I have been married for 3 years and cheating on and off with 2 guys since before I got married! I just found out I am pregnant. My husband thinks I was a virgin before we met but I have actually been with over 20 guys and 5-7 girls. It gets much worse....I am flipping out! I got the routine blood work done and it came back HIV - thank GOD!!! but I have genital warts, herpes sim 2 and ghonoreah which I have to be treated for. My husband is thrilled that I am pregnant but I don't think it is his and he has no clue about the diseases I have gotten from my sex with the two guys. He is gonna know that the baby is not his! My husband is full blooded German and the guys I have been fucking behind his back are black! He is gonna murder me and I am so scared! I am going to move away, have already been applying for jobs on the East coast to get away. I do love him but when he finds out I am dead! I guess I deserve everything I got and should be greatful that I don't have HIV...one of the guys I screwed tested HIV+ 4 years ago and just told me. When I told him about the other diseases he said he knew but doesn't care cause of his HIV status. I am such a stupid whore!

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by Anonymous on Aug 1, 2007 at 11:11 AM

Yes you are stupid and If you do love him tell him the truth and end it. You don't give a shit about him if you don't tell him and let him make his own decisions. you don't care about him at all if you let him catch those diseases from your fucking around it may hurt him but at least he will know that you love him enough to let him make up his own mind and not let him risk his life for someone who obviously didn't care enough to protect him.

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by Anonymous on Aug 3, 2007 at 5:09 PM

WELL, I TOLD MY HUSBAND. HE CALLED ME A FUCKING WHORE AND THREW ALL OF MY STUFF OUT OF THE WINDOWS AND DOORS. HE SAID HE HOPES I DIE! AND I HOPE SO TOO. IF IT WASNT FOR THIS BABY I WOULD JUST JUMP OFF A BRIDGE. HE TOLD ME AFTER THE BABY IS BORN HE WANT ME TO HAVE A PAT TEST AND HE WILL BE GETTING CUSTODY OF THE BABY. I AM MOVING TO NEW JERSEY FROM CALI TO GET THE HELL AWAY FROM THE WHOLE SITUATION. I HAVENT TALKED THE THE POSSIBLE FATHERS (BESIDES MY HUSBAND)
IN TWO WEEKS AND I NEVER WANT TO TALK TO THEM AGAIN. LUCKILLY I HAVE A PLACE TO STAY UNTIL I GET ON MY FEET, AND WILL BE MOVING SOON. THIS BABY WILL HOPEFULLY TURN MY LIFE AROUND FOR THE BETTER...AND MY HUSBAND HAS NOT BEEN PERFECT EITHER SO I WILL BE PUTTING UP A FIGHT IF THIS CHILD IS HIS! HE/SHE IS THE ONLY THING I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO. TAKE IT FROM ME, IT IS NOT WORTH IT TO CHEAT. YOU GET CAUGHT AND EVERYTHING GETS RUINED. I LOVED MY HUSBAND REGUARDLESS OF THE FACT I CHEATED. I THINK IT STEMMED FROM BEING RAPED AS A TEEN BY MY STEP BROTHER, COUSIN AND 2 OF THEIR FRIENDS. HE DOESNT WANT TO UNDERSTAND THAT AND WON'T HEAR THAT IT WAS A CALL FOR HELP.

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by Anonymous on Aug 4, 2007 at 2:12 PM

GOOD all for the better I'm sure. and the teen rape doesn't excuse any other choses you make, trust me I am a survivor of rape and I still made all of the choses I made on my own of my own free will. You you act out and act slutty just admit it to your self that is what it is , big deal, get over it. Just make better choses from here on out. that is all you can do.

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by Anonymous on Aug 4, 2007 at 3:11 PM

You may as well jump off the brifge because your life is now all screwed up.

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