I recently lived with my boyfriend and I love him very much and he loves me endlessly. Beside from his extreme anger issues everything was fine. I mean it turns me on when he gets mad and starts throwing things around, pinning me down and that sorta thing. But I also like to be loved and after a while that was impossible for the two of us. I then started an online relationship with a person in another state, just to have someone to talk to. As strange as it is I began to have feelings for this person. I would talk to the online guy while I was out and about during the day. At some point my boyfriend's jealous ass ex told him that she always sees me on the phone and after being questioned about it I finally told my boyfriend what had been going on for the past year. He flipped out.


I kinda miss the online guy