Most likely I will never be able to come out of my closet... When I was a kid,a teen - I was butt raped and shortly after that for about a year I experimented with homo sexuality. A friend of mine & myself went crazy on one an other and a couple of gf's. We went camping, hiking and partied - out. Our parents just thought we were all jolly-good friends ! We fucked & sucked, ate out & fucked some more... I learned to deep throat & swallow all the hot jizzy protein he could muster, as well as all the sweet pussy juice our gf's could produce in a day of milking ! I used to take him in up my ass, too ! His cock wasn't too long, but it was fat and his balls were moderate sized. He did not enjoy being fucked, nor did I by his shorty,(Though, large & larger toys began ending up under my bed along with more & more bizzar magazines & drawings ! Oh Mom, your boys gone over the edge......
These days I just mostly fantasize and snort dope... I stick all sorts of toys deep & so-on up in me and lube-out. At times I masturbate thinking of big cocks & balls,scrotums and ass holes...Sometimes I'm being oral & other times I'm being anal. When I do crank I always go insanely erotic with breast/chest massauge and nipple simaltanious nipple teasing... It drives my sensual lusts through the ceiling. I'm horny right now...want to buy a porno and go lube up...Thing is is that to realy Ef-Up right I need to score, and I don't know any dealers ?? Wish I did ?? I'd luv to snort some nose candy & masturbatingly freak the Ef out !