I always find myself in the same boring possessive relationship where we have the same boring sex all the time. I drop hints about what I want but they fall on deaf ears. All of my men have been 6'2 200 pounds and up. I am 5'6 34ff flat tummy fat ass. Dimples. Anyway, I want to be raped at night. I want to be sound asleep when my man pulls my panties down around my ankles and whispers in my ear, "roll over and give me some pussy." With his hands tightly around my neck I want him to Fuck me violently. I want him to bring a girl home. Someone petite and introduce me to his new girlfriend. And force me to eat her out criticizing me as I suck her neatly trimmed pussy. Calling me a whore and telling me I work for her now. I have told my boyfriends that I live with that they can bring home girls to Fuck. But they all believe that it gives me license to cheat on them. I don't want another guy, I would love to have a best girlfriend who will play with me. My boyfriends get jealous and say they would feel like I was cheating regardless of if I was with a man or woman. Im starting to feel like I am not the marrying kind. I want a man that is open to sex clubs and wild vacations. Im not the jealous type I don't know why cheating is such a big deal.