I am a 54 year old white woman who has been in a relationship for over 10 years to an average man. Both of us are educated, white and middleclass. Our sex life is not very frequent and I find myself looking for something to distract myself with. Last year I discovered the internet dating sites and personal ads that show sexual parts. I did not know it, but I have a strong fetish for very large, long black penises. I had no idea that black men had such long penises on the average. I have been with 20 men, and all were white and non of them were more than 6 inches long. I have found photos and clips of real men that were masturbating full 8,9,10,11 and even 12 inch penises! I thought that I would go insane when I saw the giant size difference. Or that it was not real. But the clips cannot be faked. I have seen over 10 different men, all of them black that could ejaculate more sperm in the first orgasm than my boyfriend could in the 5 spurts he manages. I have probably masturbated over 2000 times to photos and videos clips of black men's cocks in 1 year. I went a bit further recently and met an older man. He is about 67 years old, 5'10", 150 lbs. and very thin build. He has a very deep bass voice which makes me crazy, but what really drove me over the edge was his penis. I first saw flaccid photos of his hanging cock from the side and it dropped a solid 8 inches from base to tip! I was stunned, and could not stop looking. He sent more photos. Laying back in a chair with a smirk on his face. His balls hung extremely low, unlike white men who always get tight nuts during a full erection. His penis was fully erect and stood straight up, not curved like most whites under 6 inches. From the base to the tip, he was 9 inches long! I literally lost my mind at that point. We talked and cammed for about a month and finally met. I am 5'8", 155 lbs, small breasts and large thick thighs and hips. We went to his apartment and spent literally 8 hours fucking and me sucking his penis that could ejaculate and stay erect and them cum again later, without ever going down! In person, his penis was frightening and gigantic, even longer when I measured it. We got a full 10.5 inches in length when I handjobbed him! He looks like he is 15 inches long with his low balls. What I can't believe is his ability to keep it up so long and ejaculate over and over, even with the low hanging balls. He can shoot huge loads up to 6 times that spurt over 3 feet, which is much farther and intense than my white boyfriend. I have been with this older man 7 times and love being deep fucked by him. I go back home with my hairy pussy completely full of his black man's sperm and have let my boyfriend eat my pussy before fucking me. He thinks that I am so wet and has asked why I am so aroused. He doesn't know what he is licking out of my pussy. Black man's cum from a 10.5 inch cock! His reaction to fucking me afterwards is so intense lately. He pumps me so fast and I even started to tease him that I might be full of "nigger cum" and that he is a cuckold now!!! He goes insane and ejaculates immediately. I love the control I have over his 5 inch penis. It is amazing sex that I have cheated with a giant black man on my white boyfriend who cannot stop me. I would love to make him watch, but he would probably shit in his pants if he knew!!! That would be fun to watch. To cry and then shit himself watching my thick legs spread as an old, thin, black man pumps almost 11 inches all the way into my pussy missionary position. He would go insane!!!