I'm a male, almost 40, single and in the closet. I consider myself bisexual. I think most of the people don't have a clue about my sexual preference though.

I didn't even plan to go to that sex shop, but that place happened to be nearby where I was originally going. I had read that there's a gay friendly cruising area. I had never before done anything even remotely like that, as I have always tried to behave decently and so on, but I have to admit I was very curious. I was hoping there would be gloryholes, as it was one of my fantasies. I was trembling with anticipation.

So I went in to the shop, and in to the cruising area. There were small cabinets with porn films playing on. Some guys were walking around there. I peeked into some of the empty cabinets, and there were indeed gloryholes between some cabinets! I got even more nervous from the anticipation. I thought for a moment, "this is it", and went in, locked the door behind me and waited.

I didn't have to wait long, when a guy came to the cabinet next to mine, and I saw through the hole, that he was jerking off, so it was clear then that he knew what was going on. He was caucasian as me, maybe a bit older than me and he was a bit overweight. I didn't mind though, as his personal hygiene seemed to be very good. He had a pretty nice dick. I crouched on the floor and got my mouth near the hole, so that he would notice I was ready and what I was after. He turned towards the hole. I was so turned on that my hands were trembling. He pushed his beautiful big dick through the hole and I started to give him a blowjob. It had been well over a year, when I had touched a man before. His dick felt great in my mouth, and I was in heaven. It was big, his erection was very good, it was clean and the skin was nice and soft. I was sucking his dick best I could and I was enjoying every second of it, and apparently so was he. Somehow my submissive role as blowjob giver, crouching on the floor, was turning me on tremendously. I almost felt like a cheap servant, and I liked it.

It wasn't too long, when he started to grunt with pleasure. I started to taste something sour in my mouth. I thought: "He didn't cum already, did he??" He must have, as he pulled his dick from my mouth and it dripping of cum. In fact, I don't think it even lasted for 30 seconds! I was a bit disappointed, that it was over so fast. But it was also a bit flattering, because I got him off so fast, which means, I must have given him a decent blowjob. That was so great experience, that I actually said to him: "thank you", through the hole. I started to feel very ashamed immediately afterwards, and went quickly out of the sex shop. But then again, I might very well do it again, as the ice is now broken.