I'm 47 now and after ten years of marriage to a rotten cheat I am on my own again. I never had kids and began dating several different men over the last few years. My entire sex life has changed dramatically and I have become an exhibitionist. I am getting older but I still have a very nice figure. Well over a year ago one of the gardners at my apartment complex was peeking into my bedroom and saw me naked. As he ran away I felt myself getting wet and realized his veiw of me caused me to be aroused. There are many people who are exhibitionists but I never before had any urges to expose myself. That day changed me and I doubt if many women feel the way I do about it. My bedroom is near the garden and pool but the walkway doesn't usually get many people walking by, maybe thats why I never had any thoughts about privacy. Not that my windows were wide open but most of the time the shades were up enough to let in some light often with the window open slightly. I've been dating the same man for about ten months and shamefully expose myself to him and submit to deameaning sex acts with him. I let him expose me in degrading positions and the more I have allowed it the more he takes advantage of me. Two months ago I had a threesome for the first time in my life. His friend joined us without him telling me. At first I was excited having a stranger see me naked. What happened is shameful but instead of me objecting to the ways they blatantly abused me I instead became more aroused by way they indecently diplayed me to them. I had sex with them in positions I had never deemed possible and had oral, anal and vaginal sex with them. It has become a weekly event and aside from my boyfriend he has had a total of 4 other men in our threesomes. They all work together and I have yet to complain or object to anything they do with me. Just three weeks ago I had sex with three of them the same night. Because of my desire to be seen naked I put up with what could be considered rape. I let them ravage my body and was turned on while they did. I would give one oral sex and at the same time I was either have intercouse with one of them or they were having anal sex with me. Every weekend this goes on and I never hesitate to go back for more. At my apartment I have been able to have 3 or 4 guys see me naked and sometimes I masturbate knowing thay can see me clearly. I used to be a respctful woman but now I expose myself and allow myself to be abused just for the arousement I get by being naked. Its clear that my boyfriend has no concerns for me by permitting his friends to not only see me naked but to have sex with me. He knows full well I like to be seen naked but I never thought he would bring others into our sex life. As stupid as this may sound I like being naked in front of those men. I like the sex also but sometimes they go to extremes and abuse me. In between the sex I never get dressed or put anything on. I have turned into a shameless fool and many men have seen me naked around my apartment. I only lock the storm door leaving the metal door open and go around my apartment naked hoping the mailman or a delivery man or any man will be at my door. Even the man who delivers my morniong paper has seen me naked. I don't know whatever it was for me to begin doing these things. All I can admit to is how I get aroused even at the thought of being caught naked. I often masturbate a couple times a day aside from the sex I have with my boyfriend and his friends.