My stepdad is very handsome he is 46 Im 18 I have notice him looking at me in a very sexual perverted way.When Im sun tanning I see him looking out the window.When Im in my bathing suite he looks at my nipples and crotch.A couple of times we have been horse playing in the pool and felt his hard on on my buttand his hand touch my breast I have touched his penis a couple of times on accident . I have seen his penis a couple of times poking out of his boxerswhen he falls asleep on the couch.I know its wrong but I kind of like the attention and sometimes maturbate to the thought of him inside of me.My mother is so mean to him I wish I could make him happy.I want him to make the first move just confused I really want to feel him insde of me and taste him explode in my mouth.Hope it happens soon I cant wait any longer.