You need to reach out to another family member so you can take a break. If that isnt possible contact Elder Services in your county and let them know how your doing. You really need to change your attitude no matter how hard it will be. If not you will carry a lot of un-necesarry guilt when she passes away. She will pass away one day and then you will be able to remember all the love and joy she shared with you. Good luck and I'll be praying for you.
fag you are such the morooone.
you are the cocksucker that she and your "daddy" created and brought into this world so you could be a cum-whore.
if you can't take care of her because you see the direction your fucked up life is taking you, then put her in a home and you and other family members (if mommy and daddy had more children or realized they fucked up with you and stopped the procreation of more fucked up kids)PAY THE FUCKING BILL and get the fuck on.
She won't even know you've gone and will die alone as we all will.
you're not even a work of art...just a fucktard.
#2 You should be on the firing line-and I'll gladly be one of the many in the firing squad waiting to put a big hole in your thick head. Hope my bullet manages to find the single brain cell you're functioning on?