my mom died in december if i wasn't so scared i would end my life. i'm not here because i want to be. i just needed to get that out.i've lost my faith and have given up on god.
You are loved more than you'll ever know, by people you don't even know.
Please be at peace. Mom is okay now. Believe that God is just going through the routine. It is not always what we want and can be very painful. But never hurt yourself. You will survive and be strong.
Strange page to post this but I hope you can be strong. Be faithful in God that she is with Him and that you will be also when you are done here. Do not take your own life. Your purpose may be a very positive one and God will reward you for embracing it, whatever it is. Be faithful in his purpose and take comfort that our lives here are brief. Communicate with Jesus and find peace.