A year ago a woman and her daughter moved into the duplex next door. The woman is good looking and in her mid thirties and the girl is 12. I work odd hours and am often asleep during the day so I don't get to interact with my neighbors much. All the houses on our street are old duplexes from the 1800s and are fairly tightly packed together so there is only about 16 feet between them. My bedroom window faces the building next door and lines up perfectly with the window of a bedroom of the neighbor's duplex. I have lived here for many years and I have always kept the curtain and shade closed on my bedroom window and every neighbor who has lived next door has always done the same.

A few months ago when I got home from work around 10pm I walked into my bedroom and was about to turn the light on but noticed there was a light on in the window accross the way. So instead of turning the light on I walked over to the window and looked out peeping into the bedroom next door and they had their curtains wide open and their shade all the way up. In all these years that is the very first time I ever noticed someone doing this. Curious I stood there and watched for a while imagining that the woman who lived next door might be wearing something sexy and I could stand there undetected jerking off. Boy was I suprised when a few moments later the little girl who lived next door walked in front of the window completely naked. It was just for a moment and I didn't get to see much but what I could see was that she was just begining to sprout tits and had just a hint of pubic hair.

So of course I took out my cock and started jerking off hoping to see more. I was not disapointed. She walked back in front of the window and stood there brusing her hair. At first I thought she was stairing at me but then I realized that she was looking at her reflection in the window as it was dark outside and she would have seen her reflection easily. She just stood there brushing her waist length blond hair and I damned near shot a load just looking at her sweet little body.

Then I got an idea. I ran to the other room nearly tripping over my pants that were around my ankles, kicked them free and grabbed my binoculars. I ran back and she was till standing there in front of her window naked brushing her hair. I looked through the binoculars and could focus easily on every detail of her amazing body. I could see everything from the knees up. I focused right in on her little pussy and that tiny tuft of pubic hair and could even count the individual hairs. I was tempted to get my Nikon and take a few digital pics of her but that would be too risky a thing to do. So I just stood there and jerked off while watching her. I shot my load all over my curtains and stood there watching her a while longer until she was done brushing her hair then she walked away from the window and I saw her put on a sheer pink nighty as she strode across her room then she shut off the light and the show was over.

I did not get to see another show for a few days then the next weekend I was home downstairs working on something and forgot something from the bedroom and went up and glanced towards my window and there she was again with her light on. It was after dark so she could not see me so I decided to see if there would be another show. Sure enough after a while she walked across infront of the window briefely but this time she was wearing jeans and a tee shirt. Her lovely hair was up in pigtails and she looked intent on some project or chore. I picked up the binoculars and watched as she occasionally waked in front of the window then back out of sight again then she eventually turned out the light and left the room. No show that night.

Then I had an idea. I wasn't sure if it would work. I thought that perhaps a motion detector hooked up to a bell so that every time she came in front of the window she would set off an alarm and I would get to watch her show. So I tried that but it didn't work. I figured that because she was behind a glass window that interfered with the motion detector. So then I got a light detecting sensor and hooked that up to a bell and vualla! It worked! Now I had a bell that would go off every time her light turned on.

Much later that night, maybe around midnight, the bell went off. I ran upstairs and was not disapointed. She was in her nighty and was rearanging her furniture. Boy was I impressed by how strong she was. She moved a table out of the way then a dresser to the other end of her room then dragged her bed across the room and much to my delight, to a position exactly oposite of the window. After about 45 minutes of this remodeling sesion I saw her go to a position slightly to one side of the window and I could see another light turn on and the way that light danced around I figured it was a TV or a computer monitor. Then she hopped into bed and lay there on top of the covers. I could almost make out her pussy as I looked up her nighty into the beautiful darkness beyond. I figured I wouldn't get to see much tonight but I was wrong. After a while she reached down and pulled her nighty up exposing herself completely from the waist down. Then she began masturbating. I could not believe my luck! I just stood there and jerked off while watching that sweet naked innocent virgin 12 year old girl frig herself. I looked up into her face and watched it contort in ecstacy. I watched her convulse as the first wave of pleasure hit her. Her eyes roled back, her head tilted back and her knees where waving back and forth as her toes curled and she chewed her left arm to silence her scream as she came right in front of me about 20 feet away. I could almost hear her wimpering as she came down from her first orgasm. She rested a while then began again intently staring at the TV next to the window. I didn't know that little girls liked porn. Of course I had no way of knowing if it was indeed porn she was looking at but she was looking at something that made her horny. After a while she begain again but this time started out by rubbing her nipples then pinching and twisting them. I had to pace myself watching this show or I would have cum already and I wanted to savor every second so I varried my pace to keep from ejaculating. She slid her hand down between her legs again and started frigging herself again while alternating between nipples pinching and twisting. After a while her face twisted up again in ecstacy and this time she was nearly flailing about convulsing as she brought herself to another climax. She rested up some more and in fact it was around 2am by this point and I was wondering how much stamina this little girl actually had. She was still laying there naked with her legs spread and with the binoculars I could see the glistening of moisture all over her pussy lips. She laid there motionless until about 3am. I thought she was done and had fallen asleep with her eyes open but she was still staring at the TV. Then she got off the bed and went over to the dresser and got something. She came back and I was shocked to see she had a little vibrator. She turned it on and began rubbing herself with it. Where does a 12 year old girl get a vibrator from?? Anyways she went to town with that little vibrator rubbing herself all over but mostly between the legs and then she reached down and seperated her pussy lips and I could see her hymen close up and very clearly though she moved around a bit so it was hard to track with the binoculars but finally she settled down to a rhythm of pushing that little thing in and out of her pussy like it was a little cock. I imagined that I was watching a younger boy of around 7 or 8 fucking her and her encouraging him to go harder and faster. She managed to get about half of it's 4 inch length inside her without breaking her cherry. She went crazy with that thing and began contorting in ecstacy again and thrashed about while fucking that little artificial penis quite violently. I was anticipating seeing blood any moment but that never happened. She had what I imagined was the best orgasm of the night as I sprayed the window with my own cum.

It has gotten to be a regular habit every Saturday night around midnight or so she had her late night masturbation session. I never see her do that in the middle of the week but then I am not always home to see what she is up to then. But every Saturday is the same. She frigs her self all night while I watch and I shoot a load on my window. Sometimes I shoot two loads while watching and that is saying a lot for a 53 year old man.

Maybe about three months or so after this all started I started to fantasize about going next door and raping her. Now of course in my mind it isn't rape. In my mind we are making love. But pretty much in today's society, when a 53 year old man has his penis inside a 12 year old girl's pussy, everyone calls it rape no matter how much she might actually want it and I had no reason to believe she would. After all what 12 year old girl would be interested in being touched by an adult much less a 53 year old adult?? But in my fantasy she's begging me to fuck her harder and deeper and she is telling me she loves me and how sexy I am etc.

Sometimes a padofile like myself lets the fantasy go too far. I had gone an entire week without jerking off. That is unusual for me. Even though I am 53 I jerk of nearly every day though mostly in recent months while thinking about the little girl next door. Well I had worked myself into such a perverted padofile frenzy that I began obsessing about returning the favor and giving that little girl a show. Now in such circumstances one must be very careful. I wanted to make it seem as innocent and accidental as possible. I knew that typically her shows started sometime between 11pm and 1am Saturday nights. Occasionally she would do a Friday night show but that was rare. So my plan was to spend the day rearanging my own bedroom. I placed my bed in an identical position as she had placed hers but mirror image fashion, that is precisely opposite of hers so that if she happened to look into my window she would see my bed if my light was on. So I got my stuff ready. I had a few toys. I had my own vibrator that I often shoved up my ass for extra stimulation. I also have a cock and ball harness that make my balls prodrude grotesquely. I keep a plastic spatula that I use to slap them with because I have found in recent years that having my balls slapped makes me cum harder. I aranged all my lights so they would shine brightly on the bed.

So around 9pm I decided to start my own show. I lifted the shade up to a level to make it easy for her to see and I opened my drapes wide open but left the lace curtain liners closed to give just to give me plausable deniability. I could always say I didn't think anyone could see through them in the unlikely event somebody would call the cops. I figured that in all likelihood the worst she was probably going to do is close her own curtains and shade and that would be the end of the shows. But I was not really thinking clearly or that far ahead. All I could think of was how delicious it would be to expose my hard cock to that little and know she actually saw me jerking off and hopefully she would stare at me for just a few seconds and perfect would be if she would masturbate while watching me but even in my mindless frenzy I knew she would not likely do that.

I turned on all the lights and laid down on top of my bed naked and spread my legs wide. I shoved a pillow under my ass to raise it up to make everything easier for her to see. I placed my binoculars on the night stand so she could see clearly that I had them and hopefully that would be enough of a hint that she would figure out I had been spying on her when she masturbated and in my twisted mind I thought that would turn her on knowing a 53 yerar old man had watched her frig herself. So with the vibrator up my ass and the harness on and lots of lube I began jerking off while watching a bondage video depicting a middle aged man being put through his paces by a teen aged dominatrix.

I jerked and jerked my cock for an excruciating two hours hoping that she would catch me and be interested but having no real hope that she would.

Then it happened. I saw her light go on and I picked up my pace and began jerking in ernest. She casually walked into her room and went over to where I imagined her closet was and then walked by her window and glanced in my direction and froze. I pretended not to notice her while she stood there. It took every bit of self control I had (not that I really had much of that rare commodity) not to shoot a load right then and there but I wanted to see how this was going to play out. She just stood there staring right at me not moving a muscle. I worked the vibrator in and out of my ass while I jerked off hoping I wouldn't cum soon but I could feel myself start to build and slowed my pace a little. I looke right into her eyes though without my binoculars I couldn't tell if she was looking back into mine. Then after about 2 or three minutes of staring she simply walked over to the doorway and shut off her light and went out the door closing her bedroom door behind her. I thought she was getting her mom so I panicked and shut off my lights and laid there silently.

A couple of minutes later she returned and turned her lights back on and to my utter amazement she had her own pair of binoculars in her hand and was completely alone. I watched her close and lock her bedroom door and put a chain on it then she came right to the window and had a look of disapointment on her face. So I turned on my lights again and knelt there on the bed and began jerking off again. I could have sworn I saw her smile. She just stood there looking at me while I jerked off in front of her. I was so unbelievably turned on I felt like a teenager groping my first kunt. I grabbed the spatula and began whacking my balls hard while jerking off my oiled cock turning slightly sideways so she could see my cum squirt out and glad my sheets were black satin so she could she the contrast of the white cum against a black back ground. I stared intently into the lens of the binoculars and silently mouthed the words "hurt me mistress" repeatedly as I shot my load accross the sheets. That was the very best cum I think I've had in years. I wanted it to last forever, the pain in my balls was exquisite and I wish it was her punishing them. I imagined her scolding me and calling me a naughty padofile for jerking off in front of her.

So when I was done I walked over to the window naked and let her watch the sperm drool from my peehole and gradually grow soft. When completely soft I took off the harness then turned around and mooned her while extracting the vibrator from my ass. When I was back facing her again she was still watching with those binoculars and I could see she was scanning up and down looking me all over with them. I looked right into her lens and smiled and silently mouthed the words "thank-you for watching" and walked over to the light switch and shut off my lights and cleaned myself off. She took the binoculars away and I thought I saw a look fo disapointment on her face. I thought for sure at this point she would have simply shut the curtains and pulled down the shade, after all the show was over.

Nope, she then proceeded to do a strip tease right there in front of the window until she was naked. then she got out her hair brush and brushed her hair for about 10 minutes in front of the window while standing there naked. I walked right up to the window and watched her closer. She then got onto her bed and got out her vibrator and began frigging herself but instead of watching what was on her TV she stared out her window while doing it. I could't believe it. I had just become her fantasy!

Now I was getting horny again and my soft cock began to stiffen and it had now been less than a half hour since I shot my load. I had not recovered this quickly in years. So I threw caution to the wind and turned my light back on turned around and mooned her again while shoving that vibrator back up my ass, put the harness back on and started jerking off right there in front of the window. By then she was watching me again and had made no move to cover herself.

At that moment we had become secret lovers of a sort. Because of the angle of the buildings and position of the windows we could each stand right in our respective windows naked and only somebody looking out one window could look into the other. We had complete privacy as long as her door remained locked. She laid there on the bed and watched me with the binoculars as I jerked off some more for her. Then I went and got my own binoculars off the night stand and looked at her face. She smiled a big smile right into my lens and I smile back. She held her pussy lips wide open and showed me her hymen. She spread her ass open and showed me that sweet little rose bud. I posed my cock and balls so she had the best possible vantage point and we masturbated for each other and both came nearly the same time. She came two more times as usual while I posed for her and then it was lights out.

We have been giving each other shows since. I have never met her and don't know her name and outside of our mutual shows have never actually seen each other in person. I doubt we will but recently she has been writing mesages on pieces of paper and holding them up for me to read and the last one was "you've been a very naughty padofile, punish yourself for me."