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Anything Goes
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Straight Male / 22
Well really i am not 22 i am actually 16 i started watching porn when i was about 13 because i didn't have internet then, now its just an addiction i started masturbating when i was 11 i didn't know what i was doing until some of my school friends were talking about it and then i realised that i was actually masturbating.. the urges came more frequently and now when they come there unbearable when i get a stand i can't prevent myself from doing it.Some of the times i went over board i actually went as so bad as to touch my female cousin she is same age with me.that same night i felt guilty so i took my penis out of my pants and laid it on the bed i woke her up and pretended i was sleeping when she say it she poked it a few times and jerked me off but not until ejaculation.Yes i know i was dissapointed in my self still shame today i want to apologize to her but i don't think she knows wat i did.I found a way to keep myself from touching her again but this was just plain out weird i jerked of my dog i know its that bad i stopped myself from doing that do my alternative was video games and because of my age i am afraid to get a girl friend because if i do something to her, i don't mean rape her i am not that out of control now it reached to the point where i masturbate and watch porn everyday i would like to jerk off more but i can't break more than twice a day. The doctor said i have a more than maximum amount of hormones so i kind of have a big dick for 16 honestly its 7.3" inches long...i am trying to stop and i really needed to tell someone or something about it i could not keep it in anymore i might be talking about this problem some more in the future and the name i will be using for these confessions will be "Dante"


