEIR FRIENDS. HE DOESNT WANT TO UNDERSTAND THAT AND WON'T HEAR THAT IT WAS A CALL FOR HELP.
GOOD all for the better I'm sure. and the teen rape doesn't excuse any other choses you make, trust me I am a survivor of rape and I still made all of the choses I made on my own of my own free will. You you act out and act slutty just admit it to your self that is what it is , big deal, get over it. Just make better choses from here on out. that is all you can do.
You may as well jump off the brifge because your life is now all screwed up.