I really miss my dear friend. I wish he and I can just go hang out and share things and be close. He is my husband's best friend and he reached out to me when I had nobody. My husband very much wanted him and I to have this realtionship, but I was hesitant. At first, I wanted to make my husband happy, so I gave it a shot. My husband's best friend wanted to help me out of my black hole, my rock bottom. I went through depression and anxiety, and he wanted to mentor me into making my life better for myself and my family. He is a full time mentor, ex Global VP for Mrketing and Strategy, he is brilliant and he is an Aspie. This man is very kind. We have continued to be extremely close friends and he knows everything about me. We have the same issues we deal with daily, the same interests. He knows when I am ill or scared, and I know when he is hungry and uncomfortable. It is like we were twins seperated at birth. The only problem is, we often disagree over eamil. We have had an email relationship for 7 months, exchanging an average of 5 emails per day, talking about things that really interest us. I guess he was getting sick of me or uncomfortable after a while. I reached out to him and told him he was one of my best friends and I loved him and will love him forever. He told me it makes him unhappy when I express to him how I feel in a very fiery and cruel way. I was so hurt I fell sick and didn't want to deal with him anymore. The remaining emails that we exchanged were not very pleasant, but I tried to stay calm. Seemed like every good or bad email I had sent him from that point on had been cc'd to my husband(his best friend). I thought that was odd but didn't think anything beyond that. He drove over to my husband's work and talked about how he did not want my husband to get angry and not be his friend anymore, and it scared him and stressed him out. He discussed how I was only interested in feelings. I guess what I am stuck with is, what happenend to my mentor and friend?? The man who saw me at rock bottom and sat with me and helped me through, the man that understands me and can see what I need before I say it, like my identical twin?? What did I do wrong?? I want him to come back and be my brother again.