My sister caught me in her panty drawer. I was all dressed up thinking no one was home when crash I hear someone come barging in the front door! In terror I had no choice but to close myself in her room. She met me on the other side of her door pushing to open into her room. I was pushing with all my might to keep her out because I was all dressed up in her school pom pom outfit and in her under wear too! I got the door closed and locked but now she knew because she saw me in her uniform said! OMG busted! Now what do I do? I had no other clothes to wear except hers! I was in a total panic with her still yelling through the door for me to get out of her pom pom uniform! I undressed down to her white silk panties and came out. She took one look at me and said "YOU QUEER"! I felt so ashamed and now the secret was out. Later that night she came to me privately and told me she would not tell or I would be in big trouble. I said thanks sis.
I started really wondering about my sexuality and was very curious about my sexuality. I never felt gay or attracted to men so why did I like to dress like a girl? One day at 14 I was getting a ride home from the cab company where I was starting as a porter. One of the mechanics named Jody was very friendly too me and we always laughed and played and had a few beers after work. One day on the way home he asked if I wanted a blow job? I always looked up to him as a friend and didn't want to act uncool. So after thinking about it for a minute I said OK. I had no idea what I was in for! In his shiny red corvette we went off to a park where he totally went down on me. I had never had sex with anybody let alone a man. Trusting him and very curious I enjoyed the whole thing! He brought me through to completion and he swallowed my full load. Now what surprised me was I was not ready for this is he now turns and says to me now it is your turn! OMG what did he mean? I was not planning on this but I wanted to be cool and not be a prude so I said OK but I never have done this. He pulled his cock out it was not huge but about 6 inches and told me to just keep a rhythm and he will show me how. So I couldn't believe it I was sucking cock! Wow what if my friends found out? Who cared? It was his and my secret and I liked it. It was pretty cool with a cock in my mouth feeling his warm flesh! I kept going up and down with my head up and down. I felt just like a girl now. He now tells me to get ready to put it in the back of my throat when he cums. Still bobbing up and down he says he is ready and pushes me down all the way! I get all his warm salty fluid in my mouth now! Wow I am a cock sucker now and I liked it! We met week after week for sex and I became a lot more comfortable with him. He drops on me the question "Do you want to butt fuck"? Wow that was a heavy question! I didn't want to disappoint him so I told him I would think about it. After fingering my ass in the bath tub wondering what it would be like I made up my mind to try it. The next week I told him I wanted to butt fuck. He rushed me home to his house so fast. So the night began and we played strip poker to see who would fuck who first. Next thing you know I am naked and he is packing anal lube up my butt. I bend over and take his cock. It felt really good to know his cock was inside of me. I couldn't help but feel like a girl though. In and out he pumped me feeling his cock move all around! I felt so good and close to him. He came deep inside of me and the he said now it is his turn. He had me fuck him too. I was preTty big so. 7 inch thick cock opened him up very well. So two butt fucking gay guys who love sucking each other cocks. All this was still new to me but one thing for sure I really liked it! I still love wearing woman's clothes and sex with men! I tried sex with women and it was nice but emotionally they were not very nice to me. I fucked a 20 year old lady when I was 16. It lasted one summer then she moved away. She did start fucking her old boyfriend again he was 23. I remember she said I was the biggest fag she has ever met. How did she know? Her and her boyfriend tried to get me into a 3'some with them. Maybe she wanted to see me suck him off I will never know. Maybe I need a lot more coaching to do that in front of a couple? I live my life as a closeted bisexual now. I have a girlfriend who knows my full story and is happy. I try not to get too carried away with sissy fag training and strapon sex because she sees how crazy I am about enjoying it. Thanks for listening.