I am 23 I have 2 lovely kids, me and my boyfriend have been growing apart and separated, I have been going out every week and getting drunk I had done a couple of 1 night stands, however last friday I disgraced myself, I was drunk and was mucking about on a pole dance, a group of lads were egging me on I knew they could see up my skirt but I was horny and didn't care, 1 boy came over was whispering rude things in my ear I felt him put his hand in my knickersand slip fingers on me, he took me over to where they were all sitting and went to get tequila, I done loads of shots with them, they were feeling me up and I was loving it, they kept asking me to dance again without my knickers, I checked no-one was watching and slipped them off I chucked them to the lads, 1 of them had them on his head and was clearly licking them and they were sniffing them, I started dancing right in front of them flashing my pussy,they were recording it and taking pics more lads were watching I felt so rude, I had more shots and got fingered by a few of them I agreed to go off with 2 of them, my friends told me not to go and called me a slag, I went, in the taxi there was 4 lads who were getting a lift, I was snogging 1 and getting fingered again, I didn't realise what was gonna happen but I was soon in a flat getting fucked hard every hole by all of them and 3 more who turned up I cried ans asked them to stop and not do my arse but they hammered me, they videod it, my ex has seen it and so has everyone I can't believe it, i fucked everything up all over 1 drunken nite but the sex was amazing and although I've disgraced myself I would love to do it again without the video