But I also can't leave. I got in trouble, and now unless I can keep a stable job for over a year and actually afford rent somewhere I have to live with my parents. But nobody will hire me to begin with, let alone keep me around long enough to count or pay me enough that I can afford a place. The only way I would be able to live somewhere else would be if I were to get married and live with that person, but unless it's one of the guys they picked they don't have to give up the key. So I either have to marry some guy I hate, or deal with this belt until they die. I REALLY want out of this belt, should I just give up??


