For the first time in my life I cheated. I cheated on my boyfriend of three years. We have been going thru a real rough patch and I have just been so unhappy. An older man we know was out with us in a group of people and he and I had a dew drinks and talked while my boyfriend ignored me as usual. I pored my heart out to him and he was so understanding and caring I just started feeling very close to him. This man is older than my dad but we've been friends for awhile. He works with a friend of mine and we met and get together frequently. He's in very good shape and still a good looking guy.

Well, when the night got late, I realized I had been touching this guy a lot more than usual while we talked. I was touching his chest, hugging him, pressing my breasts into him and all that type of flirty stuff. I felt so hurt by my boyfriend and so attracted to this older man I did something I've never done before. I had my boyfriend drop me off at home and then texted the other man asking him to stop by my house to talk.

I was crying when he got there. He took me in his arms and gave me a long, firm hug. It was such a wonderful feeling being held like that by a strong man who cared. I just melted. I looked at him, thanked him for making me feel better and gave him a soft kiss on the lips. Innocent at first but then firmer. I was afraid he'd pull away but instead he wrapped me tighter and kissed me deeply, softly, so nicely.

He brought me to his home where he made love to me. He didn't fuck me, he made love to me. It was a wonderful experience. He was the first man who ever truly made love to me. The feelings and pleasures he gave me were like nothing anyone else anyone has ever done for me.

Afterward he drove me home, hugged me, kissed me tenderly, told me things were going to get better and sent me inside. That was a week ago. I was upset at myself and feeling guilty but realized how much he helped me emotionally. We all hung out again last night and you'd never know what happened because he acted towards me the way he always does. My boyfriend has been his usual self but it hasn't bothered me as much because I've been on an emotional high.

I want to tell one of my girlfriends what happened but I am afraid if I do it will eventually get out. I don't want to do that to him or my boyfriend so here I am getting it off my chest. Thanks for listening.