Okay I am 19 and only had two fleeting boyfriends that didnt last more than a month each. I've only ever kissed closed lipped before. And I have these fantasies where I am this innocent young maiden and a rough more experienced bad boy type of older man comes and makes love to me. Idk why but I like to pretend I am this innocent Lolita type girl and an older man(maybe like 30) is corrupting me. And it turns me on SOOOO much. It sounds to me like a text-book case of daddy issues, but I'm fine with my dad. We have no problems lol. I will say to my friends,"oh I love Johnny depp! Robert downey jr! And Gerard butler!" and all my friends are like,"uhm you know they could be old enough to be your father right?" idk I get embarrassed when they say that but that's the type of guy I fantasize about.