Even though I'm 18 I still look like I'm 15. For 5 years now I've been letting older men "seduce" me. In the beginning it was real, where I was young and naive, and the guy sweet talked me into doing things and then pulled my head into his lap where (for the first time) I performed oral on him until completion. And then I realized how turned on by it I was. I lost my virginity a year later but I pretend to still be completely new to everything and totally innocent whenever I meet a new attractive older guy. No one, no friends, family, or boyfriends, have ever found out about this secret life of mine.